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on principle opposed to describing art i dislike as ‘masturbatory’ because even though it’s an alluringly contemptuous word to sneer it’s impossible to reconcile with my pro-masturbation stance

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Shroom at trans prom 2025

Hey hey you beautiful people! I didn't join in last year, so i figured I'd give it a shot! Trans prom is something started by @zaigg where you draw your sona or oc in a prom outfit you wish you could have worn!

I actually did get to go to prom as a kid, but honestly i had much more fun watching How to Train Your Dragon with my girlfriend after the fact lol.

Also here's a background for the peeps that wanna join but don't want to draw a background :)

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The creature who fell in love with the light

[Watercolor and gouache, based on ‘The Fog Horn’ by Ray Bradbury]

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warm

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レーシングミクさん2023！

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It's a Miku Beam or be Miku Beamed World

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🚬Where's a light when you need it…?🔥

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This is your sign to draw miku in ur clothes you only live once !!!!

Here are some other Mikus I drew in my outfits :]

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When I first decided it was time to transition, I didn’t think I’d be wanting to change much other than my body.  I already dressed the way I liked, there were no plans to alter my wardrobe.

I’d experiment, sure, but there was no strong desire to suddenly go wild with my clothes.

Like the HRT process itself, other changes take time.  Maybe I want to change my wardrobe now that my body is taking on a new shape that’s suited for different outfits, maybe I want to do it for fun, maybe it’s a bit of both.

Ultimately, the most important thing is that I’m making these changes at my pace.  Being comfortable in my own skin is a goal of mine and the reason I started HRT in the first place.  Being comfortable in my own clothing is an extension of that and shouldn’t be rushed.

I’ve had a hurtful instance of folks who I trusted with my insecurities of not being “trans enough” try to speed up elements of my transition regarding presenting feminine with makeup and clothing. 

It was extremely painful and preyed heavily on the fears that I shared with them.  They made me feel like my transness wasn’t “enough.”

I was afraid that my approach must have been wrong; I was being told by people more experienced in transitioning that I that I “should” be doing things differently.

Half a year later, I feel as though my approach, slow as it may be, was right all along. 

It was the right approach for me because it was my approach.

If you’re someone who wants to mix up your look to more accurately reflect your preferred gender immediately, go for it!  If you’re someone who wants to take it slow like me, go for it!

There’s no one size fits all answer that’s right for everyone.

The only “right” way to do it is the way you’re comfortable with. 

Be you, never let anyone tell you otherwise.

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waiter waiter! more yuri please!

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High way💫

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gave her the slime girl hrt

commission for @technomancyshenanigans 💜

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Still churning away on polishing these models for release. How about some Rags for now?

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Untitled by Farfin