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Mitzi May ... February's patreon artwork !

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It's been a rough month, this one.

For the devs, fans, and everyone who got involved in the drama in some way or form.

But, after a lot of work on the devs' part, they sent me the document that will explain as much as possible about what has happened behind the scenes.

Just, before you read (if you're a minor, I advise you to avoid this entirely).

The document will talk about heavy themes, such as grooming, p*rn, pedophilia, suicidal intentions, zoophilia, child p*rn and assault, incest and Nazi imagery.

For this reason they can't officially share this on the server, for there's a lot of minors. They asked me to post this on this blog so it could reach people with the proper care.

Whatever you do, let the devs handle this. Do not get involved and run into unsafe territory for their sake. They'll be okay. It's been a lot for them, but they assured me they're doing everything in their power to handle this situation.

And, please, DO NOT harass anyone involved nor mentioned in this document. Nor anyone, for that matter: this has been hard for everyone involved, and it's not attacking one another that this will get solved.

Having said that, here's the document that depicts what has happened on Twitter and everything behind it.

It'll be a lot, but you deserve to know the truth.

I'll be here for anyone who needs a kind ear.

Please stay safe. 💙

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If you are a member of the Billie Bust Up fandom, a fan of BlackGryph0n or anything, I suggest reading this. I have seen some of the worst harassment online in the past few weeks towards these people.

Evidence is so important in this time and the developers are supplying mountains of it. Please take the time to read and learn all sides of this situation.

It's been a rough month, this one.

For the devs, fans, and everyone who got involved in the drama in some way or form.

But, after a lot of work on the devs' part, they sent me the document that will explain as much as possible about what has happened behind the scenes.

Just, before you read (if you're a minor, I advise you to avoid this entirely).

The document will talk about heavy themes, such as grooming, p*rn, pedophilia, suicidal intentions, zoophilia, child p*rn and assault, incest and Nazi imagery.

For this reason they can't officially share this on the server, for there's a lot of minors. They asked me to post this on this blog so it could reach people with the proper care.

Whatever you do, let the devs handle this. Do not get involved and run into unsafe territory for their sake. They'll be okay. It's been a lot for them, but they assured me they're doing everything in their power to handle this situation.

And, please, DO NOT harass anyone involved nor mentioned in this document. Nor anyone, for that matter: this has been hard for everyone involved, and it's not attacking one another that this will get solved.

Having said that, here's the document that depicts what has happened on Twitter and everything behind it.

It'll be a lot, but you deserve to know the truth.

I'll be here for anyone who needs a kind ear.

Please stay safe. 💙

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Dance like nobody cares. Really. Billie definitely doesn't.

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୧ ‧₊˚ 🍄 ⋅ katam☆ri ⋅ 🌱 .𖥔 ݁ ˖

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Barnaby loves you! 💜

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A Crash Course to Kendrick's Super Bowl Performance, from a Black Woman

Note: this does NOT go in depth into all of the song's lyrics. I don't have time to recount two decades of his discography. This is just a summary of the performance itself.

Let's start with the first visual we get:

UNCLE SAM - most notably recognized from WWII American wartime propaganda, Uncle Sam is the personification of American patriotism and freedom. The term "uncle" is also evocative of Uncle Tom from Uncle Tom's Cabin, an abolitionist book that aided in inciting the Civil War. Uncle is also a very common term (both endearment and derogatory) towards Black men (eg. "unc"). Samuel L Jackson was fantastic.

Uncle Sam also resembles a circus ringleader, notable for my next point:

THE GREAT AMERICAN GAME - no, not Super Bowl. The GAG is us the people being pitted against each other: through late-stage capitalism, through the culture war, through class warfare, through being built of the backs of slaves. We are all players in the GAG because none of us on this site were the oligarchs seated at the inauguration.

This is also seen as Kendrick's stage was a Play Station controller. Not only did it remind of circus rings visually, but it was a game battle stage. The Great American Game is a battle royale of the commoners for the amusement of the rich whites.

Remember the foods / Them color was tin and brown / But now they 100 and blue - For this I'll just say, look what the last election said about lowering the price of eggs... and look at the prices now.

The revolution about to be televised / You picked the right time / But the wrong guy - Election 2024 once more. *Edit to add, the first part of this lyric is in reference to the Black Liberation Song "The Revolution Will Not Be Televised" by Gil Scott-Heron. Thanks to everyone who mentioned that.

THE FLAG DANCERS - yes, the dancers formed the US flag... off of the backs of Black people. Not a single white person in sight, and that's true of the cotton pickers in the fields. Plantations are part of how the US came to economic prominence after being a "backwater" colony. Remember tobacco? Cotton? Our bloodlines do. *Edit to add: they also all piled out of a clown car. The US flag in a clown car? Brilliant.

The red and blue dancers are also notable for representing the Crips and Bloods, two infamous street gangs. The dance in Not Like Us is the Crip Walk. I recommend researching more on your own time about them, but just know they are a large part of the stereotype of Black people being "ghetto."

TOO LOUD, TOO RECKLESS, TOO GHETTO. Do you really know how to play the game? - This is exactly what Black people, especially Black men, get told all the time. It's why we change our names on resumes if they sound "too Black." It's why we codeswitch in non-Black company. This is especially rich considering how non-Black people love our culture and love to make money off of us, as the latter part of the quote points to. And it's even more profound during the Super Bowl-- the NFL is majority Black players.

STREET LIGHT A CAPELLA -- "thug" stereotype dancers to counteract the a capella connotations, with Uncle Sam then saying that Kendrick figured out "bringing other street guys around being a culture cheat code." Yes, this is a direct hit at Drake (listen to "Not Like Us") but also politically. Look up "model minority". Notably I would point to Candace Owens, or the Miami Venezuelan political group that's been in the news recently, especially as this directly led to Kendrick being surrounded by...

DANCERS IN WHITE -- it's white America. That's... that's the allegory.

NOT LIKE US TEASER -- Kendrick says "Not Like Us" is "their favorite song." -> he means white people specifically here. It comes after he's surrounded by all white dancers, the women around him who are his call and response are also in white (my opinion, they represent the industry). He's saying "Not Like Us" is the favorite of yts because it is about BLACK MEN FIGHTING. This again is reflected in the video game stage and ringleader Uncle Sam.

SZA -- instead of giving what they want, we see SZA. She's one of Drake's exes and Kendrick has always supported her.

ALL THE STARS -- This was in the first Black Panther movie, which I recommend you watch. Rest in Power Chadwick. Notably, this movie was incredibly mainstream as a major Marvel movie, and then we have Uncle Sam say...

"THAT'S WHAT AMERICA WANTS: NICE AND CALM. DON'T MESS THIS UP" -- translation: Marvel (the industry, America, etc.) wanted a safe, semi-pop song because white American likes safe pop songs, not Kendrick's usual heavy rap style about his life as a Black man! Don't mess up what you've got going mainstream for having this "Black rap feud" with Drake, who is an R&B model minority to white people because he's safe.

So what does Kendrick say?

IT'S A CULTURAL DIVIDE / IMMA GET IT ON THE FLOOR -- He was warned not to be political or apologetically Black for this Super Bowl performance, but he is using this big stage opportunity to speak out.

40 ACRES AND A MULE / THIS IS BIGGER THAN THE MUSIC -- 40 acres and a mule are what the freed slaves were promised. Instead, this land went to white sharecroppers. Research Jim Crow laws.

THEY TRIED TO RIG THE GAME / BUT YOU CAN'T FAKE INFLUENCE -- rig the election, rig the industry like with model minority Drake, rig the Great American Game with culture war to distract from active class warfare.

NOT LIKE US -- the only thing I'll mention because it made me holler is Serena Williams crip walking on Drake's metaphorical grave. She's another one of his exes.

TURN THE TV OFF -- exactly like he said! The TV is a distraction, the Super Bowl is a distraction, the mainstream news is often a distraction. Turn it off and get with your people!

GAME OVER — could not see this on my stream but at the end of the performance, the lights in the stadium spelled this out. The world is watching, America…

In conclusion, Kendrick Lamar is a visionary and thank you for coming to my TED Talk.

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Super Bowl: ❌

Superb Owl: ✔️

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Hehehehe....

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新年快乐 🎊 Happy Lunar New Year!!

Print available here

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when I’m supposed to work on something else but end up spending my time doing these lil guys

I searched their names in a colour palette generator

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Finally revisited my Billie Bust Up oc, Caspian! I havent used him in so long and I changed a lot about him, but he’s still fun and I love him!! <333

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💚💼Hosea Hayes human💚💼

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Barnaby is out to get you!!

(Experimenting a bit to find my style)

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Nearly 3 years ago I drew some drinks for individual Billie Bust Up characters and I finally redrew them!

These were super fun and I genuinely love drawing beverages, I wanna do more!

The old ones:

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Excerpt from A Pre-Rapture Pictorial History, 3rd Edition, p. 356: “...Of what can be translated from the surviving art and literature, Helianthian Summer solstices were days of song, spent in fields. The Farmer Queen is accredited with the composition of many of these melodies, some of which survive vestigially amongst modern-day citizens of Sanctuary.1”

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It's Barnaby! :D From the unreleased game Billie Bust Up Finally got around to finishing this. I rushed it a little bit, mostly just wanted to draw this to do a cartoon-y style since I don't make full pieces of those very often.