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A TREE OF LIFE

I woke up this morning and I saw you thee shine like a diamond in the sky The lightning shimmering sun collides thou; thee are like a colorful butterfly

When the rain starts to drop, you were reborn thee bloom bountifully when the rain had stopped thee were like a precious new baby born, That every individual had loved

I do love seeing you getting younger Younger and younger until you get old, And by that, we grow old together Together we fight and not to be fold

we all fall down but we won't be shaken, Because we have God who won't let us down

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Lost Soul in the Darkest Night

A-Lost in the Darkest night

B- The night had covered my mind

C- I was blind and in pain,

D- tortured and suffering

E- that made me weak.

F- I no longer know who am I

 F- In that lonely moment, who am I?

A- Who am I, who had lost everything at that night

E- Winds blow so hard, that made me weak,

B- that saddest moment swallowed my mind.

D- Now and then I hear myself suffering

C- I hear my soul crying and loud in pain

 C- I wonder how long I will endure this pain

F- In this spot, it is I

D-I who tortured my own self from suffering

A- You see me, screaming at night

B- so loud that can blow your mind

E- but then I get choked by a knife and get weak

 E- My voice became weak

C- by then I feel pain.

B- I know longer hear words on my mind

F- One thing that remind me is "You and I"

A- You! who made promises at that night

D- But it now its too late; coz I was now dead and suffering

 D- you no longer sreme suffering

E- and seing me as weak

A- who always cry at night

C- because I am now gone and graduated from pain

F- It was no longer I

B- whom you knew in your mind

 B- The one that became part of your mind

D- who was now suffering

F- You and I

E- only know this the situation that made me weak

C- you who know the pain

A- whom you leave visited at that night

 E- It is I who you didn't hold a helping hand, when I was weak

C- I died carrying the pain

A- at that cold, scary and lonely Night

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MIDDLE GUT

A blank pad but grew up in a world so shady, Press play on the tape start snoring cracked heart and drained it out now It's all droopy been going blind, visions hazy. Cringy statements inside a loop remembering a blank pad but grew up in a world so shady

Love the heat so creative so much energy, locked away real tight tired of stressing cracked heart and drained it out now It's all droopy.

realize each night committing sodomy up all night for wondering a blank pad but grew up in a world so shady

pressures creeping up on your mind really stealthy be real to my desires and calling cracked heart and drained it out now It's all droopy

build yourself an empire from a mystery get the point well keep guessing a blank pad but grew up in a world so shady cracked heart and drained it out now It's all droopy

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LIQUOR

DRINKING ALL THIS LIQUOR’S MESSIN UP THIS LIVER, TEARS GOING DOWN MY FACE LIKE A RIVER I KNOWI MESSED UP NOW IM GETTING CUT UP SWALLOWING MY PRIDE AND I GOT THISHOLLOWNESS INSIDE. MY SOUL IS LIKE A HOLE I WANT TO  CRAWL AND  HIDE IT’S ALL A STATE OF MIND AND IM AIMING TO SWITCH IT UP ONE DAY ILL BE RICH AND HAVE LUCK. INHALING THIS  BEER LIKE ITS OXYGEN FINDING A SUBSTANCE JUST TO SIN DO I NEED ANOTHER SMOKE OR ANOTHER  SHOT OF GIN I OPEN UP MY MIND AND LET IT IN HEAD TOWARDS THE LIGHT BUT MAKE SURE YOU’RE RIGHT EVERYTHING FILLS ME WITH HATE I NEED TO THINK ANDTAKE A BREAK I KNOW THE THINGS DON’T  FEEL THE  SAME   IVE BEEN DROWNING IN MY PAIN OUT OF MY MIND AGAIN HAVE I GONE TOO FAR PICKUP THE PEN JUST TO DRAW NEW SCARS I KNOW IVE BEE DROWNING IN MY PAIN WHEN ITS OVER ILL BE SOBER WE PASS LIGHTS AS WE ALL  REFLECT  ON OUR PAST LIVES REMINISCING UNDER ALL THESE BLACK LIGHTS HANGING OUTUNDENTHE BLACK NIGHTS AS WE DRINK  ALL THIS LIQUOR   MESSING UP OUR  LIVER   TEARS GOING DOWN OUR FACES LIKE A FLOW OF  RIVER

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BARYA

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TATTOO

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ROOTS

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K  Kindness is the greatest gift  H  Haunted by the memories I can't lift U  Unworthy even though R  Reality is I can show T  Trusting someone can make you go.

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REGRET

As emptiness begins to spread throughout my body,  I'm starting to think that crying is my hobby. Where's my heart? I think somebody robbed me, I look around and I see no on around me. I can't help but feel all alone in this place. The feeling wiped the smile off my face Fake smiles always turning into frowns. I was a king, but I've even lost my crown. 

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MOTHER

I wish I wasn’t scared

See you on the other side

where we can find peace

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ANTOK

Nasa isip ginawa Buryong man ay mawala mangangawit ang mata mahimlay maluluha

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SYSTEM 

The more I cut the less I feel In desperate need of something real.