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monster x hunter or monster x sw streamer?

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Not much a lover of hot food so I made it ice cream. This was fun!

Speech bubbles:

Kota thoughts: -So nice to cool down with a lil ice cream-

Sam thoughts: -A fucking Ladle?-

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HE smile.

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Have you brushed your teeth today? Get to it! Can’t loose them teefers.

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Heckin wimdy

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Every monster love I know ever.

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Orc-lady-Unabi here. Changed the name because a lot has happened since I left. I no longer identify femininely for one. So I felt a name change was necessary.

I hope you’re ready for more content? Cause it’s cumin

Are monster lovers still here?

Fill me in on what I’ve missed!

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I want to write mha fanfics but its so outside my realm I'm so worried it won't be well recieved...especially since I like shiguraki.

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Ohh I should write this!

I just want a romance story where an orc with a THICK accent falls madly in love with a sweet young woman in a wheelchair and he wants her to be his mate! PLEASE, I’M BEGGING YOU- 

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Day 1

I’m in a new world today and I’m not sure how I feel about it. This world seems worse than mine towards the orc kind. I was not well received in the king’s castle, nor in this village. I know that I agreed to this. But it’s hard to live seeing everyone and thing look at you with fear or distrust. I’m paired up with a bunch of strangers with a penchant for death. I’m exhausted and I’ve already saved their lives a handful of times.

The little one is nice though. I respect their tenacity. When they decided to travel to some village we were attacked. I was attacked. I can handle myself, I’m a big girl capble of healing and protecting myself. I didn’t need them to step in but they did so without hesitation and that’s admirable. They don’t speak much but I won’t complain. They let me focus on keeping the other’s alive. The first heroic act I’ve seen any of them do now that I think about it...

It seems as though everyone hates the creature called Slurp. I’m told they are a ‘slime’ but I’ve never encountered such a thing. If I have I’ve never realized they were sentient creatures. They insist on me carrying them like they are some king. If they weren’t so small and slow I’d be against it. But I have my own goal and they’d just slow us all down if I didn’t. At least they stay in the tree’s hallow.

There is a cat like male, seems a bit creepy and smells like incense and death. I don’t have a reason to dislike him though. He takes care of the small rodent we found. I suggested we leave it but the cat insisted to keep it. Fitting.

Alister is your typical knightly human male. Bland. If I could I would have left him to die but I’d rather not break my vows just yet. Not only did he take significant damage in the fight on the way to the village, he was attacked by some sleep demon. If I wasn’t so inebriated I could have woken him up without incident but as it was I was lucky I was able to even cast a damn spell.

There’s another one in the party but he never speaks and is easy to forget. I’m not sure if that’s good or not but I struggle to remember they even exist.

Then there’s me of course. A giant orc woman who heals instead of hurts. Ironic but I’m here. For a selfish reason. God it’s so sad how I never learn. Making another deal with something beyond my control or understanding.. but here we all are. Common goal being our own selfish rewards. If we fail...we die. Can’t say that’s a bad outcome if I’m honest. Dying here a hero was better than any death I could have hoped for living in my own world.

After everything there is one thing we learned. This village has some sort of dark secret. Normally I wouldn’t care but there are monsters below the city. Monsterous things that made my skin hot and my body breathless. Literally. Almost died but... It was nice. The feeling of smooth tentacle like appendages wasn’t one I was expecting to like and yet.. I do. I liked how the crushing pressure took my breath away. I wonder if how the tip brushed clumsily over my cheek was intentional. Did it know I liked the feeling? It’s scary that I’ve become so touch starved that this brings out sinful desires. Not scary..sad.

Then again my whole life kind of reads like a tragedy so it’s fitting. I’ll keep it to myself.. pursue a closer look tomorrow the group is bound to want the answer to the question of what’s going on in the village. I’ll tag along but if only to encounter those monsters again. I wonder if I could ask a villager to

Sorry the group almost died again... going off on their own without half the group. Slurp got attacked by the damned sleep demons. The little one and I were the only ones who seemed to care about the small creature’s life. I dislike the others a little more now. As stupid and reckless as they are I wouldn’t let a life go if I was fully able to stop it. That is..well.. stupid. I know I shouldn’t expect more from them, they’re people, but we were summoned to be hero’s and yet they’d readily let one of us die after just a day?

I could be next.

Who’s to say they won’t deem me unworthy to be here and let me die..? It’s worrisome... I don’t think these people are all the hero’s they were summoned to be. It’s sad really but we all came here for selfish reasons so I shouldn’t be surprised. I’m not surprised...I haven’t proved I’m any better. Honestly the only hero like one is the little one. The others? Myself?

I don’t trust them. The little one is good though. I’ll try to find something they like while I shop tommorow..Something cute? It seems they’d like that though I’m not sure what would pass as an acceptable gift in their world. I’ll have to keep that in mind.

Allister seemed hurt when I pointed out I could do this mission without them. My vows give me rules to live by...how I don’t loose who I am despite everything but.. .if it meant getting my body back I’d break every single one of them. I hate every day. Living alone in that hut was torture. I’d kill them all if the gods asked it of me. Does that make me a bad person? Probably...most definitely. But I’m okay with that. I’ve saved far more lives than I’d have taken. I should keep that in mind when judging the others. I feel like I’ve done far worse things than most of them. Making a deal with a demon... I... have nothing to show for my character. I didn’t even give them my real name. Gods help me find the strength I need to be the hero this world needs. I’d like to make it back home without having to give up more of myself.

For now I’ll stick with them for simplicity’s sake but the only one I’d care to bring with me would be the little one. I’m still not sure what their name is nor gender but it doesn’t matter. Little one is fitting. They’re small. Not as small as slurp but slurp is still very much a mystery to me. What could a sentient puddle do to help save this world?

I still want to explore under the village. Not for the secrets. I couln’t care less about their cult. No. But that monster.. I need to know if It was a body reaction or a genuine preference. I can’t shake the feeling of the breath being squeezed from my throat, the way it moved over my clothes. It could be that no one has even thought of me like that in such a long time... Perhaps it is my own desperation? That’s a sad thought I’d rather not think about. But if slurp continues to sleep through the night I’ll at least be able to relieve some stress alone. The creature insists on sleeping in my tree. It’s a weapon not a damn bed... but never the less.

I didn’t think I’d write more but they’ve all dragged their beds into my room... insisting we all sleep together in fear of the sleep demons. It’s... worrisome and annoying. I don’t want to be murdered in my sleep by one of them. I’d let the little one stay but the rest can go off and get their souls stolen... it’s frustrating. Little one is taking first watch though so I’m going to sleep now and hopefully my dreams will clear up some things.

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I just read Something different in you AO3! I love it because it scenario and characters

Awe ty! ;-;

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I live in Indiana and no adult makes minimum wage. Not even mcds pays min wage you have to at least pay 10 an hour to get anyone in. More If they're good and you want to keep them.

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So I think it was last year or the year before it i went to the emergency Room basically begging for a help for my bad mental health and how I want to die in I was crying and I was hysterical they gave me a glass of water made me wait an hour and a 1/2 in a dark room alone until a lady came in see saw me said there was nothing she could do for me since i didn't crash my car and try to take my life on the way there???Or do anything to myself while I was in the room alone and they sent me home and I paid over $1400 for it..for a glass of water. Wow what a great country I live in.

Americans Respond To ‘What’s The Most Absurd Medical Bill You Have Ever Received?’ (x)

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Eldest. Love coffee.

is being into coffee an older sibling thing bc everyone i know who loves coffee is the oldest child

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Did you mean "my cam career"?

You finally got up the courage to start caming, and in a short amount of time, you’d become very popular. Not with humans, though. With orcs.