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COULD IT BE THAT IT'S YOU

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No because i’m actually tired of people calling what jacks had with tella “obsession” like be so serious. That man didn’t even care about her at first. he KISSED her to KILL her. He didn’t believe for a second she was his “true love” when he did it. He kissed her fully expecting her to die. Cause he WANTED her to die. There was no hesitation, no internal struggle. And even after he thought she was his "true love" (cause she ended up surving his kiss) he treated her badly. There was no tenderness. No softness. He gave her a heart attack, literally stole her agency by marrying her without her consent, and played mind games with her at every turn. And he didn’t even feel bad about it. There was no guilt, no conflict. He never once acted like someone torn between hurting her and caring about her, because he DIDN'T care. He just wanted what he wanted, and Tella happened to be the person standing in the right place at the right time. What people call “obsession” was really just fixation on an outcome. NOT ON HER. So no, I don’t think Jacks was "obsessed" with Tella. I think he was obsessed with the idea of breaking his curse. She was never the person he chose, she was the person he settled for because he thought he had no other choice. He wasn’t obsessed with her, he was obsessed with what she could do for him. There’s a huge difference. Meanwhile, the second Evangeline shows up? The switch flips. Suddenly, he’s soft. Suddenly he’s trying. Suddenly he’s genuinely afraid of hurting someone. The way he started changing without even realizing it? That’s what love looks like. That's what REAL love looks like. There’s a scene in a curse for true love where Jacks literally standing in the shadows of her bedroom, refusing to leave even though he knows he should. and he tells himself:

“It wasn’t an obsession. One visit wasn’t an obsession. He just needed to make sure she was still alive. That she wasn’t bleeding. In danger. Unhappy. Cold... She’d be even safer when he left her. But he was too selfish to leave just yet.” Like. Be serious. THIS is the same man who kissed tella without blinking?? And now he’s spiraling over the idea of leaving evangeline in her warm bed because he just wants to make sure she’s not even slightly uncomfortable?? I AM SCREAMING.

“He considered setting the room ablaze just so he’d have a reason to pick her up and carry her out, to save her one last time, before he left her for good.”

ARE YOU KIDDING. This is a man who used to kill girls with a kiss. And now he’s trying to invent ways just to touch the girl he can’t have?? He was wrecked over her.

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Gladiator 400th Chapter Celebration - Answers

And another Gladiator event comes to an end. Glad for everybody who took part. I had fun holding it. Congratulations Seyary for reaching the 400th chapter.

I have the answers under cut. Some of them were trickier than they seemed to be at first look.

Have fun reading them! As ever, I enjoyed this event.

Hopefully, for more Gladiator events to come! *winks*

And, I'll also put my guess here:

What do you think which number wil be the last chapter?

I think somewhere inbetween chapter 430-440

Most likely won’t reach 440. It makes me emotional to think about it… Let‘s say 433. Unless an unexpected development happens.

How old is Hotaru currently in the story?

Our cutie pie is seven months old

2. What is the meaning of the name Hotaru?

Firefly

3. How many children does Yue, Princess of the Nothern Water Tribe, have?

Three

4. How often did Azula wed so far?

Three times. I like the confusion with this one

One to Zhao (official)

One to Sokka (official, Water Tribe rite wedding in Shu Jing)

Another one to Sokka (inoffcial, Fire Nation ritual under fake names in Firelight Town)

5. What does Song call the future Fire Nation Palace?

The Sokkazula Fortress

6. How old is Rei?

16 years old

7. Who are the children of Zuko?

Mari & Zi

8. How did Azula and Rei meet (in part 3)?

Zhao brought his daughter Rei as maid for his shared room with Azula after their marriage

9. Currently, there're three official rulers in the Gladiator world. Name them, including the nations they're ruling.

Fire Lord Azula - Fire Nation

Chief Hakoda - Souhtern Water Tribe

Chief Arnook - Northern Water Tribe

10. Name the blood-relatived Aunt(s) and Uncle(s) of Hotaru.

Katara & Zuko (and I think we can count Lu Ten too(?))

11. What gift made Azula emotional during her wedding to Zhao and who gave it to her?

The guzheng her cousin Lu Ten used to play. From Tiang

12. How often did Ozai meet his granddaughter?

Ozai never met Hotaru (sadly)

It’s true he had a glimpse through the half open door right after Azula gave birth, but he didn't really see Hotaru there, but gave a nod to Azula

13. When was the last time Ursa communicated with her husband?

The spiritual bond while Ozai says his goodbye to this world *tearyeyes*

14. With whome wanted Crown Prince Zhao share the spiritual water from the Oasis in the Northern Water Tribe with?

His daugther Rei. He thinks Rei is the only one other than himself who deserves it

„Zhao's general plan was to choose the people to share the water with, and Rei was pretty much his main idea, kind of as his heir“ - Seyary

15. What is Song‘s undercover name and her role in the palace?

Wen. As midwife for the royal family; for Azula and ostensible Zhao's child

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Gladiator 400th Chapter Celebration - Answers

And another Gladiator event comes to an end. Glad for everybody who took part. I had fun holding it. Congratulations Seyary for reaching the 400th chapter.

I have the answers under cut. Some of them were trickier than they seemed to be at first look.

Have fun reading them! As ever, I enjoyed this event.

Hopefully, for more Gladiator events to come! *winks*

And, I'll also put my guess here:

What do you think which number wil be the last chapter?

I think somewhere inbetween chapter 430-440

Most likely won’t reach 440. It makes me emotional to think about it… Let‘s say 433. Unless an unexpected development happens.

How old is Hotaru currently in the story?

Our cutie pie is seven months old

2. What is the meaning of the name Hotaru?

Firefly

3. How many children does Yue, Princess of the Nothern Water Tribe, have?

Three

4. How often did Azula wed so far?

Three times. I like the confusion with this one

One to Zhao (official)

One to Sokka (official, Water Tribe rite wedding in Shu Jing)

Another one to Sokka (inoffcial, Fire Nation ritual under fake names in Firelight Town)

5. What does Song call the future Fire Nation Palace?

The Sokkazula Fortress

6. How old is Rei?

16 years old

7. Who are the children of Zuko?

Mari & Zi

8. How did Azula and Rei meet (in part 3)?

Zhao brought his daughter Rei as maid for his shared room with Azula after their marriage

9. Currently, there're three official rulers in the Gladiator world. Name them, including the nations they're ruling.

Fire Lord Azula - Fire Nation

Chief Hakoda - Souhtern Water Tribe

Chief Arnook - Northern Water Tribe

10. Name the blood-relatived Aunt(s) and Uncle(s) of Hotaru.

Katara & Zuko (and I think we can count Lu Ten too(?))

11. What gift made Azula emotional during her wedding to Zhao and who gave it to her?

The guzheng her cousin Lu Ten used to play. From Tiang

12. How often did Ozai meet his granddaughter?

Ozai never met Hotaru (sadly)

It’s true he had a glimpse through the half open door right after Azula gave birth, but he didn't really see Hotaru there, but gave a nod to Azula

13. When was the last time Ursa communicated with her husband?

The spiritual bond while Ozai says his goodbye to this world *tearyeyes*

14. With whome wanted Crown Prince Zhao share the spiritual water from the Oasis in the Northern Water Tribe with?

His daugther Rei. He thinks Rei is the only one other than himself who deserves it

„Zhao's general plan was to choose the people to share the water with, and Rei was pretty much his main idea, kind of as his heir“ - Seyary

15. What is Song‘s undercover name and her role in the palace?

Wen. As midwife for the royal family; for Azula and ostensible Zhao's child

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Gladiator 400th Chapter Celebration

We almost reached it! The event for this celebration will be a question game. Last time it was very fun and I think this year it‘ll be good too.

Everyone is welcome to take part. All you need to do is answering the following quetions (under cut) about part 3 of the story and post it from Friday July 18th- Sunday 20th.

I will post the correct answers, Seyary-approved, on Sunday 20th, around 8pm CET.

Have fun! You can either tag #Gladiator400thchapter or mention me or do both so that I can read your answers.

It also might be the last event I‘m holding for Gladiator, so enjoy it to the fullest!

If you have any questions, feel free to reach out.

How old is Hotaru currently in the story?

2. What is the meaning of the name Hotaru?

3. How many children does Yue, Princess of the Nothern Water Tribe, have?

4. How often did Azula wed so far?

5. What does Song call the future Fire Nation Palace?

6. How old is Rei?

7. Who are the children of Zuko?

8. How did Azula and Rei meet (in part 3)?

9. Currently, there're three official rulers in the Gladiator world. Name them, including the nations they're ruling.

10. Name the blood-relatived Aunt(s) and Uncle(s) of Hotaru.

11. What gift made Azula emotional during her wedding to Zhao and who gave it to her?

12. How often did Ozai meet his granddaughter?

13. When was the last time Ursa communicated with her husband?

14. With whome wanted Crown Prince Zhao share the spiritual water from the Oasis in the Northern Water Tribe with?

15. What is Song‘s undercover name and her role in the palace?

Guess, sit, wait and get surprised:

What do you think which number wil be the last chapter?

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Kigozula quiz post and plus

How old is Hotaru currently in the story?

She is 2 years old.

2. What is the meaning of the name Hotaru?

Firefly. I know this first from Demon Slayer when the chief of the village revealed the name of Tanjiro's swordsmith, and Tanjiro commented by saying it's such a lovely name in which the chief agreed; proudly revealing that is he is the one who picked it. So it's nice to have a Japanese perspective.

Note: and since I'm a nama-meaning simp, I recommand this post which contain the name meaning for several Gladiator characters. It was done last year (especially Kino's: there is an easter egg).

3. How many children does Yue, Princess of the Nothern Water Tribe, have?

She has three children, two boys and one girl.

4. How often did Azula wed so far?

Last time I checked the story it was twice: official marriage to Zhao and unofficial yet realer marriage to Sokka. I stopped reading the story for some time but I think Azula's marriage to Sokka becomes official.

5. What does Song call the future Fire Nation Palace?

I have no idea. The question made me curious.

6. How old is Rei?

I believe she was 17-years-old when she met Azula.

7. Who are the children of Zuko?

He has two daughters, Zi and Mari.

8. How did Azula and Rei meet (in part 3)?

Zhao brought Rei to the palace to make Azula feel better… It did, but how things have changed too.

9. Currently, there’re three official rulers in the Gladiator world. Name them, including the nations they’re ruling.

Two of them are spaculations. Azula, Fire Lord for the Fire Nation. Yue is the ruler of the Northren Water Tribe while Jin is the ruler of the Earth Kingdom. We have a nice trio here.

10. Name the blood-relatived Aunt(s) and Uncle(s) of Hotaru.

Two, Zuko and Katara. (could Lu Ten be count?)

11. What gift made Azula emotional during her wedding to Zhao and who gave it to her?

That's a good question. I believe the gift was from Tiang, and it was Lu Ten's musical instrument.

12. How often did Ozai meet his granddaughter?

Zero.

13. When was the last time Ursa communicated with her husband?

After his death; spiritual meeting in her dreams. How tragic.

14. With whome wanted Crown Prince Zhao share the spiritual water from the Oasis in the Northern Water Tribe with?

He initially wanted to share it with Ozai, but he changed his mind after their fallout. He wanted to share it only with his daughter Rei.

15. What is Song‘s undercover name and her role in the palace?

Wen, the lowkey badass midwife.

16. Bonus: What do you think which number will be the last chapter?

I spaculate the ending would be in mid 400s

Like 450. Yeah, I made the safest guess.

P.S This is an in-depth review theorizing about lightbending.

I might make a follow-up on this post with a last more in-depth review, if I have time. I hope it'd be good too.

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Gladiator Celebration Quizz, let's gooooo:

How old is Hotaru currently in the story? A few months old/less than one year old

2. What is the meaning of the name Hotaru? Firefly

3. How many children does Yue, Princess of the Northern Water Tribe, have? Three

4. How often did Azula wed so far? Like with proper paperwork or just in general? One official one, but I'll say three cause I want to include the ones she wasn't coerced into. Looking forward to her next wedding ngl

5. What does Song call the future Fire Nation Palace? The Sokkazula Fortress, as it should be

6. How old is Rei? 18

7. Who are the children of Zuko? Mari and Zi

8. How did Azula and Rei meet (in part 3)? Zhao brought Rei in as a maid to clean the rooms that Azula was staying in

9. Currently, there are three official rulers in the Gladiator world. Name them, including the nations they're ruling.

Fire Nation - Azula

Northern Water Tribe - Arnook

Southern Water Tribe - Hakoda

10. Name the blood-relatived Aunt(s) and Uncle(s) of Hotaru. Zuko and Katara

11. What gift made Azula emotional during her wedding to Zhao and who gave it to her? Lu Ten's guzheng which Tiang and Jin brought her

12. How often did Ozai meet his granddaughter? A grand total of zero times? Unless we count that one time when he glimpsed at the baby from the doorway?

13. When was the last time Ursa communicated with her husband? Spiritual connection when Ozai died (never did I think I'd get so emotionally wrecked when that happened but here we are)

14. With whome wanted Crown Prince Zhao share the spiritual water from the Oasis in the Northern Water Tribe with? No one?

15. What is Song‘s undercover name and her role in the palace? Niece Wen and she's Azula's midwife

Guess, sit, wait and get surprised:

What do you think which number wil be the last chapter?

Random guess but: 432?

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Note: You can also use my submission box for your answers and I‘ll post them.;)

Gladiator 400th Chapter Celebration

We almost reached it! The event for this celebration will be a question game. Last time it was very fun and I think this year it‘ll be good too.

Everyone is welcome to take part. All you need to do is answering the following quetions (under cut) about part 3 of the story and post it from Friday July 18th- Sunday 20th.

I will post the correct answers, Seyary-approved, on Sunday 20th, around 8pm CET.

Have fun! You can either tag #Gladiator400thchapter or mention me or do both so that I can read your answers.

It also might be the last event I‘m holding for Gladiator, so enjoy it to the fullest!

If you have any questions, feel free to reach out.

How old is Hotaru currently in the story?

2. What is the meaning of the name Hotaru?

3. How many children does Yue, Princess of the Nothern Water Tribe, have?

4. How often did Azula wed so far?

5. What does Song call the future Fire Nation Palace?

6. How old is Rei?

7. Who are the children of Zuko?

8. How did Azula and Rei meet (in part 3)?

9. Currently, there're three official rulers in the Gladiator world. Name them, including the nations they're ruling.

10. Name the blood-relatived Aunt(s) and Uncle(s) of Hotaru.

11. What gift made Azula emotional during her wedding to Zhao and who gave it to her?

12. How often did Ozai meet his granddaughter?

13. When was the last time Ursa communicated with her husband?

14. With whome wanted Crown Prince Zhao share the spiritual water from the Oasis in the Northern Water Tribe with?

15. What is Song‘s undercover name and her role in the palace?

Guess, sit, wait and get surprised:

What do you think which number wil be the last chapter?

[kigozula]

Gladiator 400th Chapter Celebration

We almost reached it! The event for this celebration will be a question game. Last time it was very fun and I think this year it‘ll be good too.

Everyone is welcome to take part. All you need to do is answering the following quetions (under cut) about part 3 of the story and post it from Friday July 18th- Sunday 20th.

I will post the correct answers, Seyary-approved, on Sunday 20th, around 8pm CET.

Have fun! You can either tag #Gladiator400thchapter or mention me or do both so that I can read your answers.

It also might be the last event I‘m holding for Gladiator, so enjoy it to the fullest!

If you have any questions, feel free to reach out.

How old is Hotaru currently in the story?

2. What is the meaning of the name Hotaru?

3. How many children does Yue, Princess of the Nothern Water Tribe, have?

4. How often did Azula wed so far?

5. What does Song call the future Fire Nation Palace?

6. How old is Rei?

7. Who are the children of Zuko?

8. How did Azula and Rei meet (in part 3)?

9. Currently, there're three official rulers in the Gladiator world. Name them, including the nations they're ruling.

10. Name the blood-relatived Aunt(s) and Uncle(s) of Hotaru.

11. What gift made Azula emotional during her wedding to Zhao and who gave it to her?

12. How often did Ozai meet his granddaughter?

13. When was the last time Ursa communicated with her husband?

14. With whome wanted Crown Prince Zhao share the spiritual water from the Oasis in the Northern Water Tribe with?

15. What is Song‘s undercover name and her role in the palace?

Guess, sit, wait and get surprised:

What do you think which number wil be the last chapter?

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I love the fact that both Kim and Shego have younger twin brothers

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Sokkla - Hands

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Girls don’t just want sex they want to be kissed passionately in the pouring rain while wearing a delicate silk dress that is plastered to their skin from the rain and to be picked up and carried inside and layed softly onto a big four poster bed while the storm rages around them outside

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Today in Disney Channel History...

The Disney Channel Original Movie Kim Possible: So the Drama, the first ever animated DCOM, premiered on Disney Channel. The DCOM was originally intended to be the show’s series finale but a fan letter campaign encouraged Disney Channel to renew the series for a fourth season. (8 April, 2005)

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