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Made a fantasy f1 team…

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The best thing about Neil’s interactions with Ichirou is that they show he has the ability to choose his words carefully and show respect/submission when necessary for his own safety… and he just chose not to do that before. His pride is a pricey queen that will only bow to a certain caliber of threat. He needs to be confronted by a high enough level of murderous mob member before he finally unlocks the ability to use his filter. He has it in his lil duffle bag, but he stores it in there for safe keeping unless shit is really going down.

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If you have Spotify reblog this and tag what your number one song on your “on repeat” playlist is.

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IT'S HERE IT'S HERE IT'S HERE IT'S HERE IT'S HERE

AAAAAAAHAHHHHAHHHH

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Obviously there is so much interesting in the Neil/Jean dynamic but what I'm currently obsessing over is the way Neil let's Jean see the tattered bloody and mad parts of Nathaniel Wesninski no one else gets to see.

Neil doesn't want the foxes to know Nathaniel, Kevin is too obsessed and too cowardly to want anything to do with him. Andrew would and does see him but his promises and the future they imply belong to Neil Josten

Other than Andrew, only Jean Moreau sees Neil without the mask, sees the madness in his smile, the casual and easy violence, the bloody heart that beats despite it all.

Like, yes its very funny when Jean calls Neil out for being an ill-bred cretin, but it's important to note he doesnt do that to be exaggerating or insulting, he does it because that's the side of him Neil let's him see that everybody else only gets flashes of. Jean is just calling what he's seeing not realizing most people don't get such a clear view.

Neil 'most dishonest man in world' Josten who doesn't bother with the effort of lies around Jean Moreau

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this building used to be a parking garage

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Not to brag about how well my life is going but I’ve just completed my reading goal in only 6 months

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i love the detail that we get to see blue, ronan, and adam’s birthdays during the series. we see them grow up and contemplate their future beyond this weird year of their life.

but we never get gansey or noah’s birthday. (gansey’s assumably between nov-april and noah’s unknown), because they’re both stuck between being teenager and adults and don’t have futures to look towards.

finally, in the epilogue when gansey’s birthday has passed, we see him hopeful and living, and finally looking beyond this perpetual state adolescence.

but we never get to see noah grow up at all.

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adam parrish lethal face card i understand why each character had at least a paragraph about how hot he was

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persephone and adam🔮

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ronan lynch I am so sorry I ever made fun of you you really were riding the fucking struggle bus you are god's strongest soldier i too would have blown something up if he didnt text me back i formally apologize for all slander king I did not recognize your game 🙏🙏

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But if I have the fast car and you have the plan to get us out of here, then who's gonna make the decision??

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"i asked chatgpt" okay i asked the magical sentient forest that i sacrificed my eyes and hands to... we r not the same

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logically i know that saying you're glad you killed that guy at the trial where they're going to decide whether you deserve to be in jail for killing that guy is NOT a smart move, but god, i feel like aaron has earned it. he deserves to be like yeah i fucking killed drake spear and he fucking deserved it and i would kill him again over and over and over no matter what.

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sorry i can’t go out tonight i’m at home sitting down

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Have I talked about the symbolic weight of Barkbark's death yet? Because Barkbark is a symbol, he represents the idea of doing something just because you want to and it makes you happy, and that being enough. So the house being burned down, Barkbark included, is an intentional attempt to take away that choice of mundane, simple happiness. And them adopting Jabberwocky, a real dog, after that is a really powerful defiance of that, it's Jean, Jeremy, Cat, and Laila choosing not to lose what Barkbark represented and to instead move forward and rebuild their happiness even stronger this time.