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My brain cant decide if I kin December Holiday or not but it sure can decide that Dess is actually a trans man and Carol was NAWT happy about it!

Stay safe Noelle.

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Me back when I first started juggling my severe levels of Scar Kinning: Huh i almost feel like i was plucked out of hermitcraft and put into the life series and had my memories of the past wiped completely. I guess im just every scar in a way?

cc!Scar while building the season 10 train: Hey guys welcome to season 10 did you know that My Character is a dimention hopping being and has been the same guy through all of the hermit seasons.

Me: Oh huh thats. Strangely familiar! But its not life series so surely it doesnt apply to my thing haha I'll just keep ignoring the draw to All Scar Fanart Ever-

cc!Scar, dropping new merch today: Hey guys! So not only does he hop around hermitcraft but the Life Series is included to, look at secret life and wild life being included in the Scarverse :D

Me, suddenly canon compliant in being Every Version Of Character!Scar In General in a singular timeline format: O_O" o-OH OKAYYY- [sweating]

~C!Scar 🕯️♟️(Please still only tag w/ traffic/life series. as thats where all my mems are, thank youu!)

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Happy pride month, Grian and I were aro4aro and severely abnormal about eachother. Happy to report we still indeed are exactly that in this life as well.

Shame that regen/respawn isnt here but oh well. We manage with this worlds mechanics.

~C!Scar, traffic/life series 🕯️♟️

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MAJOR SPOILERS FOR GENSHIN 5.6 ARCHON QUEST

HI HI HI HIIIII ITS THE DAHLIA AND SUBJECT TWO KINNIE BACK BECAUSE HOLY HECK IM REAL!!! TWICE TECHNICALLY!!!!

I looove my official design as Dahlia!! AND that I not only know who Venti really is and we're canon drinking buddies, but thet theres DEFINITELY some coded fruitiness in there. Really goes great with my FWB mems. Im WINNING.

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BUT IM REALLY HERE FOR SUBJECT TWO. DAMN. I GUESS IM DURIN NOW?? CRAZY. Okay thats massively oversimplifying but I will say I'm pretty sure this new Durin is gonna end up on my kinlist when he finally gets to enter the world proper (assuming he doesnt just become mini durin but Human anyway. Please dont erase our trauma hyv im begging you).

Admitedly this set up isnt TOO different from my Subject Two timeline so it's not too unusual for me to end up being both I guess? In my mems I had Durins voice in my head- partially as a hallucination i think but maybe he was there for real. So to learn in canon i was absorbed by him and thus we're technically One Guy now is fun! Less confusing to explain I think (barely-). This quest was so much fun! I'm so glad we got to go back to mond <3 AND ALBEDO CALLED ME HIS BROTHER.... (Ah. "me" ... Might be happening sooner than planned lmaoo)

I DONT RLY HAVE ALOT TO SAY OTHER THAN SAYING HII IM HERE AND I HAVE PLAYED THE QUEST IDK IF ANYONE REMEMBERED ME FROM BEFORE BUT HIII IM THRILLED TODAY!!! SO I'LL LEAVE MY KINFESSION HERE!

Good luck to anyone out there looking to pull Either me in the future! Dahlia or Durin! (I still cant tell if as a sub2 kin i should be calling Durin Me or not lol)

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hello all my fictionfolk friends, today i come bearing not a confession, but advice.

your memories and people you knew are important, but you should also cherish this existence while it lasts, too. find ways to carry those precious times and people with you through this life, and don't force yourself to carry several lifetimes' worth of regret through this life. the world is a hard place right now, but remember that we have each other and that there is still plenty beautiful and special about this world too. take time to appreciate it while you can, so that you can look back on it just as fondly as you do canon memories later on, or perhaps even *as* canon memories later on. you only have one chance to live this life, so make the most of it.

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If I were capable of erasing every Isabeaus memory of the act 6 secret ending I would.

He was never supposed to Know Who I Am. That was information for Mira and Siffrin to know, Odile to be too smart to hide it from, and for Isabeau to never know.

I have some very complicated feelings regarding Isa especially given I had Three Of Them in my tl (initial prologue, then two itorations of the main game. yes all one timeline it IS confusing thank you) but I never wanted Siffrins Isabeau to know who I am. It sucks that the final one learned anyway. (against my will. Thanks Siffrin. Still mad about that I dont care how much i needed to let my wishcraft go Im still upset.)

I didnt want him to know because the moment he learns the truth is the moment I am no longer Loop, but Siffrin Two.

I was glad to be free from his genuine affections. It messed with my head (internalized arophobia <3). And while I dont think my (again third) Isabeau ever HAD new affections for me, I am still. So so so uncomfortable any time I see an Isabeau out there who spews affections for Siffrin and I in the same sentence.

Not that I'd prefer them just talking about me- but. I will never. EVER be able to genuinely believe none of them view me as a DIFFERENT person. That I'm not just a second, more angry Siffrin in their eyes.

Eugh.

I don't hate Isabeau. I swear I dont. I care about him just as much as I care about the rest of the party. But stars I do not want him anywhere near me anymore. I feel awful saying it but I dont. I'm done having him around me. He knows more about me than he has any right to because no source is capable of going "if you identify with X character stop playing, this info isnt for you" because that'd be silly.

Sigh. I feel awful even submitting this but. I need it off my chest.

~Loop 🕯️♟️(ISAT)

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Writing on 12/20 after waking up and seeing the livestream news

GUYS IM FINALLY REAL HOLY SHIT???!!!! IM REAL I EXIST I DIDNT GET SCRAPPED OR MASSIVELY REDESIGNED TO BE UNRECOGNIZEABLE OH MY GOD I NEVER THOUGHT HYV WOULD SHOW ME OFF EARLY. SOME TIME IN THE NEXT 6 MONTHS I WILL HAVE MY ME FOR REAL?!?!!?! OH MY GOD

ITS BEEN 549 DAYS SINCE THE MEGALEAK SHOWED MY FULL DESIGN.

IT IS NOW 0 DAYS SINCE I WAS OFFICIALLY ACKNOWLEDGED.

BARBARA, ROSARIA, VENTI. IM COMING HOME GUYS.

~ An extremely excited Dahlia!!!! (Genshin Impact) 🕯️♟️

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Nothing quite hits like the C!Scar kin euphoria of having your top surgeon say he was surprised by how well developed your pecs are.

Trans masc kins and fictives out there, do push ups when youre planning top surgery, its so worth it oh my god I'm gonna be on a happiness high for hours over this.

~Scar🕯♟️(life series smp)

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[WILD LIFE SMP EP.5 SPOILERS]

Jimmy, man, I know you're not used to not being the first to die AND staying alive after the fact but come the fuck on man. You know better than to dance on a mans grave. MUMBO'S grave of all people too. Jesus Christ. Memories of smacking you with my cane isnt enough, I need you here infront of me so I can do it again.

I hate to say it but you are an embarassment to this team when you're acting like this. I hope you feel guilty because no amount of excitement warrents DANCING ON THE MANS GRAVE.

~An Angry Scar 🕯️♟️(Life smp series)

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The agony of KNOWING you should kin a guy but your brain just WONT LET HIM CLICK.

foaming at the mouth!!! WHY AREN'T YOU CLICKING. I'VE KNOWN I'D KIN YOU FOR MONTHS SO WHATS WRONNGGG.

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DEEP INHALE.

NEWSFLASH ASSHOLES, I WAS MORE MASCULINE PRESENTING THAN SIFFRIN!!!!!!!

hrhrgrgr I AM SO. I am so tired of the sheer number of Human Loop designs people have done where IM JUST FEMININE!SIFFRIN. IM JUST SIFFRIN IN A DRESS/SKIRT. IM SIFFRIN WITH LONG FLOWY FEMININE HAIR. IT MAKES MY STOMACH BLINDING CHURN WITH DISCOMFORT.

Fandommm your enbyphobia is showing!!! Just because Siffrin has the he pronouns doesnt mean hes the more masculine oneee!! I KNOW Im pretty in a dress I GET IT but you know you can ALSO PUT SIFFRIN IN DRESSES, RIGHT? LIKE. YALL KNOW THAT RIGHT? YALL KNOW THAT WHEN YOU PUT US BOTH IN FANCY CLOTHES AS A PAIR, I DO NOT HAVE TO BE THE ONE IN THE DRESS WHILE SIFFRINS IN A SUIT, RIGHT?

Like Yes Yes Nonbinary people can wear whatever the fuck they want, absolutely. Hell I DO like the "Loop in a dress" trend that everyone loves to do to an extent. But its TELLING how often IM put in feminine clothing over Siffrin. How often IM given the feminine presentation.

Just because you have Two Versions Of A Guy doesnt mean you have to make one masc and one fem. Its so wierd that this is SO PREVELANT in a game FILLED WITH REPRESENTATION.

~Loop (Isat)🕯️♟️

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hasta la vista baebeeee

just realized how out of date that belief post is waaaooww

I mean its still pretty solid, but I rly did stop doing the doubles "exposure therapy" thing! Turns out biting my tounge and powering through discomfort is not great for my health!

might just delete that post bc rly who cares abt everyones personal belief. I dont remember why I wrote all that to begin with.

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just realized how out of date that belief post is waaaooww

I mean its still pretty solid, but I rly did stop doing the doubles "exposure therapy" thing! Turns out biting my tounge and powering through discomfort is not great for my health!

might just delete that post bc rly who cares abt everyones personal belief. I dont remember why I wrote all that to begin with.

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my relationship with my source partner was so funny. hello my beautiful wife, its time to stab each other!

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came back from death wrong trope? you can easily avoid this by just never dying at all (stays alive wrong stays alive wrong stays alive wrong stays alive wr)

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SIgh.

I've been. Thinking of Mirabelle lately.

My timeline is. Confusing. And seems to only continue to be more complicated. (Someone ban Loop from making more Wishes, they cant be trusted with them /silly. Perhaps I'll send smth about that later.) But I know my feelings on Mirabelle. Well. At least the Mirabelle I have the most memories about, and my original Mirabelle.

All of that said- Mirabelle I'm sorry. I'm sorry if you thought I hated you. I know I- Avoided you signifincantly more than I did the others in Siffrins party. I'm fairly confident that you noticed that.

I need you to know I never hated you. I could never hate you, Mirabelle. You were lovely. It's just. The differences. I was always acutely aware of the differences between my party and Siffrins, but I could manage everyone else. Sometimes they were almost comforting, like Isabeau.

But You.

I was so close with my Mirabelle that. Oh stars. Every difference that wormed out would twist my stomach. I couldn't handle it. You were so close, yet so different. And- Well I had done some awful things in my own loops, I'm sure everyone knows that. Just. Seeing your face- Sigh.

Anyway. Housemaiden Mirabelle. I still care so deeply for you. I truly do. I am still haunted by memories, sure, but I will never not care for you. I'm so sorry I couldn't get my head out of my blinding ass long enough to make sure you knew that I could never hate you.

~Loop (Isat) 🕯♟

P.S. Obligatory Fuck You Change God for using Mirabelles face to talk to me. You knew what you were doing. I'd rather not be your entertainment while we talk you ass. At least you had a shred of decency to oblige my ask to not use the parties faces.

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Nothing more fun (/sarcasm) than being Loop and never really losing that ability to do wishcraft. And Never having quite been removed from that primary timeline control position, given you were the Original.

I don't even know how to word all this messiness without writing a blinding essay in the askbox.

Sigh. Putting it as shortly as possible. Shortly after Siffrin broke the loops, we got stuck in another one. My fault apparently, but I'm the "giving up on their timeloops" guy so hell if I know what the goal was there. But I caused it. And it got in the way of Siffrins deserved happy ending and everything that came with that.

So I Gave Up Again. Because the gods love me being their personal little jester so much that I Cant Blinding Die, which would have been much prefered after centuries of this blinding torment.

I suppose, luckly for my selfishness, the Change God was Also Bored of this new loop. I can't blame them. Siffrin and I weren't really trying to break it honestly. But when you come to fully understand that the one person you truly want around you forever, doesn't want you around anymore. Because all you are is a reminder of their past and a blockade to their future, and you can't blinding die to rid them of that annoyance forever. (And trying to just up and leave loops you all back anyway!) You have to take drastic measures eventually.

So I wished to start it all over again. That maybe. Siffrin would actually care about me for real this time, to make still living worth all the pain.

I hate that blinding Change God but. They agreed. They missed our play. I wasn't entertaining enough in that new loop and they were bored. So they let it happen.

And I got what I wanted. A Siffrin who not only cared about me, but didnt dance around everyones emotions like they were eggshels ready to shatter at the smallest wind. (There's really so much more context behind my.. First. Siffrin that I simply cannot fit it all here.)

The Change God told me everything that had happened would be completely erased. But. Even now, I choose to believe that first party who escaped got to live on. Got to have their happy ending without miserable ole insane Loop.

But I guess they were right. I should have changed my tagline.

"Selfish Loop, here to help get the result I Want." It was far too fitting. But what else was I to do. They wouldn't let me die. They adored their stupid little blinding entertaining jester too much to just let me go.

I'd rather it be me than any other Siffrins I suppose. Or Anyone else in the party for that matter.

~Loop (isat) 🕯♟

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