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Crying.

Bad buddy will always hold a very special place in my heart, thank you for such an amazing show

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nothing hurts more then sean whipering "black" over and over, as black punches him and yells at him to fight back

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currently googling how to put someone BACK into a coma

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No all I can do is cry like I literally have no words to describe what I felt in this scene. I just couldn't watch that violence after a point and I've never hated a character so much in my whole life (okay maybe Pete's ex from love by chance). Whatever may your goddamn reasons be, this sort of violence is just unacceptable.

My brain literally went "shit black needs some intense therapy and counselling cause his aggression is not fucking normal"

im broke. im actually broken. seeing sean beaten on the floor, black punching him full force and him just clinging onto him, desperate, trying to get through, not understanding anything, as he begs for black to be the black he knows while the person he loves beats him senseless. i hate this. i actually hate this. white pls go to him, pls find him, pls he needs to know that he didn’t give his heart away just to have it broken again.

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ive gotta say tho, that scene of sean with namo was fucking beautiful. sean was so horrifically broken it actually hurts, like i can’t bare to see him like this. and him writing those things on the pillars, like fuck i could feel every inch of his pain and loss and betrayal and confusion and anger. and then to have namo decorate those words with hearts and flowers and smiley faces, the perfect representation of her being there for him, bc even if they can’t be together, she still cares about him, and doesn’t want to see him hurt like this. i sobbed. i rlly rlly sobbed. and yet again, im sounding like a broke record, but off’s acting is outstanding. like ive never seen him be anywhere near this good. he has me feeling everything, my heart is in a death grip, and i just can’t stand to see him so broken. i hate this, but it’s beautiful.

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watching your favorite character in emotional pain, crying after getting beaten up by the person he trusted and then seeing him GET SHOT all in one episode... this is fine 🙂

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There'll be a moment when you realise you're 27 when yesterday you were just 17; and you wouldn't be able to tell how a decade passed away and your life got divided into before and afters. The fury of youth will subdue and nothing will really change but everything will feel different when you look at old photographs and blurry videos taken on cheap mobile phones. Scents will remind you of childhood and certain friends you don't talk to anymore, hangouts will become reunions and mom's burnt pie will become the best food you ever had. And I know on some days you won't be able to show anything of those 10 years but I hope you remember to breathe, and let go of the knot in your chest. I hope you go out in the sun and live a little, because tomorrow is 37.

Edit- I added the visualizer for this piece on my YT, check it out here

-Ritika Jyala, excerpt from The Flesh I Burned

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I HAVE THE BEST FRIENDS Y'ALL

@lazytokki @ripariansoliloquy

THESE ARE THE BEST GIFTS 😭😭

Thank you so much ❤❤

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NOT ME ≣ episode 9

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I could totally see that slap coming. But okay. Poor white. He's so soft here I can't 😭

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Fuck this is like so accurate and it sums up everything going through my brain rn.

no joke i felt like i couldn’t breathe in this ep. like can we just sit down and consider how much stuff just fucking happened in that ep. seanwhite are fucking, they’re being all couple-ey and it’s like so precious??? like sean is so soft it’s such a 180 from how we’ve seen him before and I love it??? yok is continuing his unhinged gay agenda except now dan’s along for the ride. he’s saving yok from whoever’s following him (im guessing tawi’s men??) he met yok’s deaf mom, they kissed, is dan on their team now???? also dan killed sean’s father and he told yok but yok doesn’t know the man he killed was sean’s dad. he’s gonna try and introduce dan to sean but sean isn’t gonna know what dan did that’s a whole can of worms just waiting to be opened. and is the trailer trying to make us sus of dan saying there’s tawi’s ppl in th authorities I just cannot keep track?? also gram and eugene continue to be so fucking confusing ive actually given up on trying to guess what’s going on in grams head it’s too much. and namo is sad bc she likes sean. then we’ve got someone seeing sean and white kiss but who??? bc it wasn’t namo and idk if it was black either??? bc hah yes blacks here he woke up from a coma due to the power of sex and white has found him and black knows that white was pretending to be him and he’s not happy but he doesn’t know the full story esp with what’s happening between white and sean. but how is white supposed to explain this to sean bc idk if he knows (ppl are assuming he does and I think he knows something but not everything he’s doing some sus stuff so I be keeping my eye out. plus did we even get the “I know you have a brother” line from last weeks teaser idk I need to check). oh and todd is evil we all knew but yeah he hurt black but why??? and does it have something to do with this thing blacks mom is calling about???? why do I feel like blacks been up to stuff that no one knows about concerning stuff relating to todd and his mom and I’ll be interested to see if this ties in to tawi in some way bc now it’s like we have two enemies one for black/white and one for sean so are they gonna come together???? idk

tl;dr be things are getting messy and confusing in the best way everyone’s up to stuff and idk who I can feel safe with. peeps i fucking LOVE this and i can’t wait for shit to go down im screaming

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Accurate.

they’re giving me 70s rock n roll kids who ran away from a boring suburban life to pursue music and they played one gig in a run down bar and somehow became an overnight sensation and they’ve just got their record deal and are about to drop the album that defines the decade

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love, ohm, & nanon for kazz magazine

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No, no no, they can't keep doing this to me 🙈

ON / NO

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Ohm & Nanon + CHICTEEN magazine

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Ohm & Nanon + CHICTEEN magazine

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ms. pattranite, hand in marriage please? 🌹😩💍