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aaand i wake up alone. bummer.

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well... that was unsatisfying

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yo, i like the view from here

april 22, 2024 - 19:30

good news! i didnt end up unemployed, bad news: i have to kiss my rockstar dreams goodbye for the nth time. good news! it'll cover my bills, including a massive credit card debt. lol. bad news is saying goodbye to my fantasy gig as a surf instructor in LU. ahhh, life's a mixed bag, isn't it? you'll get the good with the bad.

on my first day, i was two fucken hours late. i was not informed that it was my start date. it pretty much set the tone for what i soon realized that its a communication-challenged workspace. rumor has it that ill have to put on coach carter cap for the team that ill be managing, but i say its too early to have assumptions. and if so they're right, its a challenge im willing to take (well... thats what they hired me for anyway. lol)

during the introduction i was presented as the senior lead for the project, a far cry from my usual rookie status. shit. lol. we'll see how this goes. despite the chaos, it's been alright. new place, new faces, new process—it's a whole new world. the first week felt like an eternity, but here's to seeing where this journey takes me. well, what can i say? the captain's got a brand-new ship, and it's a mighty big one.

[kozmeek]

brother i feel bad for ghosting, but boi did i dodge a fucken bullet. lol. adios!

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just some random shit, i guess?

april 16, 2024 - 21:58

"who am i?" the stars might hear, as they twinkle, bright and clear. the answers drift on whispered breeze, lost in life's vast mysteries.

"who am i?" the heart keeps pace, chasing truths in life's embrace, amidst the chaos, amidst the cry, a journey starts to catch reply.

in every laugh, in every tear, in every joy, in every fear—the answer lies, though veiled it seems in the tapestry of hopes and dreams.

so ask again with courage told, for in the asking, truths unfold. to find the essence deep within, and let your soul's true song begin.

[kozmeek]

god damn, ive got an interview in 2 hours with the vp and im still not in my zooooooone what the fuck

[kozmeek]

am feeling extra tonite, i gotta go study. i really wanna graduate with fucken latin honors. my longing for validation is insatiable. lol.

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yo, whos down?

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*still crying over wm40*

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FINISH THE STORY 2014 → 2024

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just some story, i think.

april 5, 2024 - 21:31

i was all geared up to hit the road, got my bags packed and a one-way ticket to madison. the booky told me that the soonest trip will be on friday, and i was cool with that, i wasnt on a hurry anyway. but then, thursday night comes, and you hit me with, "can you be there for me?" and without even thinking, i was like, "yeah sure, always." i was so set on leaving— or so i thought. but now, well, we're still here, aren't we?

you know, you never actually asked, but i dropped everything for you anyway. and now i'm left wondering if this was an act of courage or just me caving in like a total coward.

this might be a bit foolish, or it could be worth it. i guess i won't find out until the day you either let me down or come through for me.

it's ridiculously ironic how just yesterday, you were at my mercy, and now, without even trying trying, you've completely flipped the script. i never realized how much damn power you hold over me.

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suck it and see

april 4, 2024 - 20:32

unplugged— slightly bothered. moisturized. happy. not sure if this is my lane. can't focus (i have adhd). flourishing, i guess. what???

[kozmeek]

Ang cool ng accent mo saan ka ba lumaki? Hehe 😅

wanna know something odd? ive never been anywhere, and the people that exposed me to my first language doesnt share the same accent. lol.

or maybe we could think of it as something i retained from my previous life, id like to think i was a newspaper boy called jack in my previous life. yeah, jack is to blame. lol, jk.