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this feeling i’ve never had but desperately want

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A cat who is in love (Pt.2)

So currently we flirt a lot, but you know.. the distance.

First of all, I dreamt about him once. Shit was totally crazy, I'd never dreamt about any guy before except my ex's.

Me and him were in a hospital's changing room, he was dressed up with nurse's clothes, he patted my rebellious red hair, he told me to wait till his shift ended. But then I held his hands and we just stood there, enjoyed our relationship. He got called and I was walking towards a sofa. Shit got crazier when a woman walked past me and myself in dream got sad. I can still feel the sorrow, the dream was so real what-

I knew that woman was his ex, I don't know her face obviously. I got sad, I sat down then I texted him. I still remember my text was "I just saw your ex." He replied "How could you know it was my ex? You never saw her before LOL?"

The last scenario I remember is me sitting on the sofa and my eyes were staring at the floor.

Isn't all of this crazy? I can guarantee y'all that I've never liked anyone to this extent except my first love. I've been constantly checking my phone every morning since the day I realized my feelings.

I want to know is it actually me like him or it's just a fade crush passing by.

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I hate that I accidentally caught feelings for you, but I can't help it.

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A cat who is in love (Pt.1)

Actually, I’ve been feeling attached to someone these days. 

This issue shouldn’t have been happened because I’m a stray cat. Sometimes I get interested in a certain thing and I will get rid of it after two or three weeks or less. 

I admit I’m arrogant and bratty but it’s just my self-defense against this horrifying world. And you know, some people just casually be such a slave figure because cats are unpredictable. 

I have a lot of people who like me, but they only see me as a stray cat. I can see in their eyes that they have no intention of adoring me, they just want to tame me around and show off to the rest of the world. 

Well, my story is he lives in America, and I’m a cat who lives in a small corner of this Earth. At first, I acted like the usual me. I teased him, he got pissed jokingly, he teased me back and I teased him harder. 

It was a usual cycle until I wanted to go further because my jokes couldn’t get him anymore. I flirted him, yes, I did that. He said he hated me but he still kept the conversation going on so I was shrugging and actually I got interested in him a bit right there. 

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When a human is in love.

We always seek for their existence when we suddenly be emotionally vulnerable, even though you are the kind of person who hides your weakness, you'll unconsciously look for their silhouette. 

Tell me if I’m wrong.

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Nếu anh đã không thích người ta thì đừng đối tốt với người ta như thế, cũng đừng nhìn người ta dịu dàng đến vậy. Bởi vì họ sẽ để tâm, sẽ hy vọng, rồi lúc họ nhận ra anh không yêu họ như họ nghĩ, họ sẽ thất vọng, sẽ đau lòng. 

Con người ấy mà, sẽ luôn thích ảo tưởng người mình thích cũng sẽ thích mình, nhưng rốt cục chẳng phải cũng chỉ là ảo tưởng thôi sao?

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Đúng vậy, yêu là yêu, thương hại là thương hại, thương hại không bao giờ có thể trở thành tình yêu được. Đối với tôi, để ai đó phải thương hại mình, đúng là một cực hình. Không phải tôi tự kiêu mà tôi ghét sự thương hại của họ, chỉ là, lòng tự trọng trong tôi quá lớn, đến nỗi, tôi không cho phép bất cứ ai thương hại đến tôi, đến bên tôi chỉ vì nghĩ tôi cần được thương hại, hoàn toàn không cho phép…

Thừa nhận đi, cậu yêu tớ phải không? (Suzu Fukazime)

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- Bây giờ tôi phát hiện ra, tình cảm mà không còn phải nhung nhớ, thì không còn gọi là tình cảm nữa rồi. – Hơi khó hiểu. – Nhớ nhung là dùng đầu để nghĩ, còn ở bên nhau là dùng mắt để nhìn. Có lẽ tình cảm của sự nhung nhớ luôn đẹp hơn. – Tại sao ? – Bởi vì đầu óc thì dễ dàng lãng mạn hoá, còn mắt nhìn thì chỉ có thể phản ánh hiện thực mà thôi.

Truyện ngắn: 4.55 (Thái Trí Hằng)