kidcore-goblin

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Me, pointing at frog: I love you such much you are splendid and glorious here is a ten hour long poem I composed just for you.

The frog:

Me: sobbing

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he’s thinking

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fleegle

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Love seeing little pawprints. So fucking magical. There was a little guy here.

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Just encountered this handsome man

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idk why i decided to make a new tumblr. i originally came back because i wanted to laugh at dumb shit and find more goblincore inspiration but i now realise this might actually be helpful for me and my system if we have a shared blog.

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dissociation! in three exciting flavors:

- Endless Apathy - i have replaced my flat screen TV with an even bigger, flatter screen. it’s a wall! it only has one channel. fascinating. nothing is fucking real. - my mind is telling me Death but my body is telling me 3 AM Mania-Induced Craft Project

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I forgot how awful the mental illness community is on tumblr, and the sad reality is it’s pretty much the same as it was back in 2014.

You search a tag to try and find some funny posts about what you’re going through or maybe even some memes but you don’t get anything close to it.

The BPD community is especially bad. You find posts where people are talking about how their favorite person did something bad and how now they feel violent towards them. That’s not okay. I mean, I have a whole ton of beef with the concept of a favorite person to begin with but it’s really upsetting that this is what the community is like on this website.

And the self diagnosis is even worse than it was in 2014. And six years later I’m still against it. Back when I would actually get into discourse people would say all doctors do is give you a checklist and diagnose you from that but that’s not true, it’s so much more than that. And I understand that there are some people who can not afford to go to doctors, or don’t have the means to get to appointments, but I’m still against self diagnosing. You should say you have something unless you’re diagnosed with it, say that you have symptoms of it. But claiming the label of a diagnosis you have now made it so that you’re included in with people with that diagnosis. And with the people who are self diagnosed BPD going around talking about how they’re feeling violent for being slighted now you’re making a people with a disorder who are already stigmatized look worse.

I really just recommend a lot (read: all) of you log off and take some time away from the internet. Read some self help books, look into methods that will help you cope with the symptoms you have. But seriously, get off the Internet, you may think it’s helping you but it really isn’t.