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by will mcphail

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remember when the tumblr ceo stalked a random trans woman offsite and posted about her on his blog and nothing of consequence for him ever happened of that. and tumblr admitting that they were banning trans women unfairly and then they kept doing that. like transfems you follow will suddenly disappear one day and sometimes the ones with bigger followings will reappear and get spread but you still will have mutuals who you just haven't seen for years because they were deleted without warning. and like shit just continues as if that didn't happen and it isn't still happening

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i think one of the main issues with "dating culture" in total is that the actual percentage of humans who want or need to pair bond or reproduce is a lot lower than we think it is and this creates conflict from dumping an enormous amount of resources into pursuing unsatisfactory goals, having an identity crisis when yet another relationship or partner is boring or disappointing, going through a destructive breakup and resource partition, and then being coerced into starting over from the beginning and just doing this over and over until we die. i don't think relationships and love and romantic attachment are fake I just think a lot of people don't actually need or want them who have been convinced otherwise

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*cough gay cough*

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ok but on the topic of trans Marty mcfly. can you imagine just how devastated and confused Doc must've been in the Lone Pine timeline when Lorraine and George's third baby was a girl

how much grief do you think he gave himself about how something must have gone terribly wrong, that they'd somehow screwed up the parents' meeting just barely, and because of it he'd lost his chance to see his Future Boy and only friend ever again. and feeling like this for years and years

until one day he catches wind of a McFly transitioning, and he realizes that he didn't lose his friend at all. Marty had just taken his future into his own hands before they even met

and Doc would be kicking himself for forgetting that option was even on thr table, but he's too busy with his overwhelming relief to be upset

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Jinshi: Letting Maomao leave was the hardest thing I've ever done . . . I will be mourning her the rest of my life, but it was the right thing to do. I had to let her be free, even if it costs me my own happiness

Maomao: I can't believe that bitch ass pervert fired me, what the fuck

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Dottore in Nod Krai guys, trust.

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13 year old me watching Star Trek TOS and resolving to dedicate myself to stoicism and supressing all emotions like my idol Spock, which is both totally normal and possible to achieve as a teenage girl, and also a hilariously misplaced impulse given a solid half of the episodes hinge on Spock Losing His Shit to drive the plot.

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i love seeing people with very little experience in stem try to write scientist characters working. “he finished the. equation 🩷” yay girl!!!! what was that for though

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🥥 Nothing to see here but a happy king out for a trot with his boyf 🐎👑 Ko-Fi

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Humans are funny. Every single generation they go "OH SHIT OH FUCK BREAKING NEWS. TEENAGERS ARE CLUELESS AND CONFUSED DUMBASSES WHO HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THEY'RE DOING AND THEY'RE NOT GOING TO GROW UP INTO ADULTS CAPABLE OF FUNCTIONING IN SOCIETY, WE ARE ALL FUCKING DOOMED", and if someone points out that hold on, don't you have that panic every single generation, starting at latest at the dawn of agriculture, and it's always turned out to be false?

"YES BUT WHAT IF THIS TIME IT'S FOR REAL FOR REAL."

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can I live my life or do I have to go away forever

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Knowing a fic author through AO3 is like attending someone’s thesis presentation and politely clapping at the end, knowing a fic author through this hellsite is like going over to their house at 3AM to watch them eat mayonnaise out of a jar

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i am legit crying here