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B-Bolte? Ah, I... I hope you're happy together. I hope...

[ Silas trailed off, his gaze meeting Nyl's. Gently grabbing Nyl's shoulders, he pulled the other into a hug. He couldn't take anymore of this. He needed to say goodbye.

Silas tried his best to hold back sobs. He didn't want to cry again. It was weak. He needed to stay strong. After all, he couldn't rely on Nyl to comfort him anymore, could he? Silas broke the hug, taking one last look at Nyl. ]

Take care of yourself, alright?

[ Nyl flinched a bit, brows furrowing. Right.. the apology thing.. He knew Silas didn’t mean it though. He had to be hurting.. It must of hurt so bad.. And Nyl didn’t know how it felt. ]

A-Ah..thanks..t-the only other person I’ve t-talked to..is B-Bolte so..

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Tch, geez! Sorry doesn't mean anything to me, remember?!

[ He sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose. Silas didn't mean to snap at Nyl. This was a lot for him to take in. Bolte coming back to life, Nyl coming back to life... Tears welled up in the corners of his eyes, he tried his best to hold them back. ]

I'm... Look, I hope you're happy with whoever you ended with. If they don't treat you right I'll give them hell, I swear.

O-Oh..uhm.. I’m..sorry, Silas..

[ He felt bad, honestly. It’s not like he could do anything about the situation but still.. Nyl felt.. guilt. Silas had been through so much.. ]

I-If it’s not you then.. I’ve only talked to..one other person..

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O-oh! I should check. Give me a minute.

Alright, it's...

Ah.

N-nope, it's... It's still the same as ever. No 00:00:00.

..Really?

D-Do you have a counter too then..? I-Is yours..?

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Ahem. It's kinda hard to explain, but...

There's a countdown on everybody's wrist. When that countdown reaches 00:00:00, that's the moment you meet your soul mate. 

So, that means...

I-I honestly didn’t even know I had this..

But.. I don’t know what it is… why is it at 0?

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Hm? What's does what m— 

Oh.

Oh.

U-Uhm..Silas.. What does this mean?

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Guh...

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haha, who’s that guy with the big jacket

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so these two robots walk into a bar…………….silas sees them and starts crying

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we're perfect for each other i love you for you please i love you

I...

I love you too.

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please marry me

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i love you so much

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[ Silas jumped a bit as Nyl grabbed his sleeve. This... This was definitely out of character for them. They must've really wanted to talk to Silas. He listened to their words carefully.

Silas was being... unfair. Selfish, even. There were many things about Nyl that Silas liked, but Silas especially loved this part of Nyl. The part of Nyl that brought out his more gentle, softer side.  If he wanted to leave Nyl, if he even thought about it, the least he could do was tell them about what happened to Nyl, Bolte, and him.

He thought about it for what seemed like forever. Letting out an exasperated noise and a loud "ugh", he finally came to a decision. ]

Don't worry about that kinda stuff, alright? You could never be selfish. You're not that type of person. Shoot, I don't think you could ever become that type of person. You're too sweet, y'know? You're a good person, unlike me.

Listen, I don't mind talking about your past and all that it's just... Promise me you won't get mad at me, okay? A lot of stuff went down since you and Bolte kicked the bucket. I already feel enough guilt.

Oh! Oh, right, right. I forgot to introduce myself. Sorry 'bout that. I'm... Silas. I'm Silas Misko, your past soul mate. It's... It's nice to meet you again, I guess.

Um...

[ Silas shifted uncomfortably. This wasn't a good place to chat at all. A dark parking lot in the middle of the night wasn't exactly and ideal place to have a heart-to-heart with Nyl about their past. Silas' home would be much better. It was warm, it was comfortable, and Nyl's rabbits were there. It was the perfect place. ]

Let's...

[ He spoke nervously, trying to hide the shakiness in his voice. Loosening the grip Nyl held on his jacket, he held their hand in his, giving it a gentle squeeze. God. He missed this. He missed being with Nyl like this. Silas wished circumstances were different though. ]

Let's talk about this somewhere else, alright? My place is a lot better than this dump.

[ Something wasn’t right. Something definitely wasn’t right. The mood changed drastically. And the other- The other—

Wait.. he swore he saw something glimmer in the moonlight near the taller’s eyes. Those were.. tears weren’t they? It was clear he didn’t want to let them fall, especially with how fast he tried to get away.

But.. it didn’t add up.

After all, Nyl had a patchy memory. There were things that were so blurry..so incredibly obscure that the poor kid couldn’t make it out. He knew though. Nyl was sure this character knew something.

If he didn’t, he wouldn’t of reacted the way he did.

Nyl really wanted the holes in his memory to be patched up. This was his chance right? Swallowing hard he walked after the silver haired male. ]

H-Hey..!

[ His voice was quiet. It caught in his throat a bit too. Jeez.. this wouldn’t go.

So, he took a bit of what he considered a risk.

He reached out and grabbed onto the other’s coat sleeve. ]

U-Uhm..I’m sorry but.. I’m Nyl Loury. T-Though, something tells me you might already know that..

I-I’m really really sorry for asking this b-but.. do you know about me? O-Or my past? S-Something happened, I think.. I have issues remembering.. I-I just.. I’m a-assuming things I know, b-but you seem to know me a-and..

I got the same feeling of déjà vu, l-like how i got when I met my new friend I’m staying with..

T-This is selfish.. it’s really selfish but.. p-please.. if you know me.. would you talk to me?

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im banning nyl/silas

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[ The realization hit him like a ton of bricks. For a split second, he could feel his heart stop.

All the memories they shared, both good and bad, were completely gone. The first time they met, their first date, that time Nyl fixed Clara, everything.

Gone.

Tears stung in the corners of his eyes. Horrible, terrible feelings welled up inside of him. Sadness, rage, guilt... He couldn't cry. He didn't dare cry. Silas had wasted enough tears on these losers anyways, he didn't want to waste anymore.

Sighing again, deeper than before, he planned a quick getaway route in his head. He couldn't take any more of this. Silas needed to forget about Nyl for good.

He needed to leave, and quickly. ]

Sorry... You just look a lot like someone I used to know. I guess I got you mixed up. 

Take care of yourself, alright?

[ And with that, he passed the other and began walking. He didn't care where he ended up, as long as it was far, far away from them. Goodbye Silas. ]

[ Nyl seemed.. confused.

The other’s demeanor seemed to change dramatically. From Nyl’s first impression that is. He seemed more.. well mellowed out if that made sense. And he didn’t get why. He also didn’t understand the nostalgic feeling he felt. It was the same as when Nyl had met Bolte for the first time.

It was the first time, right? I mean, he hadn’t seen Bolte or this man before in his life. He would of remembered, these two were impressionable.

"Remember?"

Remember what?

What was Nyl supposed to remember? ]

I-I’m..sorry, have we met before..?

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*yuu voice* Bed bath and beyond...?

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remember when dakota was a babe and then died