kithmet

[kithmet]

you're not turning your fandom hobby into a job are you? giving yourself deadlines and quotas that you have to meet? focusing on the numbers instead of your enjoyment of the act of creation?

[kithmet]

I want it [Buck's next relationship] to feel fun, flirty, and lived in throughout its, assuming it's a long-term thing, domestication. I just want it to feel like a good time. – OLIVER STARK

We gotta figure something out with Eddie. But I think the next relationship should be something life-changing that it just throws him off for a loop. – RYAN GUZMAN

EVAN BUCKLEY AND EDDIE DIAZ THROUGH THE SEASONS

9-1-1 on FOX / ABC (2018 – ...)

[kithmet]

evan buckley // how to be a dog, andrew kane

[kithmet]

back on the kitchen fight once again. eddie recruiting the specter of everyone else - 'can you blame us', 'nobody knows how to talk to you' - when it's like. it's just you, eddie. you're the one who doesn't know how to talk to him. earlier in hen and karen's kitchen trying half-jokingly to offload the responsibility of telling buck about the job onto hen, getting shot down. and then buck did find out from someone else, because other people can talk to him about this. but not eddie.

and back to 7x05: 'he'll love you like we all do'. safe, distancing. a peculiar choice of words, given that the context is expressly a romantic interest. but eddie's always got to express his feelings at a distance. 'do you know how much christopher misses you'. 'heard some dick was being mean to you'. how does eddie feel about buck? that's not the point. it's about christopher. it's about everyone else, anyone else.

normal bestie things, or whatever.

[kithmet]

the deepest secret nobody knows

buddie | rated T | 50k

post-lightning, canon divergence, and magical realism... but what it really comes down to is buck and belonging, and eddie. so proud of this one <3

He grasps at consciousness as he listens to Eddie moving around, the bed dipping close to him. Everything smells familiar here, like them, him and Eddie, and the bit of him that’s still able to think realizes he hasn’t been afraid of falling asleep. That he hasn’t been thinking about waking up in that other place, that he hasn’t wondered if he’s halfway to the grave, if he’s going to end up in that not quite right dream again. That he knows where he belongs, and he wants to keep it. He wants it, desperately wants it, more than anything he’s ever wanted, and he has it, he’s not going to destroy it, and it’s a relief, knowing that.

After getting struck by lightning, Buck’s emotions have been a tidal wave. As always, Eddie’s there to catch him.

Or, Buck and belonging.

[kithmet]

Ethiopian wolf (Canis simensis) by Will Burrard-Lucas

[kithmet]

Kiki's Delivery Service (1989) dir. Hayao Miyazaki

[kithmet]

this is normal, ow, why is my sock wet ☺️

Eddie kisses him in the kitchen; a simple brush of lips, a palm on a warm cheek. Buck’s soapy hands hesitate for a few heart stopping moments before they curl into his sleep tank, pull him close, and then he’s kissing back with a sigh. 

There’s no particular reason he chose this moment, this day. Only this: Buck at the sink, his beautiful back beneath a grey oversized tee, washing dishes from the breakfast he’d made for Chris after turning off Eddie’s alarm to let him sleep. The sight of it had finally snapped his last thread of resolve, and all the reasons he’d come up with not to cross that line seemed utterly insignificant in the face of Buck in the soft morning light, humming out of tune to whatever song was playing through his phone speakers.

And now the dance is done, the line firmly, finally crossed, and he gets to have this — Buck pressing their bodies together with a hand splayed on his lower back, the other curled around his ribs. He gets to feel the way Buck’s breathing changes under his hands, hear the sound he makes when Eddie opens his mouth and licks behind his teeth. 

Buck breaks away, forehead pressed against Eddie’s, and giggles. 

“What’s so funny?” Eddie asks, more out of breath than he reasonably should be from less than a minute of kissing. Buck’s laugh is contagious, and he smiles, chest aching and full in a good way, in a way that makes him want more. 

“Nothing, just—your tongue was in my mouth,” Buck says through his snickering.

Continue reading on AO3

[kithmet]

"Sunrise"

[kithmet]

little debbie please relinquish your crown….

[kithmet]

"Wow, you talk about that character a lot" I want to fuck him.

[kithmet]

Shimmering I and Ghostly Hand, Cecilia Reeve, 2023.

more from the artist: site | instagram | available works

[kithmet]

hi, it seems I’ve grown quite fond of these two lately…. 🥺🤲🏻

[kithmet]

Things Evan 'Buck' Buckley said in S8 9-1-1

[kithmet]

buddie - tear in my heart

@bucksbeagle @eddiessillyrabbit @oopscall911 @sapphicslovepoem @mrs-f-darcy @buckleysclipboard

@team-118 @icebergeddie @fujobobby @throughthelabrynth @allthefandomsiveeverloved @livingincolorsagain

@lookforanewangle @singitforthegirls @eddiegayass @queerprincesseddiediaz @canondiaz @tvuniverse

@sunflower-eddiediaz @juicebuck @butchdiaz @moonlightbuck @wowthatsextra @lilgayweirdperson-orsomething

@rachelazegler @idontknowwhatsgoingonhelp @real-sharena-h @lady-kima-of-vord @fredmundo @inell

@thefantastickatinator @frogs-rule-the-world @soliadiaz @supergaybuddie @transryanguzman @professionalprocrastinator22

@ambitiousbutrubbish @eddiedisasterdiaz @thirdwheelravi @eddiecompetitiondiaz @usercowboy @edmundothediaz

@caroandcats @tusermira @ultimeter @fictionandmusic @stardiazes @rainingpouringetc @themooncallsyou @babydollbuck

if you wanna be added/removed

[kithmet]

Imagine having to wash your best friend’s blood off your body… not knowing if you’re ever going to see him again.

[kithmet]

forever is a feeling

buddie | buck pov | rated e | 2.5k

He shifts to the side and oh—something firm is pressing into his thigh. Okay. That’s—yeah. Maybe this is just a really, really nice dream, he thinks distantly.

Buck presses closer, trying to soak up more of the person’s warmth. In return, they let out a small broken breath and rock their hips a little. Buck smiles to himself. He likes that he made them feel good.

He is drifting in that warm, hazy place just on the edge of sleep when realization strikes. His eyes blink open.

Eddie.

Eddie is in bed with him.

you know what’s happening here.. for the anon who asked for roommates + fluff + bed sharing. sorry it took me a while but here’s some fluffy porn

read on ao3