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it's a little past my ten year anniversary or WRITING kate and i'd be damned to let her go ! fandom remains dead but my love for her and the lost lore is not. stay tuned for a revamp of my page but if you wanna chat i'll be here !

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more random dialogue prompts ,

“why do you have that look on your face?”

“finish what you’re doing, we have to talk.”

“what have you done to yourself?”

“did you do something different with your hair?”

“it doesn’t do any good to get worked up.”

“when was the last time we had a real conversation.”

“are you in the witness protection program, or what?”

“there’s something wrong with me.”

“no, i don’t hate you.”

“hey stupid.”

“we’re aren’t them.”

“looks like i’ll live long enough to make you pay.”

“you know you’re wrong.”

“i don’t understand, why are you doing this?”

“now, before i say anything, promise me you’ll stay calm.”

“what makes me so special?”

“you have no idea what i’ve been through.”

“you really don’t have to do that, not for me.”

“did you really think you’d get a second chance?”

"how about we don’t do that.”

“i have a lot going for me, but humility is not one of them.”

“you’re the worst.”

“i don’t need you right now.”

“don’t just stand there, looking at me.”

“i thought you were supposed to call me.”

“take my hand.”

“i need you.”

“you’re allowed to need help sometimes.”

“for someone who doesn’t like to feel things, you sure feel a lot of it out loud.”

“when this is all over, i want it to be you and me.”

“why won’t you tell me what happened?”

“you don’t know what this means to me.

“i know it doesn’t make sense.”

“i’m trying really hard to keep it together.”

“i know you’re new, but we do things a little differently here.”

“your voice is putting me to sleep.”

“did you find what you were looking for?”

"you knew and you didn’t even warn me?”

“well, i guess that’s broken.”

“i thought it was part of the act.”

“you think u don’t know you’re only here because they sent you?”

“you promised to call me if you didn’t know what to wear.”

“you can keep a secret, can’t you?”

“how could you do this to me?”

“put the gun down, dearest. i have news!”

“i know you don’t have any reason to trust me, but you need to know something.”

“if you’re here to tell me what happened last night, someone beat you to it.”

“people think i’m weird.”

“i think i’m losing myself again.”

“you can’t be here.”

“i wish you’d come to the funeral.”

“do you know what today is?”

“so, you broke my favourite mug… and you’re breaking up with me?”

“i need to get out.”

“it’s like i’m cursed or something.”

“you are remarkably well-behaved tonight, what have you been up to?”

“you gonna eat that?”

“sir, the pony rides are for children only.”

“i don’t want you to worry about that anymore.”

“we’ll never make it in time.”

“you’d be late for your own funeral.”

“you should have seen it coming.”

“oh, good, you’re here! hold this.”

“why can’t you just be happy for me?”

“on a scale of one to ten, how do you feel about nachos right now?”

“is this how you flirt with everyone?”

“how much longer till we’re there?”

“what have you done?”

“it’s time for you to repay that debt you owe me.”

“where did you get that? who gave it to you?”

“what kind of mother has thoughts like that?”

“i know I haven’t been what you needed, but i’m here, and i wanna help.”

“i never want to hear you say that again.”

“you’re all i have.”

“i know it’s not perfect, but i did follow the recipe this time.”

“i was doing so well until you showed up.”

“don’t eat that! i made it ‘specially for our guest.”

“it’s not that i don’t like my life, it’s that i don’t have the energy to enjoy it.”

“how can you stand this place?”

“don’t take this the wrong way, but you don’t exactly blend in.”

“you need to stop.”

“i don’t like that look, what happened?”

“is that seriously your password?”

“what’s your problem?”

“you had no right to use it without asking.”

“oh, wow, you weren’t kidding.”

“i couldn’t trust my own parents to protect me.”

“i’m surprised you haven’t been arrested yet. wait, no, i’m not.”

“why do you want to help me?”

“ten bucks for that piece of crap?”

“we have to hurry, they’re coming!”

“hey, look what came in the mail!”

“do you want to get a drink or something?”

“please tell me you didn’t eat that.”

“the worst part is you didn’t even notice.”

“if i wanted help, i would have asked.”

“wanna tell me what’s going on with your grades?”

“you need to leave.”

“talk to me, okay? i need to know what’s going on.”

“i do blame you.”

“sometimes life deals you a bad hand, but you can still play your cards right and win.”

“you’re no longer useful to me.”

“i’m not good with sarcasm: if you don’t like me, just say it.”

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@usergif back to cool event: challenge 2 - color kate austen + blue (insp.)

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hello :) i will be iconless for the time being but i would loveeee to write again! here or potentially discord <:

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🌪️  -  a  starter  where  our  muses  are  trapped  together  during  a  storm. @gangfrnd​​

it  was  a  wonder  how  they  even  made  it  back  to  her  motel.  the  way  the  blizzard  outside  was  evergrowing,  how  the  scar  skidded  on  ice  as  they  pulled  in.  but  here  they  are,  and  kate's  quick  to  shrug  off  her  freezing  jacket,  her  messy  hair  tangled  in  snowflakes  and  nose  all  red.  eyes  trail  out  the  window,  watching  as  the  snow  already  begins  to  bury  his  wheels  several  deep  inches.    ❛  looks  like  you’re  stuck  for  awhile.  ❜  dead  panned,  eyes  briefly  meet  his  before  she’s  heading  towards  the  coffee  maker.  ❛  coffee?  ❜

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wish the writers showed how kate handled being a mom for the first time because in eggtown when claire asks kate to grab aaron because he was fussing, kate just looks so concerned and goes “ um, yeah, i’m not good with babies. “ is so funny. would’ve loved to see her handle the new-mom struggle lolol.

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“yeah, so what’s the issue?” leaves his phantom smirking mouth like it’s rhetorical and it might as well be, rio know she likely ain’t answering that shit. even if she did, wouldn’t have his name attached to it. no sense in talkin’ about business and pleasure ‘cause even he’s not sure which is which and when.

leans forward again at that tinkling laugh, runs a heavy palm over the bristle of his five o’clock shadow. “and i got places for you to be.” rio means it when he says he can use her, and not just like lobby art. there’s a function for kate in his crew, a purpose. it’s just one of the reasons he’s not keen to let her slip between his fingers. clicks his tongue quietly against his teeth. “i’m not scared of some fuckin’ cop.” it’s… a downplay. and he gets that the marshal is damn near a figurative beast chasing kate these days, but part of his confidence is rooted in truth. “nah, i don’t need forever,” he tells her, head tilting thoughfully. “just… mm. six months?”

of  course  she  doesn’t  answer.  kate  wouldn’t  be  kate  without  her  aloofness  and  hardened  feelings.  more  so  when  it  comes  to  feelings  that  kate  couldn’t  afford  to  have,  even  with  all  the  money  in  the  world.  but  she  doesn’t  need  to  say  it  out  loud.  it’s  an  unspoken  infatuation.  whatever’s  happening  with  them,  whatever  was  happening  with  them,  is  on  the  list  of  many  reasons  why  she  needs  to  disappear.  

❛  marshal.  ❜  she  corrects  with  a  tilt  of  her  head  and  twitch  of  the  corner  of  her  lips.  he’s  all  cool  confident  in  his  abilities,  which  isn’t  really  anything  crazy  considering  he  was  half  the  time  just  the  puppeteer.  and  kates  not  really  worried,  either.  escaped  edward  multiple  times  before,  but  she  needs  reasons.  excuses.  and  that  asshole  was  just  a  good  one  to  hide  behind.

eyes  drifts  to  her  empty  glass,  finger  tracing  the  rim  once  again  as  a  beat  between  them  grows.  makes  it  look  like  she’s  actually  thinking  it  over.  even  though  she’s  already  made  up  her  mind.  one  way  or  another,  she’s  leaving  in  the  morning.  still,  greens  flicker  back  up,  searches  his  browns.  ❛  three.  ❜  she  finally  states,  sniffling.  hands  raise  her  glass,  motions  bartender  to  fill  her  up.    ❛  i  got  a  motel  for  tonight.  i’ll  drive  back  in  the  morning.  ❜

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Evangeline Lilly as Kate Austen LOST (2004-2010)

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sorry for the unexpected lack of activity. going to fix up my blog / aesthetic and i’ll be on later. i need more threads because kate owns my heart!! <3

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@gangfrnd​     submitted     whatever you're going to ask, the answer is no.

❛   i   wasn’t   ...    ❜  voice   trails   until   it   doesn’t,   catches   her   bottom   lips   between   her   teeth   as   corners   of   her   mouth   tug   upwards.   supposes   he   knows   a   bit   about   her   at   this   point,   still   defense   comes   to   mind   first   thing   with   kate.   sniffles,   then   smiles   a   feign   motion   of   sweet   at   him.   ❛   i   need   thirty   grand   and   you   don’t   get   to   ask   why.   ❜   likely   because   she’s   planning   on   skipping   out   on   him   and   that   money   will   be   going   towards   a   new   identity.   

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❛   funny.   i   was   thinking   the   same   thing.   ❜   solitude   is   a   normality   in   kate’s   position.   before,   and   especially   now.   it’s   a   fine   line   between   loneliness   and   safety,   and   running   into   another   straggler   has   her   on   the   tips   of   her   toes.   brows   twitch   together   briefly,   searching   for   any   disbelief   in   the   strangers   features   as   she   thinks   it   over.   then,   her   chin   dips   into   a   short   nod.   ❛   alright.   ❜   keeps   her   gun   to   her   side,   but   lowers   it   hesitantly.   mucky   eyes   glance   over   items,   lips   purse   momentarily.    ❛  only   one   chocolate   bar.   ❜   she   muses   between   dullness   and   lightheartedness,   glint   in   hues   as   she   tilts   her   head   at   the   other.    ❛   —   you   mind   ?   ❜

“ look …. i ain’t looking for a group, friend or whatever. ” last group he bothered with hadn’t ended well, so couldn’t they just sort of …. pass by. maybe share a bit. “ we split this we move on, no need to linger for any reason. best for both of us, and no one ends up bleeding or dead because we just couldn’t get along, ya know? ” he offered as he let his head fall back and a sigh left him. 

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every jack and kate kiss

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hands lay flat on the table as he leans back, tastes the liquor on his lips. head gives a half shake like he’s surprised she even needs to ask, half impatient and half impish when he locks his gaze and shrugs, “you.” and he means that like he says it, except he’ll qualify it with a dry smile, cocking his head. “and your expertise.” safe to say kate can get into places he can’t and… yeah, she’s got potential.

feels like business again when he tucks his elbow along the back of the booth, sprawled out and watching her. “what, i ain’t payin’ you enough?” brow springs up like it’s a dare. more he’s trying to cover his ass with that bravado. yeah, he’s here to petition her, since it’s crystal she’s got no qualms about ditching the scene and what else is he gonna do… kill her? “you’re doin’ this shit all wrong, katherine. you don’t run when things get hot, you lay low. and like i said… you ain’t shit at that.” a thoughtful nod dips his head. “i got places for you to go.”

eyes  examine  his  features  after  the  three  little  words,  almost  as  if  she’s  searching  for  any  explanation  in  his  expression.  eye  contact  remains  before  she  blinks  away,  leans  against  her  seat  and  dips  her  chin.  ❛  we  both  know  the  money  wasn’t  the  issue.  ❜  which  is  honest,  because  she  had  made  more  money  in  the  few  months  she  spent  working  for  rio  than  she  had  doing  her  little  schemes  and  leeching  the  three  years  she’s  been  on  the  run.  maybe  even  before  that,  too.

kate  stifles  out  a  laugh,  eyes  rolling  up  to  the  ceiling.  ❛  i’ve  been  doing  just  fine.  before  you  and  after.  ❜  fine.  but  exhausted.  all  she  knows  how  to  do  is  run.  she’s  just  hoping  fleeing  the  country  will  buy  her  some  temporary  stability.  eyes  flicker  back,  brows  knit  together  briefly.  there’s  something  weird  in  her  stomach  sitting  here  across  from  him,  but  she  curves  it  and  instead  continues  her  hardness.  ❛  i  have  places  to  go.  ❜  kate  resorts,  shifting  until  she’s  leaned  on  forearms.  ❛  look --  i  told  you,  edward  is  getting  closer  and  i  need  to  leave.  and  i’m  making  sure  he’s  following  me  away  from  your  business.  ❜  a  beat,  she  squints.  ❛  you  knew  i  wasn’t  going  to  stick  around  forever.  ❜