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My daughter didn't die with a car wreck," he read. "She wasn't hit by lightning. She perished at the hands of evil people, cold, calculating, heartless. I asked my wife what will hurt you most. Her picture never ages while we do, Christmas, birthdays. There is always an absence, always a silence.

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@emma—williamson @eric—matthews

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WARNING THIS POST CONTAINS MENTION OF: CHILD ABUSE, SELF-HARM, DEATH, MENTAL ILLNESS & KIDNAPPING.

✧  emma grew up in the foster system. growing up, she lived with many families, all different types. some were alright but others were anything but. she suffered abuse in some of these homes but nothing compared to the abuse that sent her into care in the first place. the abuse that she repressed and, despite this repression, still finds itself leaking through into her daily life to this day from her subconscious.

✧  emma deals with loneliness and negative emotions by self harming and has always done this since she was fifteen years old.

✧  when she was sixteen she fell pregnant after a night of alcohol and drugs with her rowdy friends. she never saw the guy again. emma had the baby but when the little girl was only three months old, they died from suffocation. emma has never stopped blaming herself for this happening.

✧  at the age of twenty-four, she kidnapped an infant from their buggy in a local park. she’d been lurking around parks for many months, obsessed with finding the ‘right’ kid, the one who was just like the baby she lost, in her mind at least. she was quick - skipped town and never looked back, never got caught, never felt guilt in regards to the parents. the child is now four years old and knows no mother other than emma.

✧  she works online jobs to get by and make money for her daughter and to pay for their room at the motel. some days she writes little articles for an online blog or magazine, others she takes racy pictures or videos of herself and sells them online. once or twice she even participated in a live sex show. she feels shame and guilt by the jobs that are more than just writing and again resorts to harming herself to cope. the sudden attention after the death in the motel has her on edge because of how she became the mother to her little girl. she is obsessive and will do anything not to lose another baby.

✧  emma is a messed up girl with a lot of flaws but, despite the ways she goes about it, she has a lot of love to give. even if she rarely ever had anybody to give it to before her daughter came along.

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To the rest of the world, we were famous. We were saints. Our town's only bar had burned to the ground and our star linebacker was someone's snack pack. The whole country got a huge tragedy boner for Devil's Kettle. And the press-- God, they couldn't get enough of our little world of shit.

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Chip: It's surreal, right? I mean, when just one guy dies in Devil's Kettle, it's like time stops. And now so many people are dead, nobody knows when it's okay to start again.

Needy: I feel guilty just breathing.

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#14 leisure: preview (x, x, x) / code (x)

300+ / 400+ / 500px posts.

8 custom links

custom: colors, margin/width, fonts (+)

optional: right sidebar, like & reblog, updates tab*, image saturation (+)

pagination or load more.

image: sidebar, background.

note:

optimized for chrome (and firefox).

full credits here.

if you notice any bugs please let me know. enjoy!

* your tab content is edited manually! search for “updates tab” in the code.

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→ ( 006. ) MAGNOLIA BY ASTRAEACODES

i was honestly so inspired the other day, and this is the result! this was created while i was listening to a bunch of different songs, but primarily magnolia by eric clapton. it’s such a pretty song, and i hope you guys check it out. p.s, the images used on this theme aren’t mine, and the credit goes to @sonolent !!

please reach out to me here for any questions/comments/concerns

features:

4 custom links

filtered muse slots thanks to @cyantists  base

80x80px sidebar image

60x60px muse slot images

cute font icons by @saturnthms

instructions in the code

rules:

like/reblog if using!!

do not remove the credit or make it less visible

you can edit/change as much as you want, just don’t claim as yours

please don’t steal any part of this code

download   ||   static preview  ||  more themes  ||  donations

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I won’t show mercy on you now. It’s over now…. What have you done?

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spearmint character page by healdamage

this is some really old code that i never got around to posting, so i fixed it up and here you go! can also be used for networks, friend pages, etc. please like or reblog if using.

code

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theme 01 Dermot by karmaplus - more themes

Features & options:

4 custom links + home and ask

custom reblog button

font-size, font, and link color customization

complete customizable post width (pxu)

sidebar image (148px)

jump navigation

un-nested captions

Notes:

un-nested captions by  @magnusthemes + @neothm 

Pixel Union’s extended photoset script

A reblog or like would be appreciated if you’re considering using it. x

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The dark frightened her now. She would wake up in a sweat, breathing fast, heart beating wildly. Was it a dream or a memory? Ever since the demon had been exiled from her body, Sadie felt like a walking nightmare. The things the demon had used her for in the past two years haunted her and she didn’t feel like it was ever going to end. Sadie felt sick as she dragged herself to the kitchen, turning on all the lights as she went, like leaving a trail of breadcrumbs behind her back to the bedroom. It was easy to kid herself that the light helped. That it chased away the horrors that lay in wait in the darkness. In reality, it didn’t matter. Dark. Light. Everything was still there no matter what. Sadie felt like a ghost as she looked at herself in the mirror. She hardly even recognised her face these days. Who was she?

Hearing a noise, she spun around. Coming face to face with open door, staring back out into the lit, empty hallway. It was all in her head. Even with the demon gone, she still felt cursed. After splashing water over her face, Sadie padded around for a while, not wanting to go back to sleep. If she went to sleep, she would dream. She’d be lost in a nightmare that was more like a memory. Memory of murder and all the awful, terrible things she had done with the demon inside her. Sadie felt sick. True, even while awake it could taunt her, but at least she knew she was safer. She had more control while awake than asleep. She lay on the couch, staring at the television screen but not taking anything in. Sadie kept willing her eyes to stay open even as she pulled the blanket over her body, to feel less exposed. She might as well have died when the demon was removed… she felt like half a person. Ruined; and she knew that she would never be innocent again.

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Beginning of the end | Closed

Alison had been calling her sister for over an hour and it was starting to seriously frustrate her. How difficult was it to actually pick up the damn phone? Or shoot her a text message? Their mother was blowing up her phone and it was setting off Alison’s anxiety. Being an introvert could be exhausting but she supposed she should count herself lucky that she didn’t have to talk face to face. Still, the incessant buzzing of her mobile was really grating on her and so eventually she hit the mute button and set it lying face down on the little desk beside the bed while she turned to busy herself with her bags and such.

It wasn’t until a couple hours later, after Ali had put everything away, that she remembered to check it. She frowned at how many notifications she had. Usually Ali wasn’t one that most people tried to contact, not to this degree anyway. She eventually scrolled her way through everything and discovered most were just twitter or facebook notifications. News reports and updates from people around campus. Alison was too scattered and distracted to properly register the fact a body had been found and quickly navigated to her messages to let her mother know she was still alive. She would regret that fleeting thought in the next few minutes.

Back to twitter. Scrolling down her timeline. Another frown. I think it’s Emmy Davis omfg??/ “What?” Alison wondered what her sister had done. She noted that she still hadn’t text her back and she gave an eyeroll as she continued scrolling. She would regret that too. It didn’t take much longer for Alison to add two and two, to connect the dots of information, piece the puzzle together. They had found a body. A blonde. A girl. Her sister. How was that possible? This had to be… some sort of mistake. It’s not like she hadn’t just seen her sister? How could she be dead? Alison didn’t want to believe it, the uneasiness pooling into her stomach as her phone started to chime again. Bystanders uploading pictures. Ugh. Her mother. Her friends.

This couldn’t be happening.