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#What a year this week has been

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911 on abc you are single handedly responsible for all of us being unable to act normal since last thursday

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Buck bringing Tommy to a 118 barbecue and the team all doing the older sibling thing of telling embarrassing stories about buck and buck is sulking but secretly having the best time bc his team is his family and Tommy has his arm around buck the whole time so who cares really, that Tommy is hearing the story of that time he couldn't stand on the ice rink for the fourth time?

And then Bobby gets this smile on his face, and Buck wonders what he's going to bring up, what embarrassing story he's going to have to sit through next

Except Bobby doesn't start telling a buck story.

Bobby asks Tommy if he's seen any chickens lately, and Tommy is burying his face in the hand that isn't on Buck's waist, and oh

This isn't an embarrassing buck story, it's an embarrassing Tommy story.

And buck listens with glee to the whole thing, as Tommy feebly argues that the chicken was armed, and had genuinely proven itself dangerous before giving in and muffling an embarrassed little laugh into Buck's shoulder

And yeah, buck thinks, he could get used to this

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The Tortured Poets Department - Taylor Swift

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When I was “I want him” about a male character im not saying I wanna fuck him. I want him like a spoiled little girl wants a pony, I want to him so I can put him on my shelf for safekeeping, I want him like a good hearty stew on a winter’s evening, I want to put him in a jar and shake it.

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Buck + Eddie - Hug

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9-1-1 7.05 | You Don't Know Me

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i am so ill about everything that's just happened

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i want to take a step back from the buddie of it all and just like. bask in knowing that buck came out to two of the most important people in his life and had a safe and gentle and loving experience with both of them. and then on top of that, to have a safe and gentle and caring counterpart in tommy while he figures this out? i just want to take a moment and breathe this one in.

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How long have you been leaning in the other direction?

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still stuck on "TOMMYS gay?" he was like you? buck? yeah of course you're gay i knew that love you but my new friend TOMMY didn't tell me HE was GAY? hm 😔 anyways back to you glad you figured it out bud

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Hen and Karen baby….. no wait hen and Karen pre teen with severe trauma …….. BUCKTOMMY DATE!!!!!!! “I’m an ally” BUUUCK!!!! “Ha ha we’re just two bros out for dinner” “YOURE ADORABLE BUCK BUT I DONT THINK YOURE READY FOR THIS” “I mean sure I’ll check out a guy’s ass????” Eddie ‘catholic guilt’ Diaz!!!!! “I can’t nut because my gf was a nun” “I wish I could help out with that!!!!!!???!?” “Piss off her ex, GOD” “he just needs to find out you’re an idiot and then he’ll love you like we do” BUCK AND EDDIE HUG IN THE KITCHEN WITH SUNSET LIGHTING!!!!!! Buck asking TOMMY TO BE HIS DATE TO THE WEDDING!!!! Ohmygod the wedding is already happening!!! MADDIE IN THE WEDDING DRESS!!!! BUCK AND EDDIE LOOK LIKE THEY FUCKED !!!!! WHERE THE FUCK IS CHIMNEY

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i'm sorry but i love them so much it's crazy

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imagine you're a guy finally admitting he's queer in his thirties in a macho field of first responders, you got to watch your coworker be an out and proud lesbian at your shitty station but you still don't feel like you can be yourself until you leave behind everyone who knows you for harbour, few years down the line an old coworker calls you to ask you to fly them into a hurricane, you say sure what's the worst that can happen, and maybe you want to repay the woman who showed you what bravery was, and there you meet a golden retriever of a man who is too much to think about in that situation actually, so you don't, but then after it all he puts a hand on your shoulder and smiles at you and maybe..., he calls you a few days later to ask for a tour, asks you out for a beer too but you can't quite tell whether it's platonic or not, you panicked and called him kid it's probably platonic, he shows up to a basketball game and you're pretty sure he's in love with his best friend, you mess with him just a little just for fun, but then things get bad and you go to try to smooth things over, you end up on his doorstep somehow, he's golden in the dim light of his loft and you want to kiss him but you've spent the last two weeks learning how deeply integrated he is into his best friend's family, he's not yours to kiss, except he's making fun of your fake mouth static and he's so close and he's asking to spend time with you and telling you that he wants to get to know you and admitting he wanted your attention, and well you kiss him, and he looks a little like he's just found religion but you make sure it's okay just to be safe and it is, it's okay and god you like him, you really like him, so you ask him on a date and he's breathless in his rush to accept and you really fucking like him, you pick him up at 8 on saturday, you take him to an intimate little italian restaurant, he's tense and looking around like he's waiting for someone to jump out on them and throw a bucket of rainbow glitter over their heads, you tell him about your own journey of self discovery and he listens, takes it a little like an accusation, starts rambling about being an ally, and you really fucking like him it's embarrassing.

tommy kinard the man that you are...

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buck talking to maddie about checking out a hot guys ass then cutting to eddie and marisol having sex and marisol being a nun...the epic highs and lows of watching an episode of 911