081523
Found someone and we've been sating for 8 months now. Things do get better with time. And a lot of patience with myself and the circumstances around me. As well as acceptance of the many things I cannot control
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“It’s okay to be sad. You don’t owe anyone a performance of being okay when you feel like you’re falling apart.”
— Daniell Koepke
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040622
He unfollowed my socials. Deleted the tg chat. Unliked the spotify playlist. Next na siguro discord. Going 7 months and still not okay. Lord bakit :(
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tomorrow will be better and if it’s not I’ll say it again
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081321
reading my previous post and thinking, ang bilis naman. A year and 6 months ago, I was told I dont want to hold you back. Today, I heard them again. I was not expecting the conversation to go in that direction. Pero baka nga it’s for the best, for us both.
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070121
Went on a first date last week. First na personal tho, after months of talking. Haha
Today we established a few things about us para clear lang haha. Is how relationships are? It feels nice to be openly taking about things. Yun lang uwu
Masaya ako so far :)
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Friendly reminder: when people say ‘as long as you tried your best’ it doesn’t mean ‘the best you could possibly have done ever’ it means ‘the best you were capable of at the time.’ Sometimes ‘trying your best’ is just getting out of bed in the morning. Just because you weren’t working yourself to the bone doesn’t mean you weren’t trying your best.
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61021
mom fainted last night and is in the ICU hanggang ngayon. This morning ko lang nalaman since malayo now family ko from me and ayaw nila kaming magworry. Ang frustrating lagi for me na di ako nagdoktor kasi di ko naiintindihan anong nangyayari, pag may emergency wala akong alam. ang frustrating.
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Nothing ever ends poetically. It ends and we turn it into poetry. All that blood was never once beautiful. It was just red.
Kait Rokowski (via sunsetquotes)
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It’s crazy that the voice inside your head can rather make you the most confident person you’ll ever be, or it could rather make you the weakest you’ll ever be.
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043021
Also!!! I'm getting a puppyyy. Might get it na from lola's house this week
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043021
12:02am
Been talking to someone I met thru bumble. Si E. We've talked for more than a month na pero recently sobrang busy to talk. I realized just now na baka sobrang tagal pa before kami magkita given the pandemic, the distance, and our schedules.
So far, masaya naman. I just dont want to get my hopes up ulit.
I'm not really stopping myself from feeling happy bc of this pero I just try every now and then to remind myself na this could be short lived like before. Or smth na wala namang patutunguhan. Idk. I wasnt exactly looking for a jowa naman when I downloaded bumble. I just try to protect nyself in a sense na I should be "ready"?? Just in case it doesnt go well.
Yun langgg. :)
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About dent, acad break now but a little overwhelming pa rin acads. HAY.
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“Do you think the universe fights for souls to be together? Some things are too strange and strong to be coincidences.”
— Emery Allen
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012321
3:32 am
Reread old msgs I exchanged with W tapos di naman (pala) sad lahat sksksk. Naging masaya naman kami for some time. It just wasnt the right time (yung relationship) then kasi kakastart pa lang ng college and we're still figuring out how to manage our time. Kaya di nagwork. And we were young hahahahah (still young naman now but gets)
Anw ayun lang. Good night
x k
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012121
Lowkey miss dating haha :<
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012021
Watched almost the whole series of Something in the Rain :((( ang ganda.
I need to review for my exam on monday later this day (12:48 am na as of writing). And list the items I need for lab, then order online. Ang dami na namang gastos :<
Been away from both my ig accounts for 2/3 days na. Wala naman din akong new paintings so okay lang. I wanna learn how to do urban sketching/painting; amazing ng ibang videos on youtube so I wanna give it a try rin.
I honestly wish I could be better. Or sipagan sana ako with my responsibilities sa school :( pero nakakastress kasi just thinking about it. Pero di naman matatanggal yung stress kung di ko haharapin hahahuhu.
Byee
-k
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