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The year is 2002.

You’re saving lunch money (starving) to buy manga

You find love in fictional boys and girls,

And real ones too

you don’t think you’ll ever feel so strongly again

(and you wonder now, still)

Life seems so painful already at twelve

At thirty-three not much has changed.

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Birds on Broken Wings

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Good idea

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I got vampyre. It’s real.

hello gay people. find out which otherworldly being is hitting you up on tinder.

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I’m alive

The name of this comic I think is gonna be The Endless Night. I have SIX (6) whole pages done so far but no one can see them yet in case I give up.

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our family

for Ash @unlightenment for the @daisugaauexchange

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If I were to make an OC webcomic based on a DaiSuga fanfic I wrote, what then?

WHAT THEN

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I hate new tumblr. the view post button doesn’t work for me! What am I doing wrong!

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I might be taking a new job that will hopefully have better work-life balance. Meaning I won’t be going around exhausted and soul-crushed all the time. Perhaps I’ll even have energy to draw again!

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My spouse: there’s this new parody of Gangsta’s Paradise on tik tok that goes, “I've churned butter once or twice, living in an Amish paradise!”

Me:

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It’s been 10000 years since I finished a painting but here’s my old Love Nikki avatar who is also an updated version of my apprentice from The Arcana.

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Royalty

A blood oath as payment of his parents' debts, as a boy Suga had been enlisted into the service of the palace guard, a term set to expire on his eighteenth birthday, the day the walls fell, fire set to the castle. The newly minted king too concerned with getting his people out to bother with his own safety. By all rights Suga shouldn't have been there. Hadn't he earned his freedom? A father's debt to a father repaid. Two sons caught in an ambush, a blood oath no longer about blood or an oath. He knew he was a fool to have ever thought otherwise. That this day might come, that he'd walk away from his king-- from his friend-- from the man who he loved.

"Save yourself! Your debt is paid, you owe me nothing." "I won't leave you!"