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[khwaabish]

basically my idea is that i should just,, start doing things. i keep holding myself back. i am so afraid of even doing anything that i end up doing nothing. my whole life i want to start this, do this, do that, knowing that i am capable that i have the skills. but. then i stop myself. i look at myself in the mirror and say, “but what if you dont? what if you’re the most boring, disgusting and ugliest creature alive? what do you mean what if? YOU ARE.”

this is a means to fight against that voice.

[khwaabish]

wanted to try something new and what best place to start from than a social site im comfortable with.

so here goes.

hi <3 welcome to khwabish. khwab means dream in my native language punjabi and ish is the prefix of my name (and my most beloved one’s) and suffix of this (imaginary) bookstore. this blog is an experiment, of sorts. the beginning of an end, perhaps? sort of. anyways im getting sidetracked. the reason why i am starting this dramatics is because, well, i am afraid. im afraid of starting new things. i am afraid of being me. so really the main idea behind this blog is to start something. to take the first step. a leap of faith, if you must. well, enough for now. hopefully we will meet again (and i wont forget about this blog and my idea)

til then,

khwabish☁️