crying every night because i hate the way i look. laying on the bed thinking about how much space on the bed im taking up. hating myself for eating even the slightest bit.
So I made a playlist with ED related songs and just other stuff that makes restriction easier for me. So here’s the link if anyone is interested!! Also it’s very discreet, if you are listen to it on spotify no one should think twice about it. Enjoy!
- getting out of bed and not hating the way it creaks with my weight
- walking and not hating the weight of my arms at my sides, the way my thighs rub together
- looking someone in the eye and being unafraid of what they see
- interlacing my fingers and crossing my legs easily
- not worry about my double chin whenever I yawn or lean forward
- eat in public without worrying that people are thinking “no wonder she’s fat”
- be confident enough to wear short sleeves and shorts
- be able to fit in my old clothes
- learn to like clothes shopping again
- not be humiliated when p.e. class does bmi
- hear “you’re beautiful” and believe it
- stop hating mirrors
- stop hating myself (maybe not love, but it’s enough for me)
feel free to add your own ♡
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