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daily reminder: fuck trump. fuck ice. and fuck you if you support them.

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tumblr is a pretty tolerable place when you have thousands of people blocked and hundreds of content filters active at all times

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Damien Hirst at Villa Borghese, Rome, 2021

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when i tell u i would die for mei-chan from the toba aquarium….

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Wotakoi: Love Is Hard for Otaku | Wotaku ni Koi wa Muzukashii - chapter 28

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She asks me,

“Is this the life you want to live?”

But of course

You’d already taken

All I had to give.

Or at least that’s what you thought

When you had the chance.

Not even for me,

You fought.

And now I’m supposed to believe

That you’re here on your reprieve,

Trying to retrieve

What you never dared to give.

You took

and took

and took

And I gave

and gave

and gave.

Don’t mistake me

I’m no innocent.

I lied. I hurt. I dismissed.

I bled, too.

But somehow…

you still want this.

Can’t you see?

There’s no going back.

No sacred chant,

No whispered “sorry,”

Can rewind the past.

There is only now

And now I see it

In my friend’s back,

Hunched over his machine,

Typing madness into meaning

Ideas, experiments, concoctions.

What does he think he’ll achieve?

And yet I sit beside him

Another disciple of despair,

Building and building,

Creating and creating,

As if we could save the world.

But the masters?

They’ll gobble it all in greed.

Feast on the marrow of the hopeful.

The colonizers called my people savages,

For dancing barefoot in prayer,

For giving thanks to thunder

And the corn that held us.

Sure, maybe we didn’t know better.

But you buried our temples

To build your churches.

You traded jaguar stone for stained glass,

So you could prey on little lost souls.

And the rest?

They traded humanity for paychecks.

Turned blind eyes

As the priest watched the altar…

Not for God

But for children.

Or so they say

But we know the truth

Like his prayers had been answered.

And only behind a lattice screen

Will that silence forever rot

Locked,

And reeking of holy deceit.

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If I am just balling my eyes out nonstop... why do I still need to piss. Is the eye dehydration not enough?

Well why silly me ...... they are different functions of the body .... of course ..... its just so surreal being in the middle of what feels like drowning in tears and nature wants to call ....

Also just found out our body filters out blood and what's left over becomes piss

Your kidneys are like a coffee filter. They let the "water and grounds" (waste and excess) drip into the pot (your bladder), while the rest of the "beans" (blood cells and important proteins) stay in the filter and go back into your bloodstream.

This existential dread is giving me a normal one .... yeah a normal one ..... call it .... insana-tea

Piss tea .... lol one day I will read this again and ask my self what the fuck was happening

Aug 3 2025 4:16am

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rain | source

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Berserk (ベルセルク) // Kentaro Miura