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okay guys. this blog is officially archived and after this post, you won’t see anymore activity on it. if you still want to follow me and my antics, I’ll be on the following blogs:

@kindpan | @metfate | @ofkinetic

however, please be warned:  If you are an undertale blog, I will be very VERY picky  about who I follow back. I don’t want a repeat of everything that has happened here, that’s why I branched Charisse  into an oc blog. 

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BURSTS THROUGH THE DASHBOARD.

Why yes. Hello. Long time no see. It’s certainly been a while. I miss you all. Not a day goes by without me thinking of my smol kind child, and all of the fun ( and painful ) antics we had together. And I got to thinking, and thinking some more, and I’ve come to a conclusion.

Charisse is one of my strongest muses I have ever written.

I’ve put so much time into this child, so many alternative verses. So many ideas, time, love, and care put into her development that I just can’t let go.

So here’s what I’m going to do:

I’m making this blog an archive, and repurposing the URL. With it, I’ll be making an independent OC blog for Charisse. NOT Undertale specific. NOT Undertale oriented. Independent OC.

BECAUSE OF THIS I will be picky about what Undertale blogs ( if any ) that I’ll be following back on it. It’s no offense to any if you guys, but I’m still slowly getting back into this fandom after a negative experience.  I love every single one of you so very much and so very dearly. 

I’ll post a link to the official blog, or you can probably just search kindpan again and you’ll find the new blog I’m sure. 

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                                “ All right, but I’m NOT holding back! ”                                                                            Ready?         START!

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I’m done guys. I’m sorry. I’m taking a break from this fandom. I may make Charisse another separate blog, as a fandomless oc bc I still have such a strong muse for her. But I’m just.... I need a break.

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I care.        I care a lot.                It’s kinda my thing.

Leslie Knope  (via felicitysmoak)

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@boneafides; take care, okay? i'm so sorry this toxic fandom has become this way. you don't deserve this. <3

You know who really doesn’t deserve this? The people who have been victimized by the hate. And yes, I say victimized.

They’re victimized by call out posts and that dumb, stupid blog to allow others to anonymously send hateful words as an excuse to  ‘vent.’ When you could send constructive criticism, using words that aren’t hateful.  Those who go through that amount stress, all because you don’t agree with someone’s opinions,  they don’t deserve that.

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ɪɴᴅᴇғɪɴɪᴛᴇ sᴇᴍɪ - ʜɪᴀᴛᴜs ɴᴏᴛɪᴄᴇ

( limited activity from here on out. )

I’d really hate to do this to you guys and to myself, but it’s really for my own good. My muse for Charisse has never died, nor will it ever. But I’ll be completely straight and honest with you guys:

This fandom is getting stressful and toxic.

That’s right. You all know it. I love everyone here, all of my friends are here. And here is how my activity will be limited: I’ll only thread with those I really feel close to. With threads and plots that we talk about over Skype. I’m keeping it to a minimal because I can’t promise when I’d get back on to reply, and those who talk to me a lot will know and understand why.

But this fandom is starting to become toxic, something that I don’t want to see or watch happen. My heart breaks for those who have become victims of hate, and I can’t help but feel like I’m already walking on egg shells in this fandom. 

I’ll still be logging on here and there, to thread and write replies to some of my friends. But I won’t be posting starter calls, I  won’t be posting any self promos, and I’m not too sure I won’t remake this blog for a fresh start.

That being said, I’m also leaving for a vacation in Disney World  June 20th - 27th. So activity on all of my blogs will be limited.

That added onto being busy in real life, I just can’t find the time to constantly be on all of my blogs. If you still want to follow me on my writing journey, below will be my s.kype for contact and a list of other blogs I’ve made over my limited activity here.

I love all of you, don’t get me wrong. I still love it here, so very much. I love Charisse as my muse and she hasn’t died ever  since I made this blog. But lately all I see are stressful situations and it’s starting to get uncomfortable. I’m sorry, guys. My s. kype is below the cut if you ever, and I mean ever need to talk to someone.

s. kype: reniganji

list of current blogs: 

Kida ( from Atlantis ) @atlantisborn

Moana ( yes I know I have a problem, but it won’t be super active until the movie comes out and I’ve seen it. ) @holoana

Young Justice / Marvel oc ( probably will become my main. ) @ofkinetic

Skyward Sword OC ( Zelda ) @windguided

Kaede Kayano ( from Assassination Classroom ) @notweak

Meela ( from the webcomic Strays. ) @strayborn

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What's your favorite food? What's your favorite thing to cook?

                                 “ Oh ---- my favorite food? It’s apple pie.                                     I love to cook it, too. It takes a lot of work,                                     but it’s worth it in the end. ”

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When you get this, respond with 5 things that make you happy. Then send to the last 10 people in your notifications anonymously.

Oh oh? Five things that make me happy? Sure! In no particular order they are:

- My family and the love of my life.- My friends !!!!- DISNEY.- Drawing and photography.- My dog.

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i mean being kind is great and all but seriously what the heck is going on what caused all this drama????

I’m not going into detail, and I won’t speak of the matter any further. 

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                                   “A bit of positivity never hurts”

                         A positivity account aimed at the Undertale fandom.

                                    Rules || FAQ || Mod || Art Credit

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wait what's happening im so confused

you know what isn’t happening, fam?

Kindness.

Kindness isn’t happening. Everyone is bullying and hating, making people feel like absolute crap. When being the better person andmoving on, letting go, and not letting them win is the better way to go. I’m not going into detail, and I won’t speak of the matterany further. 

But my friends, please, keep kindness on your mind and in yourheart.

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logs on charisse for the first time in a little bit sees nothing but drama, hate, and bullying mmmmmmmmmmnope not a good  day for a return.

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“@ EVERY MUTUAL & NON-MUTUAL IN THE UT COMMUNITY!!

Recently I’ve noticed that it isn’t only my dash that’s been pretty dark & heavy. A lot of my mutuals haven’t been feeling so hot here, either. And I’m sure a lot of my non-mutuals out there are feeling the same. It kinda makes people feel pretty low and lose hope, so I thought I’d go ahead and say to not only my mutuals ( you should know who you are ) but to my non-mutual babes out there, too.

Keep your chins up, darlings. Stay strong, be kind. I’ve been seeing a lot of you battling through some rough times right now but I still have hope for all of you! There are so many of you that are fighting some hard fights right now, and I strongly encourage that you continue to do so.WIN!! Don’t give up too easily. And if you’re feeling pretty bad for not being so active with your blog or with your writing, it doesn’t make you any less of a roleplayer/writer here. Everyone’s got their personal lives. Your portrayals are all unique, you’re all talented with your own twists on your muses. You’re all outstandingly incredible writers, you can’t argue with me about it, either.

Your health comes first. If you’re looking for a sign showing that someone cares out there tonight, this is your sign. You, yourselves, are top priority here, beauties. Your partners would want you to be okay, trust me, they’d much rather know you’re healthy + safe than unhealthy + not-so safe.

You’re only human and so am I. It’s okay to feel low every now & then, to ask for a dose of positivity and reassurance. Go at your own paces, take care of yourselves. How are you supposed to be here if your health isn’t in good condition? You’re a DELIGHT to have here, believe it or not. Take a hot bubble bath, pamper yourselves, and please: remember that all of you are loved. Whether you know me or not, this message still applies to you.

For your sake & everyone else’s, take care of yourself. You’re extremely appreciated & admired. If you’re fighting depression right now, know there’s someone out there ( myself, included ) who’s rooting for you and waiting for you to be in good conditions again so they can continue to love you unconditionally. Don’t give up. Don’t stop doing what you love doing here because you think you aren’t wanted. We’re all here for you & love you. So look alive out there, sweethearts.

And keep fighting because all of you are such amazing people. Love yourselves. & remember: You’re all strong winners. xoxo

( ps. @ the owner of utpcsitivity, thank you, too, for being here to make messages like these possible & available for the public to see. xxxx )

~submitted by @mettatoniic

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hey. you. yes, you.                                                i’m talking to you.

as i understand it, the undertale fandom has been going through a lot of, um… toxicity issues with hate blogs, antis, and all sorts of tripe at an all-time high lately, and i’m just as upset about it as anyone else, so i decided that a little bit of something else might be in order, something a little CHEERIER. a proposition, if you will.

do you see that blog? yes, that blog over there. the one whose presence just brightens your day seeing them. you know the one. or the two. or the many of them. have you ever been too afraid to approach them, just to tell them that they are someone great and deserve lots of love for their portrayal, their writing, their art, or hell, just their existence as a person? their sweet personality? their overall contribution to the fandom and to the roleplaying scene as a whole? well, let me tell ya something, as someone who’s been on both sides of the fence: spreading positivity is a wonderful, beautiful thing. please don’t be nervous. we are very very happy to hear that people enjoy us and what we do. everyone does. go on. give those blogs some love. even a lil compliment can turn someone’s day around. spread some smiles.

is someone having a bad day? sometimes, they may need some space, and other times, they need a nudge, a reminder that they are loved. if they need that reminder, who says you can’t be the one to give it to them? remind them how precious they are. it’s not a command, but a suggestion, a suggestion of giving lots of love. i do believe in karma, that people who give affection will receive it, even if not immediate in that moment. treat people as you want to be treated.

if you feel unloved, please remember that you are loved. hi, i love you. did you know that? you’re spectacular and i love ya. someone else surely does, too. and someone else else. and someone else else else. if you feel sad, like the fandom’s roller coaster has brought you to believe that what you enjoy, what you do has been trash, think. just think of the people who do love you. if it’s tough to believe, which trust me, i’ve been there, you don’t have to think of a mass of people. start with one, one nice guy, one nice person who said something good to you. maybe then, you’ll remember more, and it’ll snowball into a larger picture of just how appreciated you are. then, spread some more love yourself. add to that. be that person someone will think of when they are sad, and be that change. the chain will continue. people will smile. it all starts with you.

and this is how it begins with me, with my informing you that things can change, and that i believe in you, yes, you, and everyone else that they can make a change. i also want to set aside the time to say this in particular:

i love you guys. okay? ♥

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Send ☮ and a url, and I’ll write positivity about that blog!

There has been some hate blogs about fandoms popping up recently. let’s show them who’s boss.

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THAT’S RIGHT UNDERTALE FANDOM. LET’S STICK TOGETHER AND IGNORE THE HATE. We are a fandom full of love, kindness, and helpfulness. Yeah we have our huge problems, especially recently, but that shouldn’t stop us from being the fandom we used to be and still are. Be there for one another as you always have been. Spread the love and kindness. Spread good words and cheer. Be the better person and don’t give people who want to see us crash the benefits. You are SO MUCH BETTER than that. I believe in every single one of you.