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Ang saya na hindi pero masaya kahit masakit, ang gulo :)

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tapos na.

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Mi Amor,

Love, thank you sa lahat, sa pagtitiis, pagmamahal at sa kilig na ipinaramdam mo kahit ang bilis lang non. Salamat sa pag intindi kahit na ako mismo ‘di na rin maintindihan sarili ko. Naalala mo yung pagpapalitan natin ng “i love you”, “i miss you”, “akin kalang ha?” Wala ang saya saya ko lang non hehe walang katumbas, lahat non naka screenshot. Pero kasi kahit gaano pa kasaya, may mga bagay na hindi talaga pwede.

Pasensya na kung hindi ako sapat, sorry kung hindi ako yung ideal girl mo na kayang gawin lahat for you. Sorry kasi sobrang pakipot ko saka pabebe. Sorry hindi ako clingy, hindi ako sweet at hindi ako yung tipo mong babae. Hindi ko kasi talaga alam paano ipakita eh, pinangungunahan ako ng hiya kasi baka anong sabihin mo. Pero sorry sa lahat ng pagkukulang ko ha? Pasensya kana ganto talaga ako eh.

Kung alam mo lang gaano kita kamahal, yung pagmamahal na kahit ano pa ‘yan kakayanin ko. Ayaw kitang iwan, pero ikaw na ‘tong suko na eh. Ayaw mo na eh kahit gusto ko pa. Anong magagawa ko diba? Gusto ko masaya ka, gusto ko pagpatuloy mo yang pag b’basketball mo. Gusto ko makita kita na naglalaro sa big universities ha? Alam ko naman pangarap mo yun kahit hindi mo sabihin sa’kin. Baka nga sa PBA pa eh, ako pinaka proud kung matupad mo yon edi mas masaya para kasama mo si Ricci ahehex. Saka pala alagaan mo lagi sarili mo ha? Kain ka lagi sa tamang oras at ayusin mo please? Sa studies mo, pass ka on time ng school works alam ko matalino ka naman eh. Hinay hinay ka lang din sa pag inom ha? Ayon enjoy lang sa buhay kasi ‘yon ka eh, alam ko alam mo naman yung limitations mo.

Kung may ibang nagpapasaya na sayo, okay lang sa’kin. Basta promise mo totoo yan ha? Iparamdam mo sakanya na mahal mo sya, na hindi mo kaya ng wala sya, saka yung time na napagkaitan tayo ibigay mo sakanya ha? Kasi yun yung deserve nya eh. Mag open ka rin para nagkakaintindihan kayo lalo. Ang sakit, yun yung mga bagay na hindi ko naramdaman sayo kaya sana ayusin mo.

Huwag kang mag alala if ever man na nag aalala ka sa akin (?) kasi kaya ko to, kakayanin ko. Konting time pa pero alam ko, magiging okay din ako. Ikaw yung unang lalaking nagparamdam sa’kin kung gaano kasakit magmahal. Pero hayaan mo, hindi naman ako galit sayo kasi sino ba naman ako, diba? Ikaw pinakamabilis pero ang lakas lakas ng impact mo. Hindi ko alam na may ganitong side pala ako, pero uulitin ko hayaan mo na lilipas din ‘to at sana mawala na lahat ng sakit.

Last na.. Mahal kita sobra pero wala na ‘tong patutunguhan kung ako lang may gusto. Kahit hindi ka sakin, ayon I’m letting you go. Kahit ang sakit sakit hahaha ang drama ko, sowi last naman na eh. Mamimiss mo kadramahan ko sige ka gr.

Sana masaya kana, love! 💖

- k

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i love you

i miss you

please say if its true

and tell me if you still do

‪”mahal mo?”

sobra pa sa sobra‬

‪“bakit hindi mo pa iwanan?”

‪pagod nako ipagpilitan sarili ko sa taong walang oras at pake sa akin‬ pero sapat na siguro yung mahal ko siya, importante ‘sya sakin at pinapahalagahan ko ‘sya para ipagpatuloy pa ‘to..

ilysm kahit sobrang sakit na, g

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i really do love you so much it hurts, my love

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Waking up early in the morning by the greetings and kisses from my parents/family is truly the best thing in my birthday.

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Nanlalamig na Damdamin

Hi, pansin mo ba? Pansin mo ba na bawat gabing nagdaraan ay puro pighati ang nararamdaman? Mga ngiting napawi at sa twina'y malalamig na ngiting ating ipinapakaw. Bakit tayo nagkaganto? Bakit nawala ang dating tayo? Kay daming tumatakbo sa isipan, nariyan ang mga tanong na saan tayo nagkamali, anong nangyari? Pero alam mo, pinili nating hindi ito sagutin kasi alam ko at alam mo na maaaring makasakit ng damdamin. Patawad kung ako'y masakit magsalita kung minsan. Yun kasi yung totoo eh, yun yung nararapat. Pero sa huli titigilan ko rin at hihingi ng patawad. Bakit? Kasi ayaw kong masaktan ka ng lubos, malaking parte ka ng buhay ko at 'di ko akalain na ako lang ang mananakit sa'yo. Paulit ulit na sinubukan, libo libong katanungan, naubos na mga ngiti, wala e hinahanap hanap pa rin ang dati. Bukas, makalawa nasa piling pa natin ang isa't isa. Pero parang napakalayo, ang layo, 'di ko kayang maabot. Nariyan ka sa tabi pero alam kong bawat gabing lumilipas ay syang nanlalamig. Wala na atang mas hihirap pa sa pagpilit sa sarili na mayroong tayo, pero walang ikaw at ako.

September 2, 2017

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Midst of the Year

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Socialization 2017

July 14 - Our school organized an event for grade 11 senior high students. Its theme is bohemian so we had the coachella vibe on! Truly an amazing day with my schoolmates. 

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It’s a samgy day with my closest friends Shein, Mikayla, Daene, Porsch and Gio. We spent our time in Mr. Kimchi catching up with one another! 

July 7, 2017

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Bon Voyage!

19th of June - My great friends from grade school had a ‘mini reunion’ because James is leaving Phil this 21st. Though after at most 5 years apart, we’re still the same goofy youngsters. Not communicating at all but the bond, laughter, fun was really evident and stayed the same.

He then took us in Tokyo Tokyo for our dinner! I was really full, realizing that the food was incredibly amazing and the never ending chit chats. Reminiscing those joyous elementary days and a lot more. 

Left to right (Shein, me, Sam, Eisen, Patrick, Ino, James)

Sad truth, we aren’t complete because Eller was missing in action. He is taking his senior high in San Beda in Manila. 

Past 7, Wicked Snow is our next stop. For those who haven’t tried it yet or not familiar at all it is an ice dessert cafè which they make an ice flakes ice cream. Continued our precised conversation and had our last picture with James. 5 years is long enough that’s why we have to make his remaining days memorable. 

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Senior High School

As you can tell, school has started quite a bit from now. I enrolled on University of the Assumption, it’s a catholic school and I am loving it! At first, it’s hard because y’all know PHS has a huge impact in my heart. 

Since it’s almost 3 weeks after school started, these people particularly Samatha, Shein, Hanna, Ia and, Gian were the one closest especially the first three girls wherein after class, we eat and bond together.

For now, no more chill moments because stressing semester is coming over. Aiming for with honors, I hope we can make it on top! 

June 17, 2017

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Seas The Day

Palm trees, ocean breeze, salty air, sun kissed hair, bare feet

Yup, it’s summetime and one should seek and sea more..

Last May 21st, we went to Subic in Zambales to enjoy our remaining days of vacation.

Prior, we went island hopping! It took an hour to reach this island. A bit slippy and rocks were risky but it’s just so fantastic.

After that, my sisters together with my ate’s boyfriend and I really like to try something exciting so guess what? We went for a banana boat ride yahooo! That’s one of my bucket lists.

As the saltwater sprints and splash on my face, though my vision was blurry, grasped the handle in order to stay firm. It’s totally worth riding for and I enjoyed it to the fullest. 

Tan line will soon fade but memories we’ve build won’t and worth cherishing for! 

¡Hasta luego!

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Manaoag & Monasterio

Last May 6th, my family went to Pangasinan to attend early Saturday mass. 

Then we went straight to Monasterio de Tarlac. This place never fail to astonish me!

Surely, we enjoyed this day! Much looove!

May 6, 2017

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People in our society thinks that they should adapt in modernization or in what’s in. Adjusting oneself to be part of the what you call “hype”. 

Hey, you are beautiful in your own way. You shine so bright even if there are thousands that surrounds you. Don’t change the real you just to fit in the society. Remain humble and I want you to be recognized by many the way you are and just be your own sunshine! 

April 21, 2017

Motivation

I am no good in doing calligraphy but I’d love to share and motivate some of you by this thread of daily dose encouragement quotes. 

Since I’ve been doing nothing for the past days, I want to inspire youngsters out there!

I hope it gives everyone hope and God bless us all!

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Loved because you have your friends to support you, the undying love from your family, any kind of love.

Just remember that you are not alone. Hey, you have a bunch of people in your back. Don’t ever think that no one wants you because you are special and extraordinary. Limited edition is the right term. 

So get up! Start your day with a smile on your face as you are loved by many. 

April 20, 2017

Motivation

I am no good in doing calligraphy but I’d love to share and motivate some of you by this thread of daily dose encouragement quotes. 

Since I’ve been doing nothing for the past days, I want to inspire youngsters out there!

I hope it gives everyone hope and God bless us all!

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Motivation

I am no good in doing calligraphy but I’d love to share and motivate some of you by this thread of daily dose encouragement quotes. 

Since I’ve been doing nothing for the past days, I want to inspire youngsters out there!

I hope it gives everyone hope and God bless us all!