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fresh start... kinda

So...

dramatic much.

Anygays, I've been lurking here on Tumblr and have read many parenthood fics and have deicded to do a whole overhaul of who is parents, how many kids they have, ect. moving forwards.

i did provate all of the posts, so maybe i might un-private them and make a masterlist of fics from before the change. just depends on you guys. if you want, i'll do it. if not, no worries.

also, i am going to reveal them all once i've written the fics with them in them, so you're not just waiting for me to use them. does that make sense.

(i'm always half convinced that no one understands me)

tl;dr- i'm making new families and will make fics about them, okay?

i just want things to be a little more organised.

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my aegi

Author's notes:

A GOT7 fic today, so I hope you like.

Also, sorry for not poting in a while, life.

Context:

The members have gathered for a small get together, Jaebeom went outside for some fresh air. Jackson and BamBam are playing games. Jinyoung and Mark are quietly talking with each other about god know's what. Youngjae is... pondering. Not too sure for him. Yugyeom wants to talk with his leader.

"Hey." Yugyeom's hands shook as he knocked on the glass door that led from Jaebeom's kitchen onto the patio area that the leader was just relaxing in. "Can we... talk, hyung?"

"Of course, Gyeomie." Jaebeom smiled, moving the glass bottle that had contained soju in it off to the side the younger to sit down on the couch as well. "What's bothering your pretty little head?"

Yugyeom took a deep breath, his heart racing like a wild stallion. This was it. The moment of truth that could either strengthen or shatter their friendship. He sat down, avoiding eye contact, fiddling with the strings on his sweater. "Hyung... I've been thinking a lot lately, and... I just can't keep this in anymore."

Jaebeom leaned in slightly, his eyes filled with concern. "What is it?"

Yugyeom's voice was barely a murmur when he spoke the words that had been echoing in his head for weeks. "I think I'm... I'm... bisexual." He swallowed hard, waiting for the world to end or for the sky to fall down. But all that came was the soft rustle of the leaves from the tree outside.

"Okay." Jaebeom spoke after a moment of quiet. "Okay." He placed a comforting hand on Yugyeom's shoulder. "I'm here for you."

The weight of the world lifted from Yugyeom's shoulders, but it was quickly replaced by a new burden. "Does that change anything, hyung?"

Jaebeom leaned back, his expression calm and composed. "Why would it? You're still you, aren't you?" He took a sip of the soju, his eyes never leaving Yugyeom's. "I mean, it's a part of you, sure, but it doesn't change the fact that you're my aegi, okay?"

Yugyeom felt a knot in his chest loosen. "But, the other members... the fans... what will they say?"

Jaebeom set his glass down firmly. "You don't have to tell them if you're not ready. And when you are, we'll face it together."

The two of them sat in silence for a few moments, the air thick with unspoken words and shared understanding. The tension slowly dissipated as Yugyeom felt the warmth of his hyung's acceptance seep into him. It was a moment of pure relief, a quiet revolution in his heart.

"Thank you," Yugyeom managed to say, his voice cracking slightly. He looked up and met Jaebeom's gaze, seeing the sincerity in his eyes.

Jaebeom chuckled, a little awkwardly. "What's to thank me for? You're my dongsaeng. Nothing you do could change that." He ruffled Yugyeom's hair like he used to when they were trainees, a gesture of familiarity that brought a smile to the younger man's face.

Things were okay.

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Taeyong is mum

Would you want to see little stories about Taeyong being the mother to all SM idols debuting after him?

I promise I will actually do them this time

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Does anyone ever get in their own heads about the qualifications they have? Like the amount they have?

Because I'm covered in a lot of basis in basic information.

But employers don't want me

Like... where am I going wrong here?

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right person, wrong time

hi, i'm so sorry about disappearing recently. it's the season, i swear

but i wrote this today and i wanted to show you lot, so i hope you like it. it is about tvxq and was inspired purely by the red velvet cover they did and i just got a random thought, so i went with it and here we are.

trigger warnings:

reference to feelings of homophobia

Yunho didn’t really take notice of much of the relationships around him, more the careers and their lives in general. A lot of his family worked in the legal field, so initially Yunho was going to go into that, however it was in middle school when he really found his passion for music and decided to go into that. 

He was 13 and while most people were finding out that the opposite gender was actually quite nice and wanted to date them, Yunho wasn’t sure if he ever really felt that for the girls in his school as opposed to Chinmae, his best friend in the entire world who would always hang out with him not matter what. But… But… But guys don’t date other guys. It was never something talked about in the grand days of 1999, so Yunho would be a careless fool thinking any such devious thoughts and he would stand to get a good beating if he expressed them.

Until that day in the playground when Yunho was feeling upset about his sister thinking about moving away for university and Chinmae was there, comforting him as he always seemed to be able to do. It was odd, nothing really changed, not least that Yunho could see, but suddenly Chinmae’s lips were on his and he didn’t feel disgusted, creeped out or any of the negative feelings that he was sort of brainwashed into thinking he would feel from what his parents alluded to. It felt… nice.

“Sorry.” Chinmae whispered, but YUnho just pulled him closer, kissing him again. 

And it just kinda became their thing. They would sneak out to a remote part of the field and kiss, pretending when they were with their other friends that they were not doing anything of the sort. 

Then Yunho’s time came. He and his team had been selected for the 1st Annual SM Best Competition and he ended up winning a prize, which was signing with the company and began his training almost two years later.

Of course during this time, nothing went smoothly and Yunho ended up getting sick. There was something wrong with his thyroid and needed to get surgery. Chinmae, being the amazing guy that he was, was there through his recovery and encouraged to continue to train despite the struggles that he was constantly facing.

Eventually, though, on the 26th of December 2003, Yunho debuted in TVXQ as their leader. Chinmae was there in the crowd to cheer him on along with his parents and once the showcase was over, he was able to hang out with them.

“I wanted to talk about us.” Chinmae asked softly as they cuddled on the couch in the dorms. 

“Yeah?” 

“With you doing all of this in Seoul, me in Gwangju, I guess I wanted to know if you still wanted to be what we are.” They didn’t really have a name for it, it certainly wouldn’t be boyfriends given that their families would most certainly disown them if that was ever something that was brought up, but Chinmae deserved to know the truth of what Yunho was thinking. 

“I’m glad you’ve mentioned something because I do think we should talk about it.” Yunho nodded. “I think we should continue being friends… what we had was nice… but I can’t do this… I’m sorry.”

Chinmae was a good sport about it. He understood the climate was not one for accepting those who don’t follow the exact social guidelines better than anyone. He would continue to support the members, especially when Jaejoong, Yunchun and Junsu had ended up leaving and he was still supporting as Yunho went into the 21st year of his career.

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petal jumped on me in the middle of the night. i've never been so scared in my life.

i have two cats, jelly who is 2 and petal who is 1.

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felix and hyunjin

No one had told Hyunjin that Felix was upset. Hell, not even Felix. He just sort of knew, appearing at Felix and Seungmin’s apartment with Kkami and a bar of chocolate.

Seungmin didn’t even bat an eye, continuing with his drama as Hyunjin slipped into the Australian’s bedroom quietly.

“Hey.”

Felix was in bed, scrolling on his phone, just pondering everything that was going on, working out how long it would be before he could next see his family.

“Oh, hey Jinnie.” He smiled, putting his phone down on the covers. “You brought Kkami?”

“Yeah. I got the sense you needed Jinnie time, so I got my baby and came over.” Hyunjin sat himself down by the younger’s feet and set Kkami down who went straight for Felix’s cuddles.

“You sensed?” Felix softly scoffed. “You’re really odd sometimes.”

“You’re welcome.” 

The two sat in silence for a while. Felix just petting Kkami and Hyunjin worked on a drawing that he had left in Felix’s bedroom the last time he was over. Neither of them felt like they needed to talk, just relishing in each other’s company. It was nice, homely. And just what Felix needed. So by the time it was time for Hyunjin to return back to his own apartment he shared with Changbin, Felix had something to say.

“I didn’t think i needed it, but thank you for being there for me, even just for a few hours. Things have been hectic lately.”

“It’s okay Lixie. You don’t need to thank me.” Hyunjin shot the younger a soft smile. “Sometimes we all just need someone to be there. You’d do the same for me, right?”

“Absolutely.”

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a wip for you

Author's notes:

i hope you like this

Chan knew that moving 3 hours from Iksan to Seoul was a risk.

He knew that leaving everything that he had known for his whole life to go to Seoul to become a trainee was a risk.

He knew that he needed to do it, though.

There was nothing more in the whole entire world that he wanted to do more then perform on stage with people shouting his name, with people he had worked so hard with.

He knew how hard they all worked to get to this point.

“So, why do you want to do more solo activities? Bumzu asked quietly, having pulled the youngest into his potion of the Universe Factory as Jihoon was taking a well deserved rest back at his new apartment.

“No particular reason, Hyun. I just thought since we’re only doing tour for the next few months that I should start seeing what else is out there for me. I want to choreograph for other groups, make up dances and post them online, maybe even make a song or two. It doesn’t have to be major, full-on fleshed out, a proper project. I just want to try something new and see where it takes me.”

“Okay.” Bumzu smiled and nodded. “You can work on things if you want to and we can look at releasing it some time after you finish up the tour, okay?”

Chan couldn’t help the massive smile that appeared on his face, nor the hug that he made the elder get into. “Thank you, thank you, thank you Hyung. You have no idea how much this means to me.”

“I think I have an idea.”

And it was meant to only be something that Chan worked on quietly. It was never meant to be something that anyone found out about. Certainly not Vernon. His boyfriend would never understand, Vernon could work on solo things, it was something that he had always been able to do, with the best permission from the company, the best staff working on it, the most amount of time given to a project that would only increase Vernon’s fame, not the other members. Chan didn;t think it was too much to ask that Chan could do something for himself for a change.

“You… you don’t want me to do this?” Chan asked, holding so tightly onto the papers he was holding, they were threatening to collapse.

“No, you need to focus on the group, what are you thinking?” Vernon was beside himself. They were all working so hard on trying to change things up in anticipation of when Jun and Jeonghan leave them for some time. There was no time for Chan to do his silly little so activities that wouldn’t matter in the grand scheme of things. 

“I’m thinking I want to do something for myself for a change, Babe.” 

“The selfish thing?” Vernon sighed. “Who did you ask about this stupid idea? Seungcheol-hyung? Bumzu-hyung? PD-nim? I’ll need to sort whatever mess you made and smooth things out.” He huffed, incredulity dripping everywhere from  his pores. “I cannot believe you did this.”

Chan just stood in disbelief. He hadn’t even started anything and already he was upsetting people with his choices. Being the maknae of a group so extensive had never felt so lonely, but Chan was certainly feeling the pain now.

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Chan and Jihoon

“You know… out of all of the members, I did not expect to see you there.” Jihoon said upon opening the door to the member who knocked.

“Hyung’s sent me out of rehearsals. I have a fever.” Chan sighed, his voice sounding as rough as he felt. The feeling had creeped up during the dance practice. He had woken up with a bit of a headache, but now it was making him feel cranky. The air around his skin felt a tad too cold added with the fact that he felt boiling hot and to top it all off, his stomach was feeling a little uneasy under his shirt.

“Okay. Come in. We’ll get you something for your fever.” Jihoon opened the door more, ushering the maknae into his studio. “When did you start to not feel well?”

“I had a headache this morning, but I started to feel worse during rehearsals.” Chan closed his eyes open laying down on the sofa, grateful for the blanket being gently laid on top of him.

“Fair enough, we’ve been working hard recently. Just stay here, I’ll be back in a moment.” Jihoon said, walking quickly out of his studio to the kitchen to get a bottle of water, something to eat that would be easy on Chan’s stomach and a bucket just in case everything went wrong. What he didn’t expect when he came back in was Chan to be out cold, clearly too exhausted by whatever had come over him to even stay awake for some medication that would help keep him comfortable. He sighed, placing the bottle and crackers on the side table and the bucket on the floor. “Sleep, yeah?”

Chan just snuffled a little, clearly way too deep in sleep to hear.

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i'm not even American, but i would move there and vote for ms harris or literally the former prime minster of the UK then ever think of voting for that bloke

if u voted for trump, I mean this in the most disrespectful way possible, I do not want anything to do with you. Not only did you vote against basic human rights and equality, you decided rascism, homophobia, islamophobia, transphobia & misogynistic behavior wasn't a deal breaker. i do not want your follow or support ! thank you.

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the unpresented life

Author's note: The fic is under the break because I didn't know where to put the break that will make the most sense.

What this fic includes: Alpha, Beta, Omega dynamics, Mpreg implications, Minho going through it.

Chan was obviously the Pack Alpha. Changbin was also Alpha, Hyunjin was surprisingly a Beta. Jisung was their first Omega, Felix another Beta, Seungmin a Alpha and Jeongin was…

“Jeongin is your second Omega, congratulations!” The doctor announced with a smile, helping the maknae up from the bed that he was laid down on, getting the scan done to identify what his secondary gender. Minho couldn’t help his smile, he was proud to know such a person like Yang Jeongin who had been able to get through everything that they had dealt with during their time so far in Stray Kids but now was graced with the ability to have children. Jisung had expressed early on when Minho and him were just talking late one evening that he would never choose to have children as he doesn’t want to potentially give them anxiety, which is understandable and that meant that the likelihood of their little Pack having a baby laid with the other members.

Shortly before Chan’s 21st birthday, the leader had come up in a high fever, the first indication of presentation being on the horizon. He was whisked away to the doctors who send them onto the hospital for proper testing when they confirmed the good news that their leader was an Alpha. Once he was much more settled, they all talked and agreed that they would become a Pack but with the stipulation that if they wanted to move on, get partners and make one of themselves, that they were free to do that. They wouldn’t also be at risk of being made to leave the group if they wanted to leave the Pack either and vice versa. Woojin was still a member of their little group despite doing his own thing after all.

However… MInho couldn’t help but feel a little left out. He had his pack necklace still in it’s box, waiting for the day that the fever would come and show him his future. 26 was a older age to present, but it was not the latest as the doctor had reminded him. There was a possibility that he might just not present which had even happened to the doctor himself.

“There is no shame in this, Minho, okay?” He gently patted the then-24-year-old during one of his bi-monthly check-ins. 

And for all intents and purposes, Minho was never left out of anything, not even when Jisung and Jeonign went through their heats and could only be comforted by being with those who loved them. Jisung always insisted in being hugged by the elder, but… It was a little bit odd knowing that he might not be able to have children either by himself or giving that to someone else, but that was something that Chan and Changbin had talked to him about that. Even Hyunjin and Felix helped in ways that they didn’t realise as they were as close to Minho’s experience out of the members. Neither of them had the fears of their new subgenders affecting their health in ways that could take away from their activities, or where the fit into the dynamics, it felt like there was some camaraderie there even if it was not ten/ten.

“And Lee Know, a question for you.”

Minho hummed, looking up to the interviewer on the other side of the radio desk. He liked IDOL RADIO, they understood to not ask prying questions and were always respectful towards his life.

“Fans have noticed that you have been absent from a number of schedules due to poor health, are you much better now?”

“Yes, I am doing lots better now.” Minho pulled the microphone closer towards himself to pick up his voice better. “Stays know that I am still un-presented and sometimes that causes some health issues including getting more colds then those who are presented and those who are under 20 years old. I was in hospital for a week, but only for observations and I am taking some time before getting back into schedules fully. Thank you.” He pushed the microphone away gently, taking Jisung’s offered phone and smiled as the younger squeezed it.

“Okay?” MInho nodded, giving another smile to Jisung. “Don’t worry about it, you’re much better now and we love you.”

And it wasn’t long before he had another question to answer.

“Do you mind sharing more pictures of Soonie, Doongie and Dori?”

“Of course I can!” Minho uncharacteristically chuckled. “I didn’t realise they were that wanted. But of course I’ll post them… On Instagram?”

The host nodded, quickly moving to yet another question for a different member and it wasn’t long before they were wrapping up the radio session.

“STAY, please listen to our latest song and watch performances, yeah?” He asked, looking to the other members as they gave encouraging smiles. Maybe life like this wasn’t so bad? He had a family and a job, what more could Minho want?

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I would never say that I’m jealous, but I’m sad seeing all of my old classmates graduating from university.

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I just got the most silly phone call from one of my local college asking if I knew the course I applied to and why I applied to it. Like... yeah, I know.

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boop?

i just had a right mare trying to figure out what the effing jeffing hell booping was.

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Seonghwa and Mingi

Trigger warning: Panic attack.

The eldest of the group felt like he was actually dying.

“Hyung, you need to breathe, okay?” Mingi whispered, rubbing in between Seonghwa’s shoulders as he was sobbing into his arms, almost hyperventilating about simply going in for the title recording.

“I-I-I can’t d-do this.” Seonghwa literally sobbed. “Please don’t make me.”

Mingi wanted to do everything in his power to not make Seonghwa have to perform. He didn’t want to force the elder in the slightest, but the title track really needed to be recorded and Seonghwa hadn’t recorded anything for it yet.

“I know, but we need to get this done soon or else the producers are not going to have anything to look over tomorrow.”

“Please.” Seonghwa’s tears were not stopping despite the pain increasing in a tight band across his forehead. “I can’t do this Mingi, please don’t make me go in there.”

It only made him feel even worse, so Mingi took the choice into his own hands. He wouldn’t make the elder do it if he didn’t feel like he could do it. Consequences be damned. “I won’t do anything you don’t want to do.” Mingi pressed a kiss into Seonghwa’s neck. “Just breathe, okay? In through the nose, out through the mouth.”

“I-I can’t.” Seonghwa felt he was dying. “I’m scared,”

“I know, I know.” Mingi rubbed Seonghwa’s back. “But you need to breathe Hyung, otherwise you’re going to be sick. Just please take a breath for me, please Hyung. In through the nose, out through the mouth. Once you’re a little more calm, we can go outside for some fresh air.”

It took a while. Mingi reassuring the eldest that he would not be made to record for the title track until he was ready. Seonghwa asking if the producers would be upset with them. Mingi telling him that it didn’t matter if he was getting this upset about it. Seonghwa asking for some proper food when they eventually got back to their dorms. But eventually both Mingi and Seonghwa were relaxing outside of the company, on a bench that was close by, just listening to the world go by around them.

Neither of them exchanged words, mainly because neither knew what to say and Seonghwa’s throat was hurting from all of the crying. But they would try again the next day, and the next, and the next until Seonghwa could face it. 

They did everything as a team, so they could deal with this too.

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Let's see if this works

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magical realism?

I was reading a fic last night and it had some magical realism in it. Magical realism includes something like Rapunzel's hair from Tangled. Or Elsa from Frozen with her magical powers. It's the advent of magic being in the real world and it just sort of fitting in there.

I guess also Harry Potter, however that is presented as a more fantastical thing and it not be normal where magical realism is more along the lines of those things (magical elements of life) being normal, that there are observed by a large group of society and are a part of their life.

The fic would be with Wooyoung from ATEEZ, members of Stray Kids and TXT.