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[klptrswine]

I wonder if I ever felt love or if it's just been limerence

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I know that I'm idealizing something that's not even there, but it helps me to pretend that someone's healing something that they didn't break.

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"I've always been awkward whenever I knew someone had a crush on me"

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I spend all my morning to calm myself down and then your message hit me and my nervous system went through the roof

[klptrswine]

You made me write again.

[klptrswine]

"Text me if you're free and you'd like to hang out" would be such a basic thing to say if it wouldn't be you saying it after gently getting to know each other.

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It's been a while and every day again and again texting with you makes me feel like I'm 13 and in love for the first time.

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You reminded me that inside jokes are still my favorite love language.

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I love that we had the chance to get to know each other although it'll make me feel empty for a while.

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I hope it wasn't the last time we saw each other, but if it was I'm sure we made the best out of it and I don't regret properly saying goodbye.

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"I told him that you're responsible for his present and he had tears in his eyes. Looking at you now, making jokes about hyperfixating on people and needing time to process he's gone, I gotta say I underestimated the bond you both grew in those couple months."

[klptrswine]

Telling you that I'll miss you and you saying it back was way more wholesome than I expected.

[klptrswine]

My inner child feels so safe with your awkwardness.

[klptrswine]

I've never been so sure to belong with someone and yet so afraid to be rejected.

[klptrswine]

Someone told me today that I've changed and that they never saw me lighten up a room the way I do right now. I feel embarassed and complimented at the same time.

[klptrswine]

Now I finally learned the meaning of Hiraeth

[klptrswine]

I would never be able to tell you about the spark that you gave me and how I lost myself in the fire.