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Thinking about how Luke becomes so stoic and reserved after ROTJ and while I think some of that is just due to age, maturity, and his Jedi training mellowing him out, how much of it is him feeling like he has to hide? That it’s not safe to be himself, because he likely blames himself for a lot and finally has time to process a looooot of trauma after the OT. How much of that guilt pushes him to be “the rock” for everyone else, even when he doesn’t have the capacity for it? How much of him turning distant when he’s struggling is because he’s scared to go to his friends because he doesn’t wanna be a burden and feels guilty whenever they go out of their way to try and help him (and potentially put themselves in danger to do so)?

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"oh wow i thought this fandom was dead" you ignorant slut no fandom is ever truly dead. there will always always always be at least three mentally unwell freaks on the internet irrelevant-posting about their little blorbo(s) who have not been relevant for fifty years. this is the way of the world and they are stronger than you will ever be you FOOL

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he needs enrichment

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Sir Christopher Lee met Rasputin's assassins, saw the last guillotine execution, hunted Nazis, recorded a heavy metal album, spoke 9 languages, was Ian Fleming's cousin (James Bond) & was the only actor in “The Lord of the Rings” to have met J.R.R. Tolkien

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I DIDNT KNOW WHAT THIS WOULD BE SO I CLICKED PLAY AND MY MOM IS RIGHT NEXT TO ME AND MY COMPUTER IS ON FULL VOLUME I HATE EVERYONE

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mutuals do this!!!!

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First/Prev

Return to Endor’s Moon Pt. 2

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here’s a thought: luke probably heard more stories growing up about shmi skywalker than he did about anakin. luke’s father was dead, he wasn’t to be talked about. he was a brave man, but he’s gone now, and luke was probably told not to go prying into his father’s past because there was only pain there.

but shmi, radiant shmi would’ve been a household name. there was probably a holo of her sitting on their mantlepiece. owen would probably comfort luke using the same things his step-mom would say to him when he was in need. her sturdy, kind presence probably seeped into the very foundations of the lars household. imagine owen teaching luke to cook, and offhandedly mentioning “oh, your grandma spent years perfecting this recipe!” imagine beru lulling luke to sleep, telling him about how his grandma had made peace with the desert; how she would walk barefoot on the warm sand late at night, singing quietly to the stars in the hope that her son would hear her a galaxy away and know she was thinking of him. don’t cry, luke. that howling wind in the courtyard is just her spirit scaring off trouble so it won’t come knocking. she’ll always protect you.

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Obi-Wan Kenobi + robe dropping | Revenge of the Sith (2005)

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the workday/weekend ratio is so off. like ethically.

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Just me?

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My red flag is that I am me. Hope that helps.

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personally i just think it should be illegal to have more than 2 things going Bad with your body at a time. it's just excessive. i want to speak to a manager. the current hardware was not designed with the user in mind.

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“some things aren’t meant to last” ok but consider this: I love permanence and consistency

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the most annoying stage of burnout is when i want to write, and i have the urge to write, and somewhere in my skull are the words that want to be written, but they have to get through the cursed minotaur maze first and nobody remembered to bring string

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🌻Here comes the sun 🌻