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Anyone remember Chuck Woolery on the game show The Love Connection? He seemed like an okay guy when he had black contestants on the show, right? Well, underneath that liberal exterior you can see how he really feels. His white privilege feels threatened with the talk of Reparations for Black people. Typical white liberal. 

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Astronaught Co-Pilot

Pop, I see her as a best friend

Someone to cash out all my days and spend

My time and energy for

silliness

We talk on the phone, time passes one hour more

Sleepyness

She’s silly and nerdy and all the above

From geeky to serious about our....

We could play ball or chess or smoke at the beach

Just hanging with her is sweeter than a peach

She’s jolly to be with and talk to

Yet she’s thoughtful and smart to argue

A mind that’s deep that ponders the depths of the soul

She’s reflective and wise like the hanging willow

Her heart is humongous and easy to tease

Lightly strum on her heart chords and the tear duct is released

We have a good time together that’s what my heart sees

In my mind I just wanna make new memories

A win is a win since I’ve met her

Whether I take her or another

But for now she’s the one who’s the coolest cat

I’m not gonna let this relationship go splat

We’ll see where it goes and from here it looks far

But at least I made friend from earth to the stars!

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Heaven

“The Kingdom of Heaven is at hand“

In heaven, it’s infinitely beautiful

forever wonderful, always a marvel

full of surprises

bringing ever more breathtaking sunrises

and sunsets, it’s the best.

Its the wonders and pleasure of my heart, projected in formation

with the magnificence of the universe’s art.

It’s being with You

A being I will forever praise, in all the loving ways.

From the surrounding gospel majesty of Kirks Brighter Day choir

to the sparked admiration of the tulips flower.

It’s the sound of playful childrens laughter

to the awe inspiring rage of a lightning storm.

Heaven is at hand He told me.

We experience drops only

But they’re the greatest nectar I’ve ever had.

My heaven would be to spend limitless time with any friend or loved one doing anything and everything. Just allowing time to fly. As free as a shooting star.

Like driving down PCH with my mom

singing and jammin alon

It’ll just so happen that the radio plays all our favorite songs. Laughing and dancing as if it’ll never end.

OR

It’s like spending the day in Laguna with my lady.

Under our colorful umbrella its shady

We have fruits, chips, and weed, oh baby.

Taking pics on the beach, sexy and silly.

Getting tossed be the waves willy nilly.

Maybe even see a lone seal

or just watch the waves break the oceans teal.

We would talk all our feelings and open our stories

Tell all our secrets, even ones that belong on Maury.

It would be all smiles and laughter and the sun would never set.

Til we think of another activity to best....

It would be like playing 2 x 2 or 3 x 3

with Wes and the homies.

We’d be ballin it up and makin the dream work.

Lowkey at the court, we pickin and rollin

we win or we lose, but the games keep on strollin.

Each in the zone, doin our thing,

fundamentals to improvise, buckets we scoring.

Or its like the challenging adventure through the rolling hills and mountains of Czech nature, with nothing but a backpack. Winding through forests and trees. Grinding up mountains to see views that take you to your knees. 

Sleeping in hammocks and eating sardines

Running through meadows and playing frisbee

Talking with a friend about life, nature, and history.

Learning to survive in the wild is no mystery

Then just when you close your eyes

There goes the scenery

To skateboarding under a dark sky. Streets are empty and its you and your guy, the homie, 

who knows thee and knows no fear.

 To skate with you down dark streets, its scary to steer.

 The roads are all paved and smooth, you curve back and forth and high 5 as you move.

Adventure the city, you discover the cuts, you both find great hills and avoid any cuts, scrapes.

We skate and we skate. its the best at the moment

Chill on the skateboard like a magic carpet.

Wow in heaven its endless, but I feel like I’ve done this. Piece of love, pieced together from above. I think about paradise and the moments that’ve come. So far I’ve had drops, and they’re like no other one.To live in worship and praise of the Father above, to Love and to lOve and to loVe and to lovE. I see in my memory, it’s the start of heaven scenery. I thank You God for blessing me dearly. I truly don’t deserve it, really sincerely. But I accept the favors gratefully. Heaven on Earth, it’s a privilege to see. Let me just say the feelings in my memories don’t deceive. Father thank You for these moments, amazing. I pray that when I die, I can worship You, unchanging.

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Her eyes they see me

they please me

tease me

measure me

to pleasure me

I can feel the gaze

deep in her innocent ways

She’s taken

I’m taken 

both mistaken

but her eyes ain’t fakin

My heart is achin

is it confusion

I don’t wanna be misusin

the strings of my heart

to cheat, I won’t start

commitment is art.

Hope is worth the wait

The longer our time apart the more I Wish for my Desire

I’ll stay with Hope

I won’t abandon her, nope.

I’ll stay clean for her

soap....

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Gorgeous work from the Kehinde Wiley exhibit at the VMFA today

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You Deserve More

Baby, you deserve more than I can give! Oohhh but let my try for as long as I live If your with it or with me til death do us part I’ll make each moment the greatest like the honeymoon start. Queen I’m tryna support you in health and in sickness As God as my witness It’s no excuse to leave you hanging because of my illness My hand is always outstretched if you need to be lifted For a hug, a laugh, or a lil shhh It’s gifted Through troubles and challenges our soul It’s sifted Out goes the waste like it was shitted To reveal gems It happens for a reason unknown For new ties to be sewn For lessons to be shown And maybe directions to be known But me sei lá and only God knows For now we enjoy what we have in present and in memory Let’s enjoy this meal cuz the courses are savory The paths are flavory When we met each other is was like our tastes are meant to be Fine dining we are Top notch cuisine 5 star Spice combos from Mars Girl, they don’t just wanna be us They freaky out here and wanna eat us I mean them haters Who ain’t ready for the full course That rich East African curry That sweet and savory Filipino kare kare To the juicy crunchy fried chicken of the Black diaspora And we can’t forget the smooth crispy deliciousness of the White cherry crisp Mmmm we got it going on But i got distracted Our love is a sign and it’s contracted And it won’t be redacted Cuz I’m here to support and make your flavors ecstatic I’m her to lift you and empower your ambitions Your passions Until you reach satisfactions Within my power I’ll concede Just know that we got you Me myself and I am for you Me myself and I love you The Queen of my Desire The Angel of Hope

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Erotic and Elegant Part 1

Shawty, 

Your body is erotic and elegant 

Your beauty is more than I am fathomin 

 Your booty is more than just your melanin 

You look real fly in those hoops that your wearin in 

Even when you got your head wrapped I'm starin in 

To paradise Girl you know that I never had to think twice 

I love you like your grandpa loves cookies 

Cuz you a snack And I got the munchies

 Ooohhh and when you wear them red shorts Ima eat you, bunch a crunchies. Every bite of you I savor 

Delicious I wanna taste all of your flavors, 

Scrumptious Ain't no sharing with my neighbors 

Selfish But I love you cuz you're all mine

 I stopped looking cuz you're looking like the end sign 

 And the start sign  Of a new life

 A better life With a fine ass wife 

A fine ass partner

 We make heat like a fire starter 

Ain't no other that I'd rather smother 

With my love and attention

 Not to mention , All the sexin. 

 Oh muh God, Lord please help me 

She got that juice too bomb it can't be healthy 

She make it rain on a king, yah boi wealthy 

Sweet and yummy I eat her like candy 

Or I fix her up right, I'm handy. 

 And she can take it all yeah she tough 

Louder she want it when the motion gets rough 

Ebb and flows she drives me crazy 

Drown in her eyes that's my baby Sexy beautiful and magnificent 

 Love,

 You're erotic and elegant

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Bored in the Club

Bored in the club

Damn do I need more bub

Nah, I'm just fixin for a back rub

I need mah baby My lady,

I ain't tryna be shady Or fuck with any Cubanas

It'll make me think of her and go bananas

So here I write Detached from the night

Not sure if should stay or if I should flight

Make like a bird

Like an unrecorded song, left unheard

Swerved.

I just don't know anymore

Am I being used

Tooled and shit I'm about to blow a fuse

I think I'm confused

Lost in the hustle I'm being bustled,

and I'm left befuddled

Damn. I've lost my juju

My dancing has become poopoo

It's gonna take true magic. Voodoo.

Even if I holla at yah. Yoo-hoo.

My body is saying toodle loo. Boohoo.

Not sure how to resurrect it

Don’t know what to do

Drink Red Bull and go coo coo? It's already 2-0-2

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Can you write more?

I'm on it!!

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My Lady

My heart has its eyes on you As you walk through the garden of my mind You bring me smiles and laughter As you stroll through my memories. It's as if each one of your step brings forth flowers red, yellow, purple tulips to kiss the valleys of my thoughts. You soothe the distance With every moment visited in reminiscence. My eyes can't remove their gaze from your elegance Your grace It's the reassuring whisper of your ocean waves You speak love that washes away my doubts like writing in the sand. I'm called at all points by a Being you have yet to love, It's divinity shines bright within you. You're open mindedness is the knowledge of the Creator that calls me to closer to you. It's the Light in you that beckons me to give my heart without fear It shines in your generosity with friends and strangers alike. You radiate it with your patience. You emanate it with your thirst for knowledge. It's as if the dawn of your light is passing over the yearning fields of my spirit. As you rise to bring love to my being, I'm sun kissed by all the qualities that are.... Your presence alone awakens all my passions for appreciation. Our union is still so young and I have yet to feel you travel across my entire sky's. I have only experienced beauty of your first light But I know that upon the noon your gentle power scorches my inequities to naught. For in your presence I aim to be better than the man I was a second ago. Even during the cool hours of sunset . As your light meets the horizon you paint the heavens with the colors of your traits. The vibrant red, pink, and orange sky are the beauty in others revealed by your generosity. While the ensuing blanket of indigo and violet calms the Earth, just as your gentle demeanor comforts our hearts. I'm stunned by your wholesome effect on the beings that surround you Even though by night your sunlight may seem distant and out of sight. Your memories illuminate my minds night like the light of the moon. And although we may seem distant, I have faith and I can trust. That just a sun always returns to bring about more life Your love will return to enlighten my world. I

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Matthew 6: 22-23

Keep your eye on the light The colors will shine bright Manifest in your body, give the demons a fright They'll flee outta sight. Then you'll be in the right. Yeeeeee boooiiii with God you'll be alright n tight. There'll be no need to fight Cuz you'll be at the height Of Gods great might Looking at them with pity in their plight. While I'll be happy flying a kite Til time flies and I slumber in heavens night Peace love and goodnight ✌🏾. "The lamp of the body is the eye. If therefore your eye is good, your whole body will be full of light"

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Valentines Day 2017

To my Angel of Hope and the Queen of my Desire

With you my Queen

I reach heights I thought were unseen

Deep in your eyes, Im lost in your scene

To see me in your sight, makes my heart sing.

But that’s just for you to know my darling

Oh baby you got me ripe and ready

to stay committed and steady

beyond all adversity heavy

Any weight Ill carry

Dont worry

To stay with me from afar it may seem scary

But just you wait, I’ll be back for that cherry.

Lemme tell you…..

The layers of my heart, you open and peel

with love and smiles you got me lost in the feels.

like every moment with you is ghastly surreal

Like a dream come true your presence ideal

each second presented

is a present presented

unwrap your sweet beauty

it’s like your booty is lit and it’s sexy scented.

boo you know that I meant it.

Queen you take me to heaven

Bustin quick with bliss you’re just too temptin

To be honest I didn’t realize you’re the one I’ve been missin

And look now love’s got us kissin

Shit

Its embarrassin cuz now you got me simpin

I went from player big pimpin

to puppy dog limpin.

But on real note, I’m just glad we’re together

No matter where I am you’ll never be servered

from my heart mind and soul

Through my being you’ll stroll.

So come meet me halfway and let’s go dip our toes

by the sandy beaches of all lines of coasts

Zanzibar, Philippines, and Portugal.

It wont ever get dull

If you remember me doll.

So let’s live together all in all

Because one day I won’t be leaving and you’ll have me all

So let’s work it out and grow real tall.

So that never ending will we be enthralled.

Grow closer and tighter and more intertwined

You can feel it already, we’re in sync with our minds.

No matter the distant

our love is transcendent.

Around my heart I’ll wear you

cuz ..... is my pendant.

my Queen, my Angel and My Love

God blessed me with Grace and sent you from above.

So just let my love flow, it will never falter

Keep your eyes right on me and I’ll take you to the altar.

;) Khai

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Stay in your lane

A letter to my Brother in Arms💪🏾:

My friend Don’t look too far ahead You’ll forget what’s in front of your head Lose your way and miss what’s being said. You are where you need to be It’ll be a surprise, you won’t expect it So persevere and you’ll see. That your potential is truly worthy To make global changes Worldly. Too many issues and pain Even for Bernie So please tell me If you stop What route will you take. You’ve been blessed with this opportunity This education Your mind! For goodness sake!! You’re bound to be great Just trust the process, wait. It may feel draining In this stagnant state Like a salty slump slug Sizzling at a slow pace. But think of the blessings He’s given You Grace. Learn, live, love, she’s in front of your face. My good man, the soul of the world is filled with grief too much to smoke out Even when we chief. From Syria to Yemen Nigeria to black men Xenophobia to Native Americans You can’t do it all. You’re one man. As super as you are you ain’t super man. So let’s do what we can And stick to our plan Each day take a stand To be the best that you can Better than Yesterday’s man. If you improve yourself you’ll change the land.hear me out and try to understand. It’s hard to see where you’re going from the middle of a storm. But He’s got your back even if you don’t conform. Love yourz. Heart mind and soul Push what’s within and take control. You have this duty. It’s difficult. But do it for humanity. Erase the tumult. The knowledge of your potential is beyond the sight of your own passions. To care for humanity It’s a weight to wide for your body. So take it easy and fulfill your destiny. One step at a time You’ll be fine And the world you’ll change with your heart and mind Little by little, more and more with every rhyme. Take it easy brother, just give it time.

Your fellow Swoldier 💪🏾✊🏾

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Us vs Them

Why should I point to them When I’m trying to sew the hem To quilt together the cultures And people beyond our trends. Don’t we break trust when we say us Implying that you’re not included Left to the side like crust Pulling, pushing, sliding Like Earths crust. Opening up a hole of ignorance Releasing scorching flames from the core. I think we should fill it all with Empathy and build the bridge with Compassion as the floor. To bring people together Through any nasty weather But how do I reconcile haters Arrogance, maliciousness, closed mindedness It blocks the sympathy, empathy, and unity Still I struggle on this diverging Pangea Trying to help bridge people, oh mama mia

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My Eyes

To my Queen: Hope

Look into my eyes baby

Theyre the gateway to the soul

Im opening them to let you in

for you to know

for you to see

for you to venture

the garden of my Spirit

Come in, come in

there’s no rush.

It might be overwhelming but it’s only for you, so hush

I’ll guide you through.

you may get lost. But trust in me.

Youre safe. 

I promise.

Let me give you a tour

of my spirits garden.

Through beauty and bliss to the senses.

Come take a stroll to feel my heart and to know my mind

Walk with me safely through time.

Let me show you the gentleness of the flowers.

Delicate lilies that lay upon the mucky moss.

Lose yourself in the grace of serene solitude.

let their gentleness wash over you as their flawless flowers float above the filth.

Next we can sit under the citrus tree of faithfulness. 

Usually throughout the year they may be seem dormant and thorny.

but with the promise of spring their strong, soft, sweet aroma blooms to greet you. 

The smile of the flower and the scent of its breath caress your nose and eyes, as if to whisper: Be faithful, trust in growth of love through waning times, for although a seed seems lifeless, it may come to be an entire orchard.

As the spring progresses and time seems not like a distance.

The flowers make their rounds and make room for the pulpy oranges. A message from God, saying: Have faith and trust for you will be lead to sweet  succulence.

Just past the beyond we will take our tour to the next stop.

The fountain of Love

The unending flow that feeds the soil of the entire garden.

It is the center piece of my soul.

Decorated with the precious gems of knowledge

Sculpted with the magnificent contours of wisdom

It is the most gorgeous piece in the garden.

At the sounds of of its liquid laugh, it will excite the passions within you.

At the apex of the apparatus, you can see its fountainhead.

If you gaze closely you will see patience.

For when understanding Love: Know that patience is the fountainhead of Love and ecstasy.

Come let’s continue our walk. 

Shall we?

I want to show you my tree garden of kindness. Abundant with colossal sequoias, expansive evergreens, and entire treasure trove of trees.

Each one meditating in peace

emanating kindness to all who present themselves.

They share their branches with all the birds and the bees. 

Listen to how kindness nourishes the buzzing friendship of bees and how it feeds the carefree songs of the birds.

They give their leaves to hungry koalas

and they allow the sluggy sloth to hang loose on their boughs.

Such kindness only draws out kindness and calls for admiration.

I hope youre having a good time on the tour. But please let me show you more. It may seem long, but the soul is limitless and its bounds are unknown. So please let me show my piece of the kingdom.

Come! Look! See! There!

The plains of joy!

It’s area is covered with smiling daises.

Each is a drop of happiness. Their unity explodes into an exponentially limitless ocean of joy!

Let’s skip! Lets laugh! Lets play!

Lets run our fingers through happiness.

Lets rest our bodies and lie in the flowers. Hugged by the joyous embrace of daisies.

Lets feel the soft earth under our feet. Reassuring us not to worry about our steps. Assuring us to take in the present and appreciate love.

Our next stop will be the pond of peace.

So calm that it’s surface is a glass mirror.

In it’s stillness it takes in the canvas of the universe 

only to reflect in back,

 to share its exquisite chaos and turbulent beauty back to the Creator and creation. Gaze into its waters. Don't be afraid of its stillness. But understand that it will reflect the deepest and darkest parts of your soul. So that the glimmering light in you may shine in awesome brilliance. Peace

Lastly I will lead you back close to home. To the delicacy of the herb garden. Where the herbs of Self Control are growing.

I try to keep them close and tend to them dearly, but I always seem to screw them up. They take the longest to grow.

Theyre the hardest to commit to, but I’m trying, and I have no intention of failing.

Please be delicate because in storms, they are threatened by the tyrannical tempests of temptation. It runs ravenous and these herbs are easy to be uprooted. 

Thus I try to keep them close, but know that I am still a man. 

Know them and understand that they produce health and prosperity. The leaves of self control are delicate, yet vital.

Through this garden I tend to my soul. 

Although I water and care for each plant, I pray for the Creator to bring the true increase.

Each fruit of the Spirit I pray for.

Love, Joy, Peace, Patience, Kindness, Goodness, Faithfulness, Gentleness, and Self Control.

I pray to the Father above, to bring growth and prosperity.

I pray that He sends me sunlight of Truth, the water of Love, and the nutrients of Knowledge and Wisdom. 

I will take care of my garden all of my days.

I want you to know my queen. That it is open to you. For you to visit, to enjoy, to laugh, to seek understanding, and to water and care for as well.

I give you the key to my soul for it is truly free when shared. I am here to love you.

So come whenever you please.

you know where the gates are.

I love you and you love me.

And there is your key.

Skhai 

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Oh my

Father, my oh my You’ve got me deep in the blessings I don’t deserve Why oh why? I don’t understand but Your Truth I’ll preserve In my heart, mind, and soul Go autopilot and give up control Lead me to Your Grace and Mercy To the fountain of life Please I’m thirsty Parched By the flames of fools folly Its dummy hot and they fake like dolly Fools they don’t listen they just keep wildin Pillars of salt they’ll freeze like manequins Challenge Me to be with Thee So my soul may be free With your breath You carry Me To new places and new heights I can even fathom The marvel of Your work in sight leaves me with sore eyes When I began to realize That the Truth is buried beneath my lies. Waiting to be washed away By my hearts and cries, because the evil of the world is gaining size Thank you Father for your favor You feed me blessings, each one I savor. Your kingdom I can’t wait, sooner than later You know them hippocrates they all some haters Ima serve them that Truth, for free No waiter. You’ll give me my tips, yeah Your love is greater Infinite I will serve Your kingdom to keep us in it. Show people its inside them Reveal them to it For they are royalty. They just need to understand Thee Your kingdom is free As he said its at hand What’s tricky is that it’s no tangible land. It lies within all humans, women and men. They are queens and kings of the Kingdom of Heaven. If they get Truth, Knowledge, Understanding, and Wisdom. For its is founded on Truth Maintained by the Laws of Love Decorated with precious jewels of Knowledge Strengthened and upheld by understanding And fortified by Wisdom Upon this Truth they see the gates of the Kingdom But they must take the first steps in If they truly want to win. Benevolence, righteousness, self consecration, and fidelity. Those will make you divine nobility. Give you happiness and peace Tranquility. Like the still lake before sunrise Serenity. I love You Father. Just stay with me Harmony. Cuz these lusts and desires They’re charmin me. But I look ahead at the light Out of darkness I’ll be free Brush the sands of ignorance out of my mind. To reveal the treasures of Your Truth, lost in time. Alhamdullilah Thank You Father! Peace and loving for You, me and the whole family. Because that is your decree. Peace.

Skhai

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Thank You Father

Oh Father was this arranged? You fit us together like pieces of a puzzle Doesn’t it seem strange? I feel like You freed my soul, took off a muzzle. Am I deranged? You led me to an angel and made her my queen Is this what love means? My heart is stretching at the seems. I once thought she was beyond the reach of my souls embrace But now Youve shown me Your true Grace. Use us Father to open our hearts To quiet and challenge our minds To strengthen our passions. So that we may know more of You. So that we can become true To us, ourselves, and You. Father I am betrothed to Your will! Married to your purpose for me! Fulfill my prophecy. Join us together in holy matrimony. With the union of the Skhai and the Earth Be the endless ring of the horizon that promises our hearth. Give us the glue of Your love So we may stay together Stick together through deadly climates I would climb it The mountain adversity Traverse trails fearlessly Each step confidently Trust in the process piously All to reach the heights of Unity Between You and me To see the peaks of You and she And fly to her love of serenity: her and me Bring love together through we. Please! But you must lead! Take the wheel and leave us in the back seat! Not to wrestle or to the birds and bees But right where the conscious meets the beyond. Where present becomes heavenly bonds. Where 1 + 1 makes 3 And it all makes sense with Your love flowing through me. And all we have is peace. In time sweet release Of pressure, desires, angers, and superficiality To feel her hugs all around surrounding like Gravity. All I ask is for unity. Father I thank You Father I love You Heart, Mind and Soul More than I even know I appreciate You Me, family, and her For its arrangement Was matched with our choice to love. You brought us the choice and we chose. Father is You who always knows Stay with us and guide us through any distance. I love You.

Prince Skhai