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when i catch that mf one-eyed cat it is going to be on sight.

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shameless self plug if anyone wants to read my writing !! ^^

reflection | s. geto

GENRE ;; angst .

WORD COUNT ;; 725 .

TRIGGER WARNINGS ;; mentions of blood, self-loathing && mass murder .

SUMMARY ;; when suguru returns from the village massacre, he no longer recognizes his reflection in the mirror and despises what he sees .

When Suguru looked in the mirror, his reflection wasn’t that of the calm, upstanding member of jujutsu society that he knew. He was so much more than just a little dishevelled. Quite the contrary, he looked like a complete and utter wreck.

He aggressively yanked his hair tie off of his head, allowing his messy, black hair to spill down his back. Small pieces from his bangs fell in front of his eyes, though the look on his face was still clear to see. His eyes were filled with a look of pure hatred and disgust, and he couldn’t tell if that feeling was towards himself, the rest of the world, or anything else in between. The dark circles under his eyes were incredibly prominent, showing exactly how tired he was that night.

Suguru’s clothes and face were covered in dirt and grime, though it was fairly normal for him to come back a bit dirty from a mission. It wasn’t just dirt that soiled his clothes, however.

The worst part was that he was completely soaked in dark, crimson blood. From his hair to his clothes to his skin, Suguru was drenched in the blood of one hundred people.

One hundred people that he had killed.

“They deserved it.” He thought to himself as he stared at his reflection in the mirror.

“They were all like animals, and I slaughtered them like animals.”

Though he certainly wasn’t in his right mind at the moment, that truly was what Suguru believed. The people that he killed weren’t really people at all. They were more like rabid animals who no longer had a place in the world and needed to be eradicated. They deserved what was coming to them for the constant mistreatment of the two young girls that he had taken in.

Still, he couldn’t help but despise what his reflection in the mirror showed. He didn’t hate that he had killed all of those people – it was the opposite, really. He still felt completely numb towards the action itself. It was more like he hated what had become of himself, how he’d deteriorated from someone who once was so well put-together and had such a strong moral compass, to, well this.

The hatred for what he saw in front of him began to consume him, and without thinking, Suguru brought his fist to the mirror and shattered it to pieces. Bits of glass stuck into his knuckles, piercing the skin and causing blood to trickle down the back of his hand. He winced in pain as he ripped the glass out from his knuckles, his breath becoming heavier as he tried to hold back the distressed yell that he desperately wanted to let out.

Eventually, the combination of the pain in his hand, complete exhaustion and his emotions bubbling up in the way that they were caused his legs to give out. He dropped to his knees with a ‘THUD’ before he scooted over to the corner of the bathroom, turning around and sitting up against the door with his knees pressed to his chest. He had completely neglected to check the cabinet for gauze or bandages to stop the bleeding in his hand, so the best that he had was his other hand.

Suguru squeezed his right knuckles tightly with his left hand. Blood seeped through the cracks between his fingers and mixed with the dried blood that he had already been covered in. His breath became shaky as he continued to watch the blood soak his hands more and more quickly with every second.

He couldn’t believe that the reflection that he could be proud to see when he looked in the mirror had deteriorated into this within a single night. If anyone were to walk in on him now, rather than seeing a fine, upstanding model of jujutsu society, they would see a face of abhorrence and a hint of insanity. A deranged monster who had killed one hundred people in a single night without a hint of remorse and was now bleeding out of his hand on the floor, sitting in a pile of broken glass.

Was that just who Suguru was now?

In the midst of the million thoughts that flooded his mind, one of them in particular stood out to him the most:

“I don’t recognize myself.”

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we could talk forever about how absolutely fuckin DELICIOUS kenny was in the new episode but instead i wanna take a moment to appreciate how the sad piano music is now being dubbed in my mind the "kenjaku is about to fuck someone up" song

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i love headcanons. i love the entire concept of headcanons. i can point at a character and go "that guy has chronic pain" and now he does. what are you going to do? tell me im wrong? its My head, fucker

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we are brainrotting over gojoken tonight y'all ,,, kinda wanna write another one of my million dark-ass aus for them tbh

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THE ASK GOT DELETED KMS but !! answer to @crescentmoontsuki 's ask for the ask game ...

i'm guessing u wanted me to do it for kenny so !!!

1. why do you like or dislike this character ?

he's evil and fucked up and so, SO silly and smashable, and i've always been drawn to the villains in media i like so naturally i ended up vibing w kenny too. i also just think he's SUCH an interesting character and i wish we got to see more of his lore, but at the same time the fact that so much about the real him is shrouded in mystery makes him that much more intriguing ( however gege if u do not give us more kenny lore i will write it myself thank u and gn <3 )

5. what's the first song that comes to mind when you think of this character ?

insane by blackgryph0n ! despite it being a hazbin hotel fansong it's kenny's song i don't make the rules.

11. would you date this character ?

considering i'm down absolutely HORRENDOUS i'd sure as bloody hell try <3

12. what's a headcanon you have for this character ?

he's an avid tropical lemonade drinker. ( should i do a post on my kenny hcs ,,, i have so damn many of them )

23. favourite picture of this character ?

i've limited this to canon pics of him bc if fanart was included we'd be here all day ...

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CHARACTER ASK GAME!!! 💫

Send a character + one or more of these question!

1. Why do you like or dislike this character?

2. Favorite canon thing about this character?

3. Least favorite canon thing about this character?

4. If you could put this character in any other media, be it a book, a movie, anything, what would you put them in?

5. What's the first song that comes to mind when you think about them?

6. What's something you have in common with this character?

7. What's something the fandom does when it comes to this character that you like?

8. What's something the fandom does when it comes to this character that you despise?

9. Could you be roommates with this character?

10. Could you be best friends with this character?

11. Would you date this character?

12. What's a headcanon you have for this character?

13. What's an emoji, an emoticon and/or any symbol that reminds you of this character or you think the character would use a lot?

14. Assign a fashion aesthetic to this character.

15. What's your favorite ship for this character? (Doesn't matter if it's canon or not.)

16. What's your least favorite ship for this character?

17. What's a ship for this character you don't hate but it's not your favorite that you're fine with?

18. How about a relationship they have in canon with another character that you admire?

19. How about a relationship they have in canon that you don't like?

20. Which other character is the ideal best friend for this character, the amount of screentime they share doesn't matter?

21. If you're a fic writer and have written for this character, what's your favorite thing to do when you're writing for this character? What's something you don't like?

22. If you're a fic reader, what's something you like in fics when it comes to ths character? Something you don't like?

23. Favorite picture of this character?

24. What other character from another fandom of yours that reminds you of them?

25. What was your first impression of this character? How about now?

26. FREEBIE QUESTION!!

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i have a lot of writing thingies and lil oneshots and stuff ( ft. So Much Stsg™️ and kenny being a lil BITCH ) that i wanna share with y'all but would y'all Read them ,,, that is the question

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sometimes babygirl is a 1000+ year old evil BITCH sorcerer <3

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i'm trying to get back into drawing a lil bit so here's kenny and my oc akito ... is oc x canon cringe now or do we rock with it here :0

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I have a serious crush on Kenjaku. His so majestic 😭😭❤️❤️❤️

Like he makes Geto's expressions more GOSH DARN SEXY. I AM AN UNAPOLOGETIC SIMP FOR KENJAKU. Noone touch me!

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I’d pick Toji anyday because only my pussy would be destroyed and not my entire body he’s the only one willing to accept money to not kill me 🤪

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i'm gonna create a dni list and the only thing in there is going to be people who delete kenjaku's stitches and say it's geto

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kenny has a pet curse centipede that he stitched together named kentaro that he thinks of as his pride and joy more than his actual kids btw. if u even care

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if kenny doesn't come back in the manga soon i am going to go insane i think <3

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— Kenjaku in today's episode.

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me ? rereading jjk just bc i can ( and i don't remember a lot ab what happened in the culling game arc ? ) yeah <3