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Concession... I think I'm a little gay.
Soooo, sometimes I canāt fall asleep because my brain wonāt stop imagining stupidly gay scenarios with pretty trans girls.
Likeāugh. Sheās sitting in my lap, arms around my neck, telling me about her D&D character or the new skirt she thrifted, and Iām just trying to survive.
Because sheās so gay, and so smug about how cute she looks, and I want to kiss her until she forgets how to tease me.
Or weāre cuddled up under a blanket, watching something dumb and gay, and she keeps nuzzling closer like itās no big dealābut it is a big deal, because her handās on my thigh and I swear I can feel her body pressing against my skin.
Sometimes I imagine holding her just a little too long, just to see her get flustered.
Sheād try to sass meāof course she wouldābut her voice would crack when I call her a good girl.
And gods, she is.
Sheās such a good girl.
Or maybe itās early morning, and sheās curled up beside me, still half-asleep but smiling, as I brush her hair out of her face like sheās the most precious thing Iāve ever seenābecause she is.
Trans girl love is justā¦
so unbelievably gay, and tender, and unhinged.
Itās autistic jokes only we could understand.
Itās stealing each otherās clothing and demanding it back, only to offer each other a jacket or shirt to wear.
Itās giddy affirmations whispered between kisses.
Itās one of us pinning the other down for being too cute, and then getting pinned in return.
I just want all of it.
The chaos. The cuddles.
The praise. The gender euphoria.
The queer domesticity of two trans girls
who make each other feel real.
Is that too much to ask?
...Probably.
But Iām gonna keep dreaming about it anyway.
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when you donāt have adequate parents you have to learn how to be your own.
however, iāve learned while trying to apply this principle that viewing parts of myself as children or immature and irrational people who just need to be bullied or taught into submission wasnāt very fruitful. episodes like this can seem likeĀ āa tantrumā or form of regression to many people who donāt deal with them regularly. this is just the behavior of a person who has been pushed to their limit, and isnāt given a sufficient amount of resources, respect, and control over their own life ā just like kids, due to the lack of social and legal protections they receive, not due to immaturity.
anyway, not every scenario goes like this. sometimes sayingĀ āi think this might make me feel worse, but iāll give myself the freedom to do what i want regardlessā means shutting down for the whole day, and i still consider this a success as it floats above more active forms of self-destruction that used to be quite common for me while i ignored clear escalation signals in my brain. this one probably looks the most like success to an audience, though, and i wanted to write about how useful sayingĀ ājust do what you would want a parent to do for youā is to remind myself of
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Even though it shouldnāt be surprising, Iām still surprised by how good it makes me feel when Lima says āhey lady!ā to me.
There was always such a fun joy when I heard her say it to other folks; itās equal parts endearing, fun, and mundane in the best of ways⦠a common, plain, not over the top recognition of friendship and femininity that I couldnāt ignore.
Now that the phrase gets applied to me too, thereās no way to overstate how happy it makes me.Ā Iām literally blushing and smiling as I type this thinking about it.
If you happen to know someone whoās trans, I definitely encourage greeting them in a way that matches their identity.Ā While I can only speak for myself, I can say that little gestures like this go such a long way and I hope that we all can have these kind of positive experiences.
<3 you, Lima
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āIf I had time travel Iād kill Hitlerā āIf I had time travel Iād stop my favourite politician getting assassinatedā youāre all thinking way too small. If I had time travel Iād stop Neil Armstrong and Buzz Aldrin from dying on the moon due to Soviet sabotage, kicking off the Great Nuclear War and devastating half of the planet.
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I took my little brother (autistic, mostly non verbal) out and he was using his voice keyboard to tell me something, and this little boy (maybe 4 or 5?) heard him and asked me "Is he a robot??" I tried to explain to him that no, he isn't a robot, he just communicates differently, but my darling brother was in the background max volume "I am robot I am robot I am robot I am robot"
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Happy pride month to my dad. When I came out as bi to him, this man googled what it ment, look at me and said "ohh. Yeah. You get that from me. You'd have far more siblings of I only shaged women." And went right back to his work emails.
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TCAF is over now, so here's my new comic I debuted there!
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TCAF is over now, so here's my new comic I debuted there!
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TCAF is over now, so here's my new comic I debuted there!
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omg I'm the super cute girl that loves being bitten and I'm so adorable when my gf bites my fingers omg

Your average trans girl relationship be like.
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When I (M29) was a young boy (M7) my father (M35) took me into the city (X167) to see a marching band (M23, M21, M22, F22, M24, M25, F21, M
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What if we kissed⦠under a rotting tree⦠hiding from the giant stag beetle??
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What if we kissed⦠under a rotting tree⦠hiding from the giant stag beetle??
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