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Am not! 

Ugh....

I think you’re being a kiss ass.

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Kellin tumbled behind himself, ending up on the floor, he sort of in a way allowed Jade to hit him, he deserved it. But he stopped her, pushing her arms away, keeping her from hurting him to badly. She already had his lip bleeding and he was sure to have a black eye but she could do worse and he knew that. " Stop it! Fuck Jade! I'm not your step dad! " Kellin closed his eyes tightly and rolled over clutching his crotch. In the second between the pain in his gut and him rolling over he broke. He'd been needed it all night and she just made it worse. He stood up and was facing her in a swift movement, his knife already out of his pocket and open. He pushed it close to neck. " Do you hear me? I, Am not... your step dad. " He said forcefully. 

Kellin.and.Jade // My mind is a warrior

Jade’s eyes flashed. Still caught up in the past, she pushed Kellin to the floor and jumped on top of him. “I never wanted you to touch me in the first place. You giant ass,” she said, hitting him repeatedly. In some way, she was getting justice for all the abuse that she had gone throughout the years. She forgot how dangerous Kellin could be, and just kept hitting him. “You and my mother fucking deserve eachother,” she yelled, standing back up and kicking him in the groin again.

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Kellin clenched his jaws when she slapped him again. He was a hot head. It wasn't like you could just make him unangry, he completely forgot about what she'd told him about her step father. He groaned when she kneed him, " Fuck. " He threw her arm away from roughly. " What do you want from me Jade?! I'm an asshole, you knew that when you got into this. We were just a fuck. " He said through clenched teeth, he was already stalking towards her again. 

Kellin.and.Jade // My mind is a warrior

Jade flipped when Kellin grabbed her like that. Everything about him had started reminding her of her step father, and she had worked her whole life to get away from that. It was then that she flashed back to the night he had tried to invade her. Snapping Jade began smacking, and pushing away from Kellin with everything she had. When that failed, she brought up her knee, making sure to connect it with his groin.

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Kellin flinched when she punched him but he was quick to grab her by the wrist. " But I want to fuck you. " He said roughly in her face. " Come on Jade, Tell me all about my shit! " He shouted his hand gripping tight to her wrist. " I would love to hear it. " 

Kellin.and.Jade // My mind is a warrior

Didn’t expect someone to call you out on your shit did you? *punches him* Just go fuck yourself…

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Come on Jade... 

Going to get drunk....

I’m a ghost Kellin…I have nothing better to do but sit here and listen around the house. You really don’t think I hear you telling every girl just how much you want to be with them or how you like them. *slaps* you’re a tool. Just like everyone else in this damn house.

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Shit, I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm Amelia. 

Kellin!

I do, yes I do..but you can’t just…just kiss me..

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My shit? 

Going to get drunk....

I am so over your shit. That’s why.

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What? I... I thought you liked me... 

Kellin!

*kisses back, then pulls away* W-why did you do that..?!

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Sorry I'm a selfish asshole, I don't think about other people. Who wouldn't want to always fuck me? 

Going to get drunk....

Well maybe I don’t always want to fuck you…ever thought about that?

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Kellin...

See, why don’t you use your brain like that on a normal day?

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Kellin!

But I do. *taps the tip of his nose* I like it very much.

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I'm not lying Jade, I always want to fuck you. 

Going to get drunk....

You’re a bad liar Kellin. Don’t try and bullshit a bullshitter got it.

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You don't like my crazy. Don't say that. 

Kellin!

I like it though, you wouldn’t be Kellin if you weren’t on the looney side.

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Both, because you've been running around in my head all day baby. 

Going to get drunk....

So are you going to join me….or are you gonna grow a pair and have sex with whoever’s running around that head of yours.

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It would't be obvious if I was oblivious to it. I know I'm an ass, and I know I fuck a lot of girls. 

Kellin...

You’re acting like Iwantto be out. We have something called Trust and Honesty, y’know? It’s a habit, it seems like your oblivious to it otherwise.

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I've lost count of the girls I've fucked. And I can't count how many people I've killed on one hand. My sisters is dying... Like... soon... I can feel it, you know, I can feel the life leaving her... I don't know why I am telling you any of this because it doesn't even... pertain to what you are asking me. It's just... people don't understand... they do for a while, but they don't understand.... what its like to be... so angry... like angry in your bones... You understand, you haven't told me anything about your past but I know... I've seen that look before. I made it a goal a long time ago to not feel any of this shit... And then you walk into my life, and your so different. I have a crush on a girl named Amelia, she has red hair and she likes youtube videos and she's weird. She different. She makes feel like I'm in school again. But I don't want to be back there. I want to be here, with you. 

I need to go. Now. 

Finally home.