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[killee]

High

⌦ pairing: phinks x reader

⌦ fandom: hunterxhunter

⌦ word count: 1.3K (1340)

⌦ warning: weed usage — getting high , toxic behaviors — harsh words | cheating assumptions | possessive behavior | trust issues

⌦ about: phinks is high and he becomes toxic then it gets soft.

⌦ note: the reader and phinks have a great relationship but when he becomes high he says things that he really doesn’t mean. his past girlfriend cheated on him and it really messed him up so now he has trust issues. also, red is phinks and blue is you.

⌯ Awoken from your slumber by the ding of your phone. Every time you were about to go to sleep, it would bring you right out of your future limbo. Tiredness flooded your body, too heavy to make you look at your phone and see who kept texting you. Part of you knew who it was, your boyfriend, Phinks. But there was always a chance it could’ve been one of your friends or maybe even your boss.

⌯ You pulled the covers over your head to block out the repeating ‘ding’ and closed your eyes, hoping the darkness would take you and lead you into daylight. You sighed as your phone began to ring, pulling the covers from off your head, you picked up your phone and looked at the caller ID. ‘My Love’. Your finger hovered over the accept button but it didn’t fall any further. It stayed there until the call was no longer coming through.

⌯ Seeing you had over eight (8) miss calls and twelve (12) text messages from him, you decided to see why he kept on bothering you. You swipped over on one of the messages and it took you to you two’s conversation. You looked at the first message that was sent at 11:23 pm then read down to the most recent one. He started by asking you if you were asleep then gradually became angrier. He told you to answer his calls and then you would go to your house if you didn’t get in touch with him.

⌯ You groaned and rolled your eyes, you could tell if he was high and he was no doubt high tonight. You held your phone tightly as you thought of what to type to him. Just then, another text came through. He saw that you read his message two minutes ago and you still haven’t replied to him.

“Are you with someone? Y/n I swear if you have someone at your home I’m coming over there.”

“No, I don’t have anyone here. I just woke up.”

“Liar. You’re such a liar. I know you do.”

“Phinks just leave me alone. You’re high.”

“Oh yeah and what about it?”

“Phinks just stop.”

“No, I won’t fucking stop. You are such a fucking bitch sometimes and I always try to be the best for you. I’m so fucking tired of you.”

⌯ Your face softened and you felt chills run down your whole body. You knew that he wasn’t himself when he got high so the things he usually said you never took what he said to heart, but this one hit you hard. You were very hurt by what he said this time and you didn’t even know what to say back to him. You regretted even replying to him. You bit the inside of your mouth and tried not to tear up.

“Phinks please just go to sleep. I’m done talking to you.”

“Oh, so you’re breaking up with me? Wow, after everything we’ve been through you’ve finally grown some balls and decided you want to leave me?”

“News flash babe, you’re not going anywhere, you’re never leaving me.”

“You and I have our ups and downs but you will NEVER leave ME until I say so. And guess what? I will never get tired of you and you’ll always come back to me. You need me.”

“Phinks I’m not breaking up with you..”

“I know you’re not. You physically can’t. Now, open your door.”

⌯ You furrowed your eyebrows and pushed your lips together. You swung your feet down to the cold wooden floor and stood up, your eyes had to adjust to the darkness before you were able to freely move to the door without fear of accidentally hitting something. You made your way to the door and placed your hand on the door, you didn’t know if he was exactly there or if he was just playing with you.

⌯ You took a deep breath and unlocked the door, you stepped back and opened the door. “Damn babe, you sure did take your sweet time opening the door. You hiding something?” He stood there in your densely lit apartment hallway wearing his signature tracksuit but he had the jacket wrapped around his waist and a grey tank-top on. His defined muscles stood out perfectly as the light hit them just right.

⌯ His blond hair was messier than usual but it looked astonishing on him. His eyes were hooded but you could still see a mysterious glint in his eyes, but whether it was a good glint or bad, you did not have the answer to. He leaned closer to your face with the blunt in his mouth then removed it, he blew smoke into your face which caused you to involuntary step back and start coughing. He took that opportunity to step into your apartment and close the door behind him.

⌯ “I told you to stop doing that.” You coughed a few more times before your lungs were clear of the smoke. He didn’t acknowledge your pleading statement and looked around your apartment. Nothing seemed out of the ordinary and he couldn’t sense anyone else in there. He looked back at you and smiled. He reached out for your wrist and pulled you closer. “You’re so fucking perfect.” You knew what he was doing but you couldn’t help but relax in his touch.

⌯ “Is there a reason why you’re here?” He smiled and bit his bottom lip as he wrapped his arm around your shoulders. “To see you.” He tried to kiss your lips but you turned your head, not wanting the smell or taste in your mouth or on your lips. He smacked his lips and released his arms from your shoulders. You turned around and walked away from him. “Where do you think you’re going?” You heard his heavy steps behind you but you weren’t fazed.

⌯ You didn’t answer him and just continued to walk to your bedroom. You sat down on your bed but quickly stood up when he came into your room with his blunt. “Get the fuck out of my room with your shit, Phinks.” He paused before he looked in his hand and put it out, he stood by the door, even leaning against the frame. You sat back down and sighed. He was just so much to deal with but you couldn’t help to laugh.

⌯ “What’s funny?” He asked as you fell back on your back and continued to laugh. You eventually stopped and just shook your head, not even knowing he could tell what you were doing. “You. You’re just a fucking asshole.” He did feel a bit down when you said that, he knew he was an asshole at times, people always told him that, but it just felt different coming from you. He threw more like sat the blunt down and walked over to you. He sat down beside you and sat his forearms on his upper knee, he looked down at the ground and thought of what to say to make it up to you.

⌯ He could only think of one phrase that you would recognize as him truly being sorry. “I love you.” The room went silent and you swore even your heart stopped for a second. “I’m sorry you have to deal with me and I’m very sorry for the terrible thi-things I said to you.” His voice cracked but he quickly recovered. You looked up at him but his back still faced you, you sat up and gently wrapped your arms around his lower torso. “It’s okay but you have to learn that I’m not your ex.”

⌯He nodded and reached around his back and pulled you to his side. He kissed your forehead and rubbed your back. As he did, he made himself a promise that he wouldn’t hurt you like he did today ever again. “I know babe and I’ll try my best to always remember that.”

[killee]

II. The Blogger

⌦ pairing: chrollo lucilfer x reader

⌦ fandom: hunterxhunter

⌦ word count: 1K (1045)

⌦ warning: none

⌦ about: you and chrollo arrived to yorknew but you end up getting lost..

⌦ note: part one! this will have one or two more parts then this series will be finished. hope you all enjoy!

⌯ Finally, after many hours of walking, Yorknew was in view from where you stood. You smiled at how beautiful it looks but quickly had to stop admiring it since Chrollo hadn’t stopped like you did. You jogged next to him to keep you and glanced over at him. Ever since leaving the alley he hasn't said anything to you, you thought he was more of a silence type of guy but now you needed to talk.

⌯ “Mr. Chrollo, can I ask you a few questions? I just have to ask— the people need to know.” You said pulling out your recorder from your pocket with a huge smile on your face. You looked up at him before clicking the recorder button for his permission but he just kept on walking, your smile gradually becoming lesser and lesser until you finally placed the recorder back in your pocket and stayed quiet.

⌯ You stayed quiet until you actually had entered Yorknew. The city was very busy and the buildings were extremely big, everything was just so.. lively. You were too business admiring the city you hadn’t noticed Chrollo walking away from you. When you noticed you weren't by his side you became frantic, you couldn’t call out for him in case someone recognized the name so you walked in the direction your gunt told you to walk in.

⌯ You walked further and further but you could not find him, you sighed before taking a deep breath. “I can’t think properly with a stomach filled on granola bars, let’s find a restaurant and something.” You didn’t have to walk far to find a café, it was a nice place and there were a good amount of people inside. You heard a bell as you opened the door and stepped inside, someone greeted you from behind the counter with a ‘hello’.

⌯ You quickly gave a hello back and walked up to the counter, the employee asked what you’d like and you scanned the overhead menu. You ordered what was affordable but almost sounded delicious and paid for the food. You were told they would bring your food to you for you began looking for a table. You found out in the back corner, you walked over to it and sat your things down in the chair beside the one you were going to sit in.

⌯ You had no idea how you’d find him, you had one chance to talk to THE phantom troupe and you probably just blew it. You groaned and rested your hands in your hands. “Here’s your order.” You lifted your head up as the waiter sat you food and drink down in front of you. You thanked the waiter and smiled down at the food, it smelt so good and looked even better than it smelt.

⌯ You began devouring your food, you hadn’t had a decent meal for days so your body was finally pleased with you. The bell from the door alerted you to look up— there were men in black business suits and gold jewelry fitted on all of them, one man wore more than the others. You quickly looked down when one of the men looked directly at you. You hoped they weren’t here for the auction and were just very imitating salesmen.

⌯ You ate as much as you could without being suspicious so you could hurry up and leave to find Chrollo. You glanced up and saw the same man staring at you. You got a really bad feeling and nonchalantly (not really) gulped down the last of your drink and grabbed your bag. You properly placed it on and made your way out the door, you turned and just began walking, too nervous to look behind you.

⌯ You don’t know how far you got from the café when you were pulling into an alley, you were about to scare when you saw who it was. “Chrollo! Where did you go?” You asked breathing heavily, your heart almost jumped out of your chest when he pulled you. “You lost me. You were too busy gawking at the city and you lost me.” You sighed. He was right. It was your fault. “I’m sorry— I’ve never seen a city like this before and I got too excited.”

⌯ Chrollo released his grip on you and nodded without saying anything. He noticed a couple of nen users in the area, he felt them getting closer and concealed his nen aura. He pushed his body closer to yours and tilted his head to make it appear like you both were kissing. “Arms.” You were confused on what he was talking about. Arms? “What do you mean?” You whispered even though you didn’t know what was going on.

⌯ “Wrap your arms around my neck.” He whispered back as he then placed one of his hands above your hip. You did what he said and just waited for him to say something. Chrollo felted them at the opening of the alleyway, even if he couldn’t see them. You both stayed in that position until Chrollo said the coast was clear.

⌯ Your heart was beating really fast, whether it was from adrenaline kicking in from the situation or from being about to feel the man’s breaths on your skin, you needed to calm yourself down. You both release each other and Chrollo was the first to say something. “If you want your interview I suggest you stay close to me.” He didn’t seem faded by what just happened; he was after all the phantom troupe leader so situations like this probably meant little to nothing to him.

⌯ You nodded and fixed your clothing. “You must have a thing with alleyways since you’re always leading me into one.” You didn’t expect him to show any reaction to what you had said, you were just trying to change the conversation but surprisingly you got something out of him. A smile. “Yeah, I guess you can say that.” He stared at you with his killer smile then turned and began walking out of the alley. One point for you, zero for scary troupe leader. You followed behind him and made sure to stay close to him this time.

[killee]

Kakegurui

yumeko

2:1

n/a

mary

n/a

n/a

ryota

n/a

n/a

kirari

2:1

2:1 (Part Two)

midari

n/a

n/a

kaede

n/a

n/a

runa

n/a

n/a

itsuki

n/a

n/a

sayaka

n/a

n/a

[killee]

Hey I love ur writing for the yumeko n kirari! You left me on a cliffhanger! Would you consider doing a P2? 😻

Multiple parts will be made so do not worry! Enjoy!

2:1 (Part Two)

⌦ pairing: kirari x reader

⌦ fandom: kakegurui

⌦ word count: 2k (2001)

⌦ warning: nsfw — fem!fingering / fem!squirting / dom&sub dynamic / cum eating? / light aftercare

⌯ It’s been a couple of hours since everyone split up to win you enough money to pay off your debt. You had earned a significant amount of money from blackjack, to be precise you won seventeen million from the game. Lady luck was on your side but you wondered if she was on Yumeko’s and Mary’s side.

⌯ You decided it was time to head back to the meeting place and see if everyone had earned enough to pay off your debt. Your debt was only forty-seven million so you were able to pay off a sum of it. You walked to the meeting place but on your way you didn’t see Yumeko. ‘Maybe she’d already finished or she’s probably still in a match knowing her.’ You smiled to yourself thinking about how she gets when she’s gambling.

⌯ You arrived at the meeting place and were surprised when you saw no one there. You sighed and sat down in one of the chairs around the table, you sat your head down and played with your tag. You laughed at it. “I wouldn’t have you anyone, I’m gonna miss you.” You ran your finger over ‘kitten’ then dropped the tag on the table.

⌯ You closed your eyes for what felt like a minute caused you to jolt up, you sighed heavily while rubbing your eyes. “You’re finally awake~” You jumped at the sudden voice, almost falling out of the chair. You looked across from you and saw that it was Kirari but this time she has the vice president standing beside her. You gulped nervously and properly sat in the chair.

⌯ “What is it you want now?” You stared into his eyes from across the table, you could tell she was in a playful mood, something you were not in. She stood up and slowly walked over to where you sat with her index finger gliding across the table surface. “I want you darling~ isn’t it obvious?”

⌯ You quickly glanced between the vice president and the woman in front of you. Kirari seemed to get the idea and laughed. “Don’t worry about her, you should be focused on me.. but if you really want,” she turned to the vice president and ordered her to stand watch outside the door then she focused back onto you “is that better?” You nodded. Kirari smiled and sat on the table in front of you. You looked up at her with pools of curiosity.

⌯ “You paid some of your debt.. who else is helping you?” She lifted up her hand and stroked your hair. Your breath became shagged and your heart began pumping faster. You did your best to hide your body’s reaction to her touch and proximity as you laughed and pushed her hand away. “Think I can’t pay off my debt alone? Wow, that’s low.. even for you.” She bit her lip and leaned down, noses almost touching each other and breaths being felt on each other’s lips.

⌯ I know you.. everything about you is stored in my mind.” You inhaled sharply and moved back. “Why are you here? I know you didn’t come all this way just to talk about some of my debt being paid.” You wanted to get to the point, as they say, time is money. You also need to go find the others since they should’ve been at the meeting point ago. Kirari sighed slowly and began undoing her hair.

⌯ “For release.” She placed her ribbons down beside her and waited for you. You scoffed and completely leaned back in your chair, there was no way you would do it in here. “No way. People are still out and I’m waiting for my friends.” She raised her eyebrows at you and giggled, she wasn’t worried about people hearing what you both were doing. And besides, the vice president was on watch.

⌯ Have you forgotten our agreement? Or should you be reminded?” You were still hesitant about it. Kirari sighed and slid herself onto your lap, she wrapped her arms around your neck and looked into your eyes. “I know you’re worried but no one will see us. I promise you nothing bad will happen.” She kissed your cheek then she kissed your neck, she looked up at you for confirmation and after seconds of hesitation you gave it to her.

⌯ She started off by softly kissing your neck then she began sucking gently on your collarbone. You moaned softly and wrapped your arms around her petite body, she moved her kisses up to your jawline and began nibbling on a soft patch of skin. You slid your hand up her back until you reached her hair then you grabbed a handful of it, pulling her head back and her neck being exposed.

⌯ “You know not to leave hickies in places I can’t cover up.” A mix between a groan and a moan escaped her flushed lips and she apologized. “Are you in control this t-“ you pulled her hair harder and smirked, “I’ve always been in control. Don’t think just because I let you top last time let you forget who’s in control. Maybe I should remind you of your place.” You let go of her hair and pushed her onto the table.

⌯ You didn’t allow her to recover before you spread her legs apart and looked at her with so much frustration. “You let that one time get to your head. So now I’ll remind you.” You put your head in between her legs and gently kissed her warm covered thighs. You felt her trying to close her legs but you stopped her before she could. “Stop.” Her movement secede and you continued on.

⌯ Your kisses traveled further and further up her leg until you reached her covered pussy. You raised your head up and watched her face as she tried to hide her temptation. “Beg me.” Kirari lifted her head up slightly to look at you, seeing if you were being serious. “Do I have to say it again? You know I don’t like repeating myself.” She took a deep breath and laid her head back against the table.

⌯ “Pl—Please touch me.” You smacked her outer thigh and earned a yelp from her, you sat back further in your chair and sighed. “Please! Please y/n! I need you to touch me!” You smiled, satisfied with her begging and ran both your hands up her thighs. You run them up and once you got to her cunt you grabbed where the legging met and tore a hole big enough where she could still hide it with her skirt.

⌯ You rubbed your fingers over her clothed pussy and looked up at her face. There was a mix of pressure and desire contoured on her face, it looked exotic. You circled your fingers over her clit, not too hard for her to get the pleasure she wanted but just enough for her to start begging for more. “Please! I need— you!” She reached her hand down and placed it around your wrist. You slapped her hand away and shook your head in disappointment.

⌯ “Darling you’re so impatient.. I guess I should give you what you begged for since I am so generous.” You put your body in a good position and hooked your finger around her panties. You slid them over to the side and exposed her pretty pink pussy to the cool air of the room, it glistened as the light overhead hit it just right. You smirked and used your other hand to play with her folds, dipping the tip of your middle finger inside of her.

⌯ You brought the finger up so she could see how wet she was. “Look at you. I bet you can see it from there.” She tilted her head downwards and immediately blushed as saw the excess on your fingers. You slowly lifted your fingers to your face and stretched the fluid out using both your thumb and middle finger, creating a thin line as they stretched apart from one another. You laughed as her face reddened ever more.

⌯ “Spread yourself for me.” She quickly obliged with no hesitation and used her hands to spread her pussy lips apart, her hole opened with a little noise and wetness was gradually coming out of her. So fascinating. With the same fingers as before, you played with her entrance, barely putting anything inside of her. “Y/n, I’m sorry fo-for what I did— please just f—“ you didn’t let her finish as you slid your middle finger inside of her, curling it upwards as you slowly began thrusting inside of her.

⌯ You were very satisfied with this situation. Although you still were frustrated with Kirari it wouldn’t last for long, especially when she had the most exotic expression on her beautiful face. You sped up your pace and even added a second finger inside with the first one, her sweet moans filled the room and her hips bucked to try to meet your fingers halfway. You let go of her panties and thankfully they stayed where they were supposed to stay.

⌯ You pushed her hips down and held them in place as you sped up significantly. Kirari’s beautiful sea blue eyes fell shut and her hands gripped the sides of the table. “How are you feeling now darling? You want more?” She frantically nodded, you couldn’t help but to laugh at her submission. “Alright darling, I’ll add another finger.” As stated, you added another finger. Her insides convulsed around your fingers and her body began trembling.

⌯ “Cumming so soon? Wow you must’ve been extremely horny to finish with only my fingers, I’ve barely even touched your clit.” At this point her moans were mixed with screams, anyone who walked in proximity of the door most likely knew what was going on. “Cum-cumming— oh my—“ her walls tightened, almost painfully around your fingers and you felt something shoot onto your wrist, you quickly looked down without stopping your pace and saw the most heavenly site.

⌯ You were occupied by the site of her squirting, you couldn’t hear how loud she was at first. When you realized it, you quickly moved the hand that was holding her hips down to her mouth and covered her screams. After her walls loosened around your fingers, you pulled them out and sat back down in your seat. “Clean off my hand.” You said raising your hand up to show her the mess she caused. Kirari weakly but persistently got off the table and knelt down in front of you, she began licking off her juices.

⌯ “You did very well today. I’m extremely proud of you.” You smiled at her and watched as her eyes lit up with joy. After she was finished cleaning off your hand, you patted your lap and courted her to sit down. She did and you wrapped your arm around her as she placed her head on your shoulder. “How are you feeling Kirari?” You heard a hum and sighed, you patted her back for a real answer. “I’m okay~” You nodded and took out a cloth from your pocket.

⌯ You folded it up and asked her to open up her legs, she did and you carefully began wiping away the excess until it was all gone. You tapped her hip with the hand that was already around her so she could close her legs. “Are you okay y/n?” She asked softly, almost like she was falling asleep. You nodded and told her everything was fine. You two then sat in silence and comforted each other, even closing your eyes and just listening to each other breathe.

⌯ “Kirari you should be going soon, I’m sure a lot of people heard us in here.” You lovingly rubbed her back and kissed her covered forehead. “I want to stay like this for a little bit more..” you thought about it for a moment then nodded. “Okay we’ll stay like this for as long as you need.”

[killee]

Hey I was wondering could you do a hisoka one shot AU where like gon & killua are like your baby bros & hisoka they tell you hisoja is bothering them, but you end falling for hisoka and he returns those feelings ?

hey sorry for not being able to get this out sooner. school has been crazy.. also I know nothing about boy scouts soooo... enjoy!

Boy Scouts

⌯ You were an assistant for Gon’s and Killua’s boy scout unit, you didn’t know anything about boy scouts but you were determined to help the boys as a volunteer for one of their upcoming trips. Even if that meant putting yourself in quite a predicament like you’re about to be in a couple of minutes with the other volunteer named Hisoka.

⌯ You didn’t personally know Hisoka as a friend but you did talk to him on occasion and went to a few group dinners that he attended. From what you’ve heard around the regiment, he’s either likable or hated. There’s no in-between when it comes to him. From what you’ve heard from the children, he’s kind of an asshole and can be extremely creepy at times. You did take that into consideration to not getting too close to him but so far you had no problem with him.

⌯ But now that Killua AND Gon is telling you this Hisoka guy is messing with them while they’re practicing their knot-tying skills, it looks like today will be the day where you’ll finally have to talk with him. You never thought that you’d EVER have a talk with him but anything is possible, am I right? You asked around the other scouts where Hisoka was and they pointed you in the direction of the cabin.. which was about ten minutes away.

⌯ You began your journey to the cabin while daylight was still a thing cause you did not want to be out in the dark by yourself with no light source. You did your best to stay on the path which shouldn’t have been that hard but you somehow ended in an unfamiliar part of the forest. You were by a lake that you didn’t even know existed. You looked around and walked in the direction that felt right to you but that lead you nowhere.

⌯ You cursed at yourself for being terrible with directions. You sighed and sat down on a log nearby and rested your head into your hands. “Well, this sucks..” you say out loud, not knowing that someone was right behind you. You heard a branch snap from behind and quickly turned your head to the noise. You saw no other than Hisoka with a cooler and a fishing rod. You stood up and dusted off your bottom.

⌯ “I didn’t mean to scare you..” He walked to you and smiled. “Why do I feel like you’re lost?” He gave a cheekily smile as you rolled your eyes. “Look Hisoka, I need to talk to you about Gon and Killua. You keep bothering them and that needs to stop.” You said bluntly, you didn’t have time to play around and especially not with Hisoka when it came to your baby bros.

⌯ Hisoka sighed and walked past you towards the bank. He sat the cooler down and pulled out a plastic bag with something you assumed was bait since he took a bit of it out and placed it in the hook. He sat down on the cooler and threw the line in the water. You walked beside him and crossed your arms, waiting for a reply. After a few uncomfortable moments of silence, you cleared your throat and he sighed. “Okay, I’ll stop bothering them.. come and sit with me.”

⌯ You were very confused but you obliged, you moved closer as Hisoka scooted over and once there was enough space you sat down and tried your best not to touch him. Kind of hard considering the cooler wasn’t that big and Hisoka was a big guy. You both just sit in silence as he waited for a fish to take the bait. This silence was different from the one from earlier, it was more welcoming and soothing, you both were welcoming it.

⌯ You heard him take a deep breath “My childhood wasn’t the best, heck I didn’t really have a childhood since we were poor.” You said nothing as he continued. “We were so poor when I was hungry I would buy gum with the little money I had and would chew it until it lost its flavor.” Damn, that’s sad.. you glanced over at him but he didn’t seem to have any hint of sadness on his face.

⌯ “I had to grow up quick— never got to experience my youth.” You were starting to get an idea of where he was going with the conversation but you weren’t a hundred percent sure so you choose not to talk. “I volunteered cause I wanted to maybe experience something I didn’t get to experience in my childhood, also because my friend asked me to watch over his sister but that’s beside the point.” You laughed and he watched you with a smile on his face.

⌯ Your laughter died down and all that was left was the forest animals and the water. You had got to know more about Hisoka and you honestly wanted to know more, you were starting to feel a certain way towards him. Was it a little crush? Maybe. You never had anything against him and he was nice to you, compared to how he treated everyone else. Maybe you were starting to feel something.

⌯ “I think I’m starting to like you Hisoka.” You told him honestly, you were never shy about your feelings even if you were confessing your developing crush. “I think I’m feeling the same way... I never felt so comfortable with someone to tell them about my childhood.” He laughed and railed the line back in. “I guess all the fish are sleeping. He sat up and took the bait off the hook and threw it in the water.

⌯ You smiled and stood up off the cooler as well. “Fish don’t sleep but I get what you’re trying to say.” He looked at you as he bent down to lift up the cooler, he rolled his eyes and began walking off. “See if we’re going to make this dating thing work you have to have common sense.” Dating thing? Who said anything about- “Dating? Uhm when did this happen and why wasn’t I notified?” You jogged behind him to try to catch up to him but you ended up face first into his back as he stopped abruptly.

⌯ He turned his head to look behind you and grinned. “Once I opened up to you about my past we began dating.” What have you gotten yourself into? “That’s not how dating works! We have to both agree and we have to go on dates and we have many other steps to do both we start dating-” he cut off saying you were stuck with him either way, you had nothing to say to that so you shut up on the topic. You both began walking somewhere, you were just following behind him since you didn’t even know where you were.

⌯ “Do you actually believe fish sleep?” You asked curiously as you began walking on the side of him. “It’s obvious they do sleep, they’re animals, do you actually believe they don’t sleep?” You scoffed and rolled your eyes. For the rest of the walking trip, you both argued if fish sleep or not.

Fun Fact: Fish do sleep but they don’t have eyelids to close so they sleep with their eyes open.

[killee]

hello everyone! sorry for not being active for a while! school has been keeping me busy and I’ve been stressed. I’ll find some time to write everyone’s requests. I am currently writing someone’s request so be on the lookout for that :)

[killee]

Adult trio NSFW Hcs

some nsfw hcs requested by @da-phoenix-gal sorry this took so long, school has been keeping me stressed and busy. forgive me <3

Hisoka

⌕ He starts off rough and stays like that ‘til the end. He doesn’t like taking it slow since that’s not his style, but he will prepare you a lot with foreplay. He might honestly like foreplay one more than actually having having sex. Don’t get me wrong, he loves fucking but he loves seeing you beg for him to fuck you.

⌕ An absolute god at dirty talking and praising so if you’re into that, good. If you’re not, you might develop a liking to it pretty quick. He somehow manages to do both at once at times but you don’t complain.

⌕ He has a praising and corruption kink.. don’t @ me. He really enjoys the idea of currupting his love with lewd thoughts and the preforming unspeakable acts for the first time. He will immediately get hard by innocent things you do like tying up your hair or licking your food because you have food on them, his mind goes to the things you do in the bed.

⌕ Praising is probably his specialty.. but it’s more of asshole praising then nice, soft praising. “Oh you can finally take all of me, I didn’t think you would ever be able to, darling.” Yes, to him that’s praising you and if you look in between the lines you can k i n d a see it.

⌕ He absolutely loves cumming inside.. like he will always come inside you, especially if you complain about him finishing inside. He’s an asshole, why wouldn’t he do something that makes you mad? But if you really don’t want him to cum inside he’ll finish on your face. Don’t like that? I don’t know what to tell you..

⌕ This man has stamina on top of stamina. He’ll go for at long as he wants. Notice how I said he? Yeah this man goes for how long he wants, you don’t have a say in it unless you say your safe word. If you don’t say the safe word, he doesn’t stop. Simple as that.

⌕ He loves fucking you in public but this goes hand and hand. He loves it but he would absolutely without hesitation kill anyone that seen you, they can’t continue to live with that image of you in their mind. On second thought, he would tease you about it saying how they would have that picture of you with them forever without ever telling you that they’re already dead or he’ll kill them later.

Illumi

⌕ He’s 50/50 when it comes to sex. He can be passionate or he can be a fucking horndog, depends on his mood. If he feels a bit more passionate that day, he’ll definitely praise you and kiss all your insecurities away. Feeling a bit more mischievous? He will literally go for hours and make sure you have a hard time getting up the next day.

⌕ He’s surprising fucking good at dirty talking. Like this man is an expert at this shit. It’s honestly so scary. He loves talking to you while he’s playing with you or if you’re sucking him off. “You amaze me every single day. Who knew you could become so promiscuous.” and “I wonder if it’ll fit.. if it doesn’t then I’ll just make it.”

⌕ Speaking of sucking him off, he love oral (receiving more than giving). He will make you suck him off anyway, even if it’s in front of people. At dinner? Suck him off under the table. During the movie you suggested you wanted to watch? Without a doubt. In a restroom? He’ll let you kneel on his jacket.

⌕ Okay now hear me out, dominance and breeding kink... do you see it? Just think about it.. he likes to be in controlling and he’ll most likely want powerful nen children. He also really likes hair pulling, you can pull his hair or he can pull yours. His man has a lot of kinks but he will never tell them.

⌕ His breeding kink skyrockets when he sees you with a baby, doesn’t matter your gender, he just wants to get to pregnant. He will get hard thinking about cumming inside of you and just filling you up. “Mh.. when I saw you with that baby I just thought of making one of our own” he’ll say that while on the way home and you’ll already know what’ll happen when y’all get home.

⌕ He may love dominance but he can be on the receiving end of the stick if he ever feels like it. He’ll probably be okay with being a bottom, he’d like to try it either because he saw something on the internet or because you brought it up. Either way, make sure to always be ready since he’ll just tell you to fuck him and will expect you to do it then and there.

Chrollo

⌕ He’s definitely more of the passionate type but don’t let him fool you into thinking he can’t fuck you to the point of crying. He’s actually not horny often so be prepared to be the one asking. Like 6 times out of 10 it’ll be passionate sex, but that other 4 times, ohh man.

⌕ Bondage, Edging, Overstimulation . In that order. I have nothing else to say about this man’s kinks. You just imagine.

⌕ Kidding but oh my gosh. Those are his biggest kinks. He absolutely loves edging a lot, that might be his number one kink. He will edge you whenever if you’re okay with it. Wear a vibrator and prepare your will power cause you’re about to go through it.

⌕ He is probably into BDSM but if you’re not okay with it sex will be whatever you want it to be. If you’re okay with it, he’ll most definitely want to do pet play friquently but is willing to try out anything.

⌕ Most definitely brat tamer. Can’t even argue with me on that. Don’t try to argue with me on that. You won’t win. He is literally built for it, just imagine his soothing voice telling you to listen to him or you trying everything to get him mad, you won’t be able to do if you’re up for a challenge so be my guest.

⌕ If you’re more of a dominant person, he’ll try to work with you but it’ll take some time so please be patient. In the future it’ll pay off, I promise. Just imagine him in skirts and being on the palm of your hand, begging for you to let him cum.

⌕ Consent and knowing limits is key ladies and gentlemens and non-binary. This goes both ways. He does not like when you do something to him while he’s at a meeting if he even takes you with him and when he’s very busy, do not do it. He won’t mess with you if you’re doing something, you’re obvious focused on unless you have told him otherwise. He may be a criminal but he respects your boundaries and thinks consent is sexy :)

[killee]

hey everyone!! sorry for not posting for a while, school has been kicking my ass and just being hard overall, but I just wanted to thank everyone for more than 100 followers!!

[killee]

I’m closing my requests tomorrow so please send your requests today 😳

[killee]

I hope I’m not overwhelming you. But I had this idea imagine helping/comforting nobunaga after uvos death. I thought about this cuz I cried after his death. And I also cried and started simping for nobunaga even more when he “shed a tear” over uvos death 😭😭

ugh I love this so much but I did a terrible job writing this so I’m very sorry about that 😓 also this is shorter than what I usually write so I hope that’s okay..

Comforting Nobu After Uvos death

⌯ You knew something was wrong when he came home and didn’t speak to you, he wouldn’t even look in your direction for more than two seconds. You asked him but he just keep ignoring you, ignoring you to the point where he would lock himself in the bathroom to hide from you. After a few days, you finally caught him and before he could leave and grabbed him by his arm. You were getting annoyed and frustrated with him, what had happened to him awhile he was gone?

⌯ You demanded he tell you what was wrong or he would have to leave. You couldn’t be around him if he was going to act like this and not tell you what was wrong. He sat you down on the couch and took many deep breathes. You could tell he was trying his best to say it but the words weren’t coming out so you let him have all the time he needed.

⌯ He finally told you that Uvogin was no longer with them. You didn’t understand what he meant by that until you saw his eyes began to water, then you understood. You quickly hugged him and rubbed his back. You could hear his sniffles and felt your shoulder becoming moist. You’ve only met Uvogin once before and that was when you and Nobu first started dating. He was extremely happy that you and Nobu were dating, really liked him.

⌯ Whenever Nobu talked about his past, he would trail off and tell you amazing memories he had with Uvogin. They were really close— brothers even. So knowing that he wasn’t here anymore hurt a lot. “Oh Noby, I’m so sorry..” you felted him wrap his arms around you and squeeze you tightly. He never liked crying in front of you but it just hurt so much. You didn’t say anything and just let him cry it out, there wasn’t much you could do anyways. Uvogin was already dead.

⌯ Thirty minutes went by and he was a lot more calmer, but you knew he was still in a vulnerable state. You shuffled and laid down with his head on your chest and his body in between your legs while laying on your body. You moved one of your hands onto the back on his head and played with his long silky hair. You heard him sniffle then let out a down breath. You glanced down at him and wondered what was going through his mind at this very moment. What was he thinking?

⌯ “I’m going to kill his murderer— the chain user.” He sounded different when he said that, sounded heavy and determined. You said nothing and continued to play with his hair, convincing him would do nothing and you knew he had to do this. Whoever this chain user was took away something precious from him, now they’d have to pay. You nodded your head and gulped. “I understand what you have to do.. but please don’t dig your own grave trying to kill them. Please don’t leave me alone.” There was a great amount of silence before he said anything. “I can’t make many promises but I can promise you I won’t leave you alone.”

[killee]

Monster from Hell

I thought of this while I was listening to Michelle by Sir Chloe

⌦ pairing: yandere illumi x reader

⌦ fandom: hunter x hunter

⌦ word count: <1K (883)

⌦ warning: yandere theme, death

⌦ about: you finally escaped from illumi, you meet up with a friend that was willing to help you completely get away from him. illumi wasn’t very pleased with you running away so he decides to punish you in a way you’ll never forget...

⌯ You couldn’t do it anymore. You couldn’t beat him. Whatever you did you couldn’t escape from his grasp on you. You didn’t know what choice you made that led you to this moment here. Maybe it was when you first decided to talk to him, thinking he was a good person, not knowing his true nature. Or maybe it was when you decided to ignore the signs that were very visible as you got to know him and spent time with him.

⌯ No. It’s not fully your fault. You were just being a good person to him— now you’re holding your dying friend in your arms. Their grip on your hand getting weaker as the minutes passed, their face began relaxing and you could hear the heart-wrenching death rattle you’ve only heard stories of. People say it’s a terrifying sound but that could never prepare someone to hear it. The sound of a person shrugging to breathe, to keep living, to continue making memories, to see their family and friends.

⌯ The sad thing was they soon realized they’ll never make it and their hopes were shattered, they just wait there until they cannot muster up the energy to breathe anymore. Thinking like that made your head ache even more but you couldn’t push the thoughts away. You didn’t want this.. you never even asked. Why would you want something like this? Why would you want to be scarred for life?

⌯ No, this is his fault, his doing. You gently laid your now lifeless friend’s hand over their stomach and wobbly stood up. You turned around and stared at him. He didn’t even look sorry for what he did, sorry for the pain he caused you. He just stood there like a manikin. You stumbled towards him with your arms moving freely by your side. His facial repression never changed. You stood in front of him and just looked at him, your eyes began tearing up once again.

⌯ “You’re a monster! I hate you so much!” You raised your voice at him as you lifted you fist to hit him but he swiftly caught it. You screamed as you pushed him which caused him to stumble backwards and release your hand but he quickly regained his balance. “YOU ARE A MONSTER FROM HELL AND I WISH YOU’D GO BACK!” You shouted as your salty tears fell down your cheeks and onto the ground.

⌯ You were becoming a wreck, you fell down to your knees as you cupped your face in your hands, finally breaking down. You wanted to walk away from him but you knew you wouldn’t get far, you were trapped like an insect in a spider’s web. You cried and cried. You had nothing else to live for. Everyone you loved was gone or dead, killed by him. No one wanted you, except for him, but even you didn’t want him. How could you want him?

⌯ His hands grabbed you and you frantically tried to push him away but you couldn’t. You didn’t have fight in you like you did before. He placed you onto your feet and looked at you with his stale expression. “Monster? I seem pretty human, don’t I?” Was he joking? Wow, a monster and a jerk. “You’re a monster in a human body. No wonder Killua doesn’t want you him his life.” You were quickly raised in the air by your neck, your feet barely touching the ground, your hands quickly clawed at his hand, trying to removing it.

⌯ “I will always be in Killua’s life, whether he agrees or not. You will want me in your life, I’ll train you to think of only me.” You were somehow able to breathily laughed at his crazy delusion, train you huh? “You might as well just kill me. What makes you think I’ll ever want or need you? I’ll kill you before that happens.” You were dropped on the ground and your body automatically started gasping for air.

⌯ “Threats mean nothing from you. I won’t kill you, but I’ll make your life a living hell. I’ll make you wish hell never released a monster like me.” He told his needle people to grab you and take you to the car, you tried standing up but it was already too late. Their hands strongly gripped your forearms and your shoulders. They lifted you up and walked to the limo like they were soldiers, not a single bit of hesitation in their movements, you tried everything to get them to let you go but they were too strong.

⌯ Let me go!” You continuing struggled as they opened the door and tried to force you inside. You quickly placed your feet on the outer frame of the door so you could try to shift their weight and possibly fall backwards. You heard a sharp, swift movement through the air before your body became limp. “It’s no use, you’re making it harder on yourself.” The brainless minions placed you in the car then let the monster inside, he sat right in front of you and just stared at you silently. You were getting tired by the second, he must of injected you with something to make you sleepy. You only had a few seconds before you completely went to sleep. “I..hate..you....Illumi.”

[killee]

Hey could I request a scenario with yumeko & kirari trying to get wirh the reader. Like flirting n stuff. Maybe a hint of nsfw I’m glad u write for kakegurui cuz no one does ahah ❤️☺️

sorry about this being late but better late than never, am I right? no but really I enjoyed writing this one so I hope this fits what you had in mind. <3

2:1

⌦ pairing: kirari x reader , yumeko x reader

⌦ fandom: kakegurui

⌦ word count: 1.1K (1102)

⌦ warning: slight nsfw — kissing & brief sexual activities (occasions / past mentions) , aged-up characters 

⌯ You rushed out the council room breathing unevenly and dazed. Kirari had called upon you to give you your life plan, you were in a tremendous amount of debt and you weren’t able to pay it back on time. You knew it would come down to this but you didn’t expect that to just happen.

⌯ You had walked in and only saw Kirari, not even the vice president or her assistant was with her but you stupidly didn’t think anything of it. As you walked closer, she stood up and held out the most black booklet with your name on the front. You grabbed it then turn a little to walk out but she stopped you by gently grabbing your shoulder.

⌯ Confused by her action, you completely faced her and furrowed your eyebrows. “Open it here.” She said while removing her hand from your shoulder. You tilted your head but complied with her order. You opened the book up and began reading it, everything was okay.. until you got to the marriage part.

⌯ Kirari noticed your facial expression dramatically changed and smiled. “Read it out loud .” You shockingly looked at the smiling woman and gulped before clearing your throat. “Ninteen years old: begins relationship will Momobami Kirari.” You huffed and continued to read, “Twenty years old: Marry Kirari.” You quickly closed the book and fearlessly stepped towards her, staring her down.

⌯ “This has to be a joke. I’m not marrying you or even getting in a relationship with you.” Kirari laughed and wrapped her arm around your waist. You didn’t react since you were so pissed at her, how could she do this to you? “Darling, don’t be mad at me. We can finally be together, we won’t have to hide our.. interactions anymore.”

⌯ You started breathing heavy as your mind went to the moments you two shared in recent time, you and Kirari were what you liked to call it ‘help me buddies’. Whenever you were pent up, you would go to her for release and whenever she wanted you she would call upon you. “I like being free.. I don’t want to be tied down especially with you.” You tried to unwrap her arm from around your waist but you ended up sprewled out on the table.

⌯ Kirari was in between your legs with her hands now on the sides of you. “Darling, you and I both know that’s not true. You love the way I make you feel.. when I use my fingers to make-” you covered your face as you felt blood rushing into it, you shook your head, trying to block out what she was saying.

⌯ Kirari laughed and belt down next to your ear. “Do you not like hearing about the dirty things you like me to do to you? You like it when I’m doing them so maybe I should do it now.” Your breathing hitched as you felt her hand slide up your thigh, right before she could go any further, someone had knocked on the door.

⌯ You took the chance to push her off and grab your book as you quickly walked to the door. You ripped the door open and pushed past whoever knocked, not really catching a glimpse of the identity of the person. Now you were trying to find Yumeko and the others to tell them about your life plan.

⌯ When you finally found them, you quickly told them you needed to get a lot of money as soon as possible. Yumeko immediately began overjoyed and agreed to help you then Mary agreed to help. Ryoto declined but it was fine anyways, you already had two great gamblers with you. You all decided what the game plan was and went your separate ways. Since Yumeko and you were going to the same area than Mary, you two got to walk together and talk a bit more.

⌯ Recently, you two had been getting flirty with each other and you started to feel something growing between you and her. “I really appreciate you helping me, Yumeko.” You smiled at her as you saw her blushing in embarrassment. “No no it’s fine, I’m more than happy to help.” She walked with her hands in front of her and fiddled with them, you had an idea and carefully grabbed her hand and brought her to a secluded area, away from everyone’s attention.

⌯ She looked confused and asked you what you were planning on doing. You didn’t answer her and walked deeper in the area, when you knew no one could see you both, you quickly kissed her cheek and smiled. “Thank you for helping me, it very means so much.” Yumeko was a pinkish-red shade and her eyes were hooded. She leaned in and kissed your lips, you were surprised but quickly closed your eyes and pushed further into the kiss.

⌯ You placed your hands on her hips then pressed them against you, dropping your book to do so. You were the first to pull away from the kiss but instead began kissing her jawline and her neck. You were very cautious at first but seeing as she made no effort to stop you, you began to relax and continued your actions. You could feel her skin heating up under your lips and heard her soft gasps.

⌯ You almost forget what you had to do ‘til your foot accidentally kissed the booklet. You pulled away from the heated kiss and looked down at it, quickly cursing at yourself and bending down to pick it up. You slyly looked up at Yumeko, who was breathing hard and had her legs clenched together. You mischievously grinned and trailed your finger up her leg as you stood up, she squirmed at your touch.

 ⌯ When you stood up straight you dropped your finger and pretended like nothing happened. “Yume~ we should go gamble, I don’t have a lot of time and I need a lot of money.” You turned away and began walking back into the main hallway, you didn’t hear steps behind you so you stopped and looked back at her.

⌯ She was fixing her clothing and her hair, but she also looked very disappointed. You smirked and turned your head back as you began walking. “If you win a lot of money, we’ll continue on with our previous activities.” You could feel her brighten up and quickly walk to your side, before you reached the hallway, you patted her head. “Do your best.” You told her as you removed your hand and stepped into the hallway, walking in the direction of the gambling area.

[killee]

The Disastrous Life of Saiki K.

saiki

Relationship HC

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nendou

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kaidou

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toritsuka

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kuboyasu

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yumehara

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teruhashi

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hairo

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[killee]

Could you do a relationship headcannon with phinks, Uvo, and saiki k

I got you fam <3

Phinks

⌕ When you and him started dating, it was a bit rocky since he doesn’t really know what to do in a relationship.

⌕ After you taught him the basics about what to do in relationship things dramatically became smoother and better.

⌕ He would get you small gifts like keychains and stuffed animals whenever he was going to see you.

⌕ Would most definitely search up on google “what to get your significant other” when he didn’t know what to get you.

⌕ He doesn’t get jealous easily, but when you start talking about one of your friends and you’re laughing, he gets upset.

⌕ But it’s cause he wants you to be like that when you’re telling your friends about him, but you can’t since he’s on the most wanted list and he’s busy.

⌕ He does take you to places he finds when he was out and about, like a place near a waterfall or a spot for stargazing.

⌕ He’ll plan a picnic and brings all your favorite foods since that’s what the website said to do.

⌕ He’s really trying his best to be the best boyfriend but sometimes he feels like he’s not making an progress so reassuring him is an absolute must.

⌕ Whenever you’re feeling bad about yourself he’ll immediately shut you up and tell you how beautiful/handsome you look.

⌕ You doesn’t say it but he loves cuddling with you and just talking to each other, especially if you lay on his chest while cuddling.

Uvogin

⌕ Surprisingly the relationship is smooth from the beginning.

⌕ He makes it apparent that he loves you so much. Sometimes you think he loves you a bit too much but that’s okay.

⌕ He hasn’t been in a lot of relationships so he just goes with the flow.

⌕ If you even suggest you want something, he’ll steal it for you since he loves making you happy. He’ll pretend he bought it for you so you won’t feel guilty.

⌕ He absolutely gets jealous but he’s not the type to verbally say anything, he’ll become more touchy and give you more kisses.

⌕ If someone is making him jealous by staring at you for too long, he’ll get real touchy. It’s his way of telling them to back off.

⌕ He’ll ask “if you could go anything in the, world where would you go?” type of questions then take you there.

⌕ He prefers to eat at home since he loves your cooking, even if you’re terrible not good at it.

⌕ You’ll never have the chance to feel bad about yourself since he’s always complimenting you. Taking a shit? “you look so beautiful”. Feeling sick? “aww my adorable baby is feeling sick”.

⌕ Everytime he sees you he just pick you up and crush you with his loving bear hug. If you don’t like it, too bad. He’ll still do it so just get used to it.

Kusuo 

⌕ He acts like you bother him but it’s the exact opposite, he’ll never admit it.

⌕ If you ask him to get you something he’ll act like you’re a pain in the ass but would immediately get it for you.

⌕ He secretly loves showing you off to his friends. “You know, ___ got a good score on the test. It must’ve been pretty easy.” In reality, it was a super hard test that even he would fail if he was a normal person.

⌕ He reads your mind very often, but if you know about his powers and tell him not to do it, he won’t read it anymore unless under certain circumstances.

⌕ If you’re feeling sad and you don’t tell him why, he’ll read your mind then try to make you happy by doing small things. Like holding your hand more or smiling more at you.

⌕ Leaves you on read a lot. Don’t take it to heart.

⌕ If you don’t know about his powers, he’ll pretend he needs your help studying just so he can spend time with you.

⌕ He takes you on dates for coffee jelly, if you don’t like coffee jelly NEVER TELL HIM. He might actually break up with you.

⌕ He never gets jealous.. like ever. He thinks jealousy is so stupid. So don’t even try to make him jealous cause you’re just wasting your time.

⌕ Other than dates he never initiates ideas so be prepared to always suggest things. If you don’t speak out, he won’t do it with you.

[killee]

okay this week is a very busy week for me so requests might be coming out slower than usual, sorry about that ✨

[killee]

In your opinion, which male phantom troupe member do u think would be the best fiddler and how would they cuddle.

okay I had to think about this one but I honestly think Nobunaga would be the best since his personality is similar to gon’s (they have the same nen types) and I just see him being a sweetheart.

Nobunaga Cuddling

⌕ Nobu is definitely the type to be big spoon or little spoon, it doesn’t matter to him since either way he’s still cuddling his s/o.

⌕ He’s also very open about liking to cuddle, man has no shame in it at all.

⌕ He would wrap his arms around their mid-torso and just relax, talk if his s/o wants him to or if they’re talking about something.

⌕ Side note: his voice *chef kisses* IT BECOMES SOFT AND SOOTHING AHH

⌕ Depending on the position, he may also wrap his leg over them. It’s just a habit of his since his s/o sometimes isn’t there when he wakes up and he doesn’t like that.

⌕ If they’re cuddling for a long time, he’ll bring fluffy blankets and wrap them around both of their bodies (mostly their body since he doesn’t get cold easily).

⌕ If they’re facing away from him, he’ll softly kiss their nape (the back of the neck) before he falling asleep but if his s/o is facing his chest, he’ll kiss their forehead and observe their resting face for a bit before sleeping.

⌕ BUT HE ONLY DOES THAT IF THEY’RE SLEEPING

⌕ He’s too embarrassed to do it while they’re awake so if his s/o ever catches him during the process he’ll immediately become flustered and let them go, he’ll also ignore them for days being too embarrassed to talk to them after what happened.

⌕ Being the small spoon helps him sleep quicker and better, so once in a while he’ll suggest being the small spoon.

⌕ He likes feeling his s/o holding him and their body heat since he’s kind of scared one day he’ll wake up with his s/o gone or them not being real at all.

⌕ Overall 1000/10 would cuddle with and would absolutely recommend it.

[killee]

I have one other request for today. I promise I’ll stop. Also please don’t feel forced to do any of this. Could you do like a Drabble or imagine/scenario thing with uvogin and cuddling. (Sorry for all the uvo request he’s my fav and u write really well for him. ❤️❤️

oh don’t worry, I love writing Uvogin! I accidentally made this sad so sorry about that, I’ll do a happy one if you want one!

Let it out.

⌦ pairing: uvogin x reader

⌦ fandom: hunterxhunter (2011)

⌦ word count: 519 (shorter than usual)

⌦ warning: mention of slur? (r word), mention of violence

⌯ You had just got home from a long day at work, a long one. You worked in customer support so you had to deal with many people in one day, but today was probably one of your worst days. There was this older man who kept on yelling at you calling you a “good for nothing cunt” and “fucking r*tared”. It wasn’t something new in your nine months of working there but today it just... hurt.

⌯ You took off your shoes and hung up your coat. You looked around for your boyfriend, Uvogin, but you didn’t see it hear him. You thought that he must’ve left already since he said he needed to go somewhere for a bit. It wasn’t any abnormal so you didn’t really care, but now, you wished he was still here to comfort in your vulnerable state.

⌯ You walked to your bedroom and flopped down on the bed, you curled up into a ball and immediately started crying. You couldn’t hold it in anymore. Why were people so mean? What did you do to them? That’s all you could think while crying your eyes out. The hot tears streamed down the side of your face and your nose began to run. You didn’t care, you just needed to get it all out.

⌯ Even over your loud crying, you could hear the front door open then shut. You quickly sat up and desperately tried to wipe the snot and tears but you already heard him rushing to the bedroom. You turned away from the door so he couldn’t see your face. “What’s going on? What happened to you?” Uvogin rushed over to you and bent down to see your face. You shook your head and pushed him away.

⌯ You cleared your throat before speaking so your voice wouldn’t give anything away. “I’m fine, please.” Uvogin obviously didn’t believe you so he sighed and sat down on the bed, he pulled you into his chest and began patting the back of your head softly. “Love, there’s something wrong with you. I wouldn’t force you to tell me right now so just let it out.” You bit your bottom lip trying to contain your sobs but you failed miserably.

⌯ You began sobbing loudly and wrapped your arms around his torso, he held you closer and didn’t say anything. He knew that ever since you began working you’ve been feeling down. He noticed you weren’t your happy going self but you always tried to hide it from him so he wouldn’t become violent and try to hurt people. He acted like he didn’t notice just for your sake but he can’t do it anymore.

⌯ He moved your arms from around his torso and laid back on the sheets, with you still on his chest. You didn’t even seem to notice the new position since you didn’t stop crying. He rubbed your back while looking at the ceiling, thinking of ways to kill whoever hurt you. They messed with the wrong person and now they have to pay, even if it took him weeks to find them, he’d find them.