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Cogitation *

I've been in and out with writing in my book, then writing in this notebook.  I really am enjoying the liberation that's manifesting in my life; I couldn’t have asked for a better breakthrough to receive. Going through the things I have going on is definitely a lot, knowing my circumstances, still, I keep smiling and laughing; making other people a priority to shadow the fact that I'm hurting in…

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Parallel Reality*

It’s amazing how I find my peace; the road isn’t difficult, but it also isn’t neat. Many roads will feel confusing; It may appear disorganized, but every journey can include many obstacles. Brief I’m in love and the reciprocity is fulfilling; This is the one team than only needs two – not a club. I feel like one million bucks; my worries has slowly depleted- he prioritizes me within his life;…

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A Delightful Thing to Say*

A Delightful Thing to Say*

Be nice. There’re so many things to be grateful for; I am blessed to have walked through many doors; gathering knowledge for fun; playing around with the matrix, because I am the one! Sanctioned to my morality; adjusting my vision to see a more profound reality; I’ve vowed many times to be humble with a disciplined formality. The need to be successful has passed me; loitering who I am, because…

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Part two*

Auto-pilot sounds- soothing. The chips will inevitably fall how they should. Taking more careful and steady steps – I’m moving. There’s been a shift in the atmosphere, but it didn’t affect the mood. I am forgiving. Laughter is everywhere I am – how ambitious! Yearning to be used for the next blessing – How resilient! I believe patience is a virtue and this moment isn’t finished…

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Affirmative and Secure*

(8) My life is organized, not systematic; I don’t frequent the same routine, it’s an unwanted habit. I am not invisible, though my privacy is sacred. I want the choice to be alone without it being portrayed as hatred. I ask for minimum yet even that is reduced to mediocre; seeing dead ends, to me, is a sign that I’m getting closer.

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Fifty-8*

He tried to give me the world, but I’m from another planet… Belle Haven I’ve been living a Sarah-Jessica Parker life; Only thinking of myself because I’ve made many sacrifices – especially for the thought of being loved. I’ve had my share of paying the price; It’s my time to charge my worth – most have access and it was undeserved; I question myself about it everyday – weighing the outcomes of…

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Potomac River*

It’s cool out, but not enough to shiver; Promises were made as I looked into the mirror; It’s peculiar how others will never see what I see in her. It’s more than financial or a figure – but my mind – it holds many detailed narratives that could paint a vivid picture; every thought there is defined. Nothing’s what it seem; I’ve heard this before. However, is possible that this saying pertained…

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Idolizing the True God*

Idolizing the True God*

Giving Thanks is All* Constantly, I am all over the place; my intentions will keep my son and I complete and safe. Only God move the mountains I’ve tried to climb; although we become impatient, God still reward us with blessing of perfection; He empathized, and took his Holy time. Can anybody besides myself see his mercy and grace? There’re moments where I feel the Holy Spirit all over the place…

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The Beginning

How does this make you feel?

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Part One*

There’s a Lot on My Chest I am releasing as much as I can before there’s an explosion; normally I’m able to somewhat hide it, yet, behind the mask, everything is imploding! Silence isn’t a characteristic that I wear; truth be told, it’s the worst weapon I have – I swear. To believe that validation is the way to righteousness, is naive foolishness; have I gone mad? Did my imagination finally win…

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Pocket Book*

Prioritizing Step by Step* This day I will renew my path. I���m claiming vast things; I am fixed in faith, and so, I am glad. Condensing my thoughts in a way for me to the point. My intentions aren’t to neglect the details; I completely feel what’s important is what I feel internally. Reasoning the statement will not help the pain nor the agony; twenty-four hours or tomorrow aren’t guaranteed. I’m…

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Journal Entry 57

I am always improving my lifeI Am Establish a direct path that leads to moral enlightenment; I long for a lifetime of knowledge over ten seconds of excitement.Expose me to a journey that is free of judgement, and love that is grand; Preserve my peace from the thought of feeling there’s anything I cannot withstand.Bind me with compressions of safety with a nourishing embrace; My flaws allow an…

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Journal Entry fifty6*

Everything’s just as it’s meant to be…I Am New beginnings start right in the middle of it; as said constantly, time will not end here.I caused the most profound change ever made;Mind it all happens at the beginning of the year!I never thought I would discover myself recognizing what I justly deserve; Life has thrown a home run this season, and this time I am ready!I called on God to shift me,…

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rebirth*

I’ve never felt so comfortable; producing energy, I haven’t felt in so long.My life experiences are more personal; definitely, this is where I belong!I love it here; drastically achieving what’s necessary to prepare me for better.I’m walking into my purpose with no fear!Ultimately, things will eventually come together.Bellowing through it caused violent weather; Promises are no more! I only have…

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facing myself *

I can be nervous yet still act with courage…I Am I’m managing my time in order for me to follow this through.Another’s ideal love isn’t what justly makes me complete; I have armor enclosing me.There isn’t a soul that could deem me obsolete.My faith is all I desire to overcome my fears!I am liberated from apathy and doubt toward my abilities;The mannerism I prominently display is where that…

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New Chapter *

I started off quite disassembled;my priorities are sincere.It’s solely channelled to my temple;my heart is where I absolutely feel. And sometimes it hurts; causing me to be attentively crippled.The trauma was one of a kind; you can’texactly forget abuse.However, I still push to live otherwise;my blessings are safe and bristled. I decided to strength the foundation ofmy purpose;walking in love,…

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Talking it Out until it Makes Sense*

Talking it Out until it Makes Sense*

this is not a odd mistake.time is man made. I’m firmly convinced; paranoia is beyond crossing the line or a fence.i question why certain events are exhausted on me;I shouldn’t have to walk through life cautiously.abuse of power is beyond pious!the enemy bears many faces; I’m throwing my faith at him,throughout any crisis.know it’s eternally a prayer, when i feel i may stumble;proudly shouting to…