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i am reading da poppy warrr
#bro help i can’t stop thinking about this goddamn book 😭😭😭#FUCK i love devastating books. maybe i need to work on that but fuck if that’s all i’ve been reading#and i fucking enjoy it#anyway i’m gonna be staring at the wall at work tmrw bc rin kitay nezha venka they’re just fuckin running around in circles in my mind#jk i’ll probably actually be productive i do have shit to work on lmao but#god thinking abt that ending rly just like#and the whole thing leading up to that ending#goddddddd i feel like there’s so much grief#from the ending and also just everyone who fuckin died the whole series which is#A LOT OF FUCKING PEOPLE#it’s so sad to think about and it’s so real :|#what a time for me to be entrenched in this war series but#or maybe no better time 😭#anyway on a lighter more surface note#i think dragon republic remains my favorite one which idk if that’s a popular opinion tbh#but i feel like the relationships and character interpersonal things in that one push it over the top for me#however i can feel that maybe the lasting aftermath of the burning god on me will bump my rating up a tiny bit#after babeI and the invisibIe life of addie Iarue i bumped both of my ratings up to 5#bc those just STUCKKK with me after i finished too#and that like impacted me way more than any struggle i had while reading that made me rate lower or whatever#i don’t think this will go up to a 5 i think just the technicalities and politics of war#were not necessarily my favorite thing to read lol and there was a lot of that and trying to follow everything going on w the war#but it might go from 4.25 to 4.5 i’m thinking#not that it matters and my rating is so meaningless LOL#anyway god we’ll see how much i think abt this at work tmrw LOL 😭#jeanne talks#if anyone reads this and wanna follow or whatever on storygraph or fable i’m using both rn 😈😈 so lmk
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Turn the music down please. I need to say something. I just wanted to say they sang this on glee
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WELL OK YEAH FUCK ME








i am reading da poppy warrr
#fuck well i finished it so hella spoilers coming#fuck MEEEEEKWSBXJSJADIDEHSHDUUDJEJS#idk what to do with myself i could NOT stop reading holy shit#i’m so#fucked#i wanted to scream when i finished but out of respect for my neighbors#but i did like#say out loud#what the fuck was that#while i cried 😭#idk why i trusted rf kuang to like#not rip my fucking heart out or whatever#i just let her lead me blindly to#that end#😀😀😀😀#fuck meeeeee also i realized i spent all of pride month so far reading this series#which isn’t a bad thing but maybe i’ll try to read some lighter reads and actually go for contemporary lmao 😭#god it got harder to read too i was like speeding past some parts without fully processing bc i just didn’t want to go back and reread it#to understand it and fully play it out in my mind or whatever#like venkas death bro kinda fully skimmed over that lowkey lmao#actually could not tell u how rin killed her just that she did#i’m pretty sure i read things abt this series and the end of this book#like when i was looking at stuff abt babeI and whatever it like bleeds thru lol#but i was just#chugging along at a sprint w rf kuang just pulling me at full speed#jesus fucking christ bro what do i do now lmao#jeanne talks
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#squealing and kicking my feet bc CHAGHAN IS HEREEEEEEEE#AND IM SO SAD FOR HIM STILL AND I MISS HIM AND I LITERALLY DO NOT REMEMBER WHA TTHE FUCK HE WAS DOING THIS WHOLE TIME#IM ASSUMING HELL TELL ME AND RIN#AAHHHHDGDHDJDJCJDBFJCKSJ literally had to put the book down#LITERALLY SO MANY PPL R GONE#THE CIKE 😭😭😭😭😭#THAT GETTING SOMEONE BACK IS SOOOOOO 😭😭😭😭😭😭🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹#HOO BOY LET SGO CHAGHAN I MISSED U#jeanne talks#and watch everything’s gonna go to shit the next page after i post this LOL#i wanna cry tho cus they’re like the only ones left ;-;;-;-;-;;-;;;;;;;;;;
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#bro#read and screenshotted a fable review of dragon republic that said like#whenever i read an rf kuang book and think surely this cannot get worse she proves to me that yes in fact it can get worse#yeah JESUS FUCKING CHRIST HOW DOES IT KEEP GETTING WORSE#i just finished like i think part one of burning god#and i should actually sleep lmao 😭 but that was a horrible place to end off on#maybe i shouldn’t read this on work nights :| making me lose sleep out here#holy FUCKING SHIT how much worse things have gotten bro wtf#why does it keep getting worse someone make it stop 😭😭😭😭#i was gonna stop at the end of a chapter but then they shit happened :| and shit still happened at the end of this chapter but#fuck me this series cannot be good for my emotional well being LMFAO#holy fucking shit. WELL SURELY IT CANNOT GET EVEN WORSE#RIGHT#literally why r these fucking MEN always being the FUCKING WORST and BETRAYING THE SHIT OUT OF EVERYONE#everyone being RIN BUT STILL#daji for some reason i slightly trust u to be ok rn. pls help in daji i trust promise#also kitay i always trust kitay pls be ok kitay in kitay i motherfukin trust#AHHHHHHHXNFNDHDJFJWJHEDJDHEJDBDJDJ#bro if my parents weren’t visiting this weekend#i would absolutely still be reading rn :|#wait but they’re leaving tmrw so i can just hole up and read i had a vision of like tossing my phone in a diff room#and i might need to just do that#BROOOOOO fuck me#send help lmao 🫠😀#jeanne talks
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Do not think for a moment that this admin is only going after trans folks. They are ultimately going after the whole LGBTQ community. They start small, like getting rid of a hotline option, then go BIG.
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i can’t stop thinking about adriana smith. when roe was overturned i knew things were going to get hellish but turns out 50 years of scientific innovation means an entire new branch of soul crushing horror stories are now possible. we can’t possibly keep pretending we’ve advanced gender and racial equality when we’re using a dead black woman’s body as an incubator for a fetus. a society that does that is a failed society. fuck man im trying to hold on to some measure of hope here but its so hard.
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i did in fact immediately start the burning god
i am reading da poppy warrr
#not that i got that far i’m doing a bunch of stuff today lmao but#I LOVE RIN AND KITAY#😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#jeanne talks
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i am reading da poppy warrr
#SO FUCK!!!!!!!!!! ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i woke up hella early for no reason and instead of trying to go back to sleep i finished it#FUCK ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#literally rf kuang taking away everything i care about :|#FUCKKKKANSBBDJEKSBDHDJDJSJDVFBDKDJSNDNSJDJDJSK#the cike ;-;;;;; BRO AND THE FIRST THING AFTER I FINISH IS A GLOSSARY OF PPL#AND THE FIRST SECTION IS THE CIKE AND THEYRE ALL FUCKIBG DEAD FFS#😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 PLS WHYYYYYYYYYYYYY 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#at least i still have rin and kitay and their thing and venka#fuck me oh fucking fuck me#gonna read my pics and be fucking sad bc BAJI AND SUNI 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#i lied they’re not all fucking dead but i forgot what chaghan went off to do help#bro just disappeared into nothing#god this is so hard to read abt but it’s also so easy to read and im eating it up#i want to SCREAMMMMM LMAO#jeanne talks#also why did i not mention ramsa RAMSAAAA 😭😭😭😭😭😭#i can’t even think abt them WHYYYYY I LOVE THE CIKE SM 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#FUCKKKKKKKKK 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#i should change my fable reaction emoji to 😭 :|#goddammit fuck me fucking fuck fuck fuck
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#oh my fucking god i wanna finish it so badly 😭😭😭😭#i also don’t wanna finish tho bc it’s just so good#i totally would finish it tn but my parents r visiting and i thought i would be able to sleep in tmrw#but now we have plans for early ish in the morning lmao so i need to go to sleep 😭#but i could also make bad decisions and keep reading and finish it AKAHDHDJSHJJESJD#i’m not going to :| it’s ok i’ll just make sure i can also read tmrw night i HAVE TO#i’m SO GLAD i managed to pick up the third book when i got my hold for dragon repubmic it just happened to be available literally so lucky#AHHHHHH my brain is so full of everything in this book andbfjejdhdhdjddhj#bro i follow a book ig-er who said this one was boring compared to poppy war#ig i can kinda see it but i LOVE this one#i think there’s more w some of the characters and relationships in a way that i just love 😭😭😭😭 and crave reading about 😭😭😭😭#even tho there’s def things i want more of also regarding characters and relationships but sigh#idk man even the plot isn’t boring idk why that guy is talking about LOL#maybe it’s good that i need to go to sleep i gotta take a second LMAO#but yeah i don’t think i can get back to it until tmrw night lol rip :’)#jeanne talks
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#major spoilers (as if i haven’t already been doing that lol but)#BRO FUCK ME I JINXED MYSELF TALKING ABT HOW CHAGHAN AND QARA FASCINATE ME 😭😭😭😭😭😭#IA HATE PLATONIC SOUL BONDS 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#jk i still love them bc pain#but PAIN#FUCKKKKKKK BROOOOOOOO#i wish we knew chaghan and qara better bc i would’ve sobbed if we did#ah fuck me bro :| fuck#bro i barely understand what’s going on w all these different groups of ppl and stuff i am hanging on by a thread#but it’s giving me a lot to think abt i wouldn’t expect anything less after poppy war and babeI 😭#how dare she make me feel so happy abt platonic soul bonds. and then do this#FUCK#ok it’s totally fine i’m just gonna keep going which is probably unwise at this time of night. but#i need to 😀#jeanne talks
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#I AM THE BIGGEST FAN OF PLATONIC SOUL BONDS I WILL EAT THAT SHIT UP#THATS WHY CHAGHAN AND QARA R FASCINATING TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!#AND NOW RIN AND KITAY BEING TWINNED OR WHATEVER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#I LOVE NON ROMANTIC FANTASY SOUL BONDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#IM ONSESSED GIVE ME MORE OF IT#also this guy nezha keeps disappearing in battle where he’s presumably dead but ik this mf can’t be dead now#anyway whatever he’ll turn up again when he turns up lol#but also lowkey the rin and kitay thing also makes me so happy bc i think i’ve been so worried that kitay is gonna die#and like SURELY he won’t now bc that means rin will die and RIN can’t die RIGHT#now that i say that………. i remember what ms kuang did in babeI and idk why i would say that lmfao#whatever i will continue with a false sense of security that kitay is marginally safer now 😌#yay platonic soul bonds i LOVE THEMMMMM#jeanne talks
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#bro i continue to be eating this shit up#however i want more of the cike 😭😭😭😭 like idc that they’re no longer the cike i just want to see more of the characters#qara and chaghan r SOOO interesting to me and maybe we’re getting a lil bit more of them now that it’s like their family or smth#but until that part after feylens attack when they appeared i was like where have these mfs been 😭#there’s just so much going on and so many characters ik it’s like impossible to get as much as i want from it lol#but like :| where tf did venka go#baji and suni show up in battle for two seconds and disappear again#where tf is vaisra after getting stabbed LOL#idk maybe i’m reading it too fast LOL but w how much is going on and stuff#i kinda wish it was like a bit slower paced but maybe i just suck at reading lol#and ig it makes sense its war#there’s so much abt like war details and politics tho that like#is interesting to read but i think im just way more interested in the characters#that’s what sticks w me more ya know#idk maybe i’m like missing the point lol#but i read like 100 pages yesterday and again today so let’s gooooo#i just need infinite more hours in the day after work so i can read even more and also scroll on my phone to my hearts content LMFAO#i wanted to keep reading but it was like past ten and i was like fuck i should stop lol#but it was such a juicy part 😭😭 and i have to wait til after work tmrw maybe i should’ve just kept going oh well#too late now ig#random work thing my mentor um pretty sure told me the deadline on this thing is not rly a deadline#and also told me to work on it on thursday w someone else on my team#but every time i see it and see the deadline i get a lil stressed LOL cus the deadline was like last week#and literally she told me to do it thursday she even told me later would be fine if i’m busy w training#but then i’m like what if the other ppl involved don’t know what if im holding up this crucial piece of work from moving on LMAO#i’m literally not :| if they needed it done someone would’ve poked me by now dnffjshfvfhd#and it’s like too late i scheduled the work time w the other guy on my team for tmrw so#idk it’s so annoying when i keep thinking abt it and being worried abt it lmao#anyway it’s ok tho bc my brain is mostly taken up by dragon repubIic now outside of work c:#jeanne talks
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#bro i’m kinda eating this shit up bro#i don’t have enough TIME TO READ#AFTRR WORJ#JSVCHHDABHFJDJDJDJD#which is actually to say i don’t have enough time to rot on my phone#and also read until i can’t ig lmao#tbf today i ended up socializing w ppl and actually socializing successfully for like 1.5 hours let’s go#anyway i’m eating this shit up and simultaneously i have like no idea what’s going on#or i have like half an idea#i just wanna keep reading :|#i could :| it’s not the latest i’ve gone to sleep on a work night lol#there’s been a moment w everyone on the cike where i’m like im obsessed i love you#i love them :( idrk what chaghans doing but i think rin also dk what he doing#but he’s cool and i still love him :(#ramsa is so iconic all he’s here for is to blow shit up and be a little kid i love him#baji and suni both had sweet moments w rin this book so far and i love that sm it’s all i want 😭😭😭#qara hasn’t had much this book but she’s cool too :(#oh the water guy also cool#i’m also still obsessed with kitay :)#jeanne talks
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#BROOOOO 😭😭😭 THE SCENE W RIN AND SUNIIIIIIIII 😭😭😭😭😭😭#i’m obsessed w the cike as like a fucked up found family bro#i love ramsa i love all of them#i can’t move on from that scene w rin and suni i stopped there for tn and im literally just gonna read it again when i pick it back up tmrw#also nezhas actually back ngl wasn’t super expecting it but sure#i want to hold a grudge against nezha bc of how he was at the beginning but it’s not there lmao#i have a theoretical grudge#in reality he’s fine i’m just reluctant to say i like him :|#idk i feel like i needed more of them going from biting each others faces off to being ok w each other#but ig it was also explained and it was like it felt silly in the face of the war#which is fair ig idk lmao i feel like i so commonly am wanting more in terms of relationship development just in general lol#maybe i just suck at reading lol#which is true tbh LOL#i’m rly liking dragon repubIic so far ~100 pages in#where tf is kitay tho r they just like keeping him somewhere or did he leave lol#jeanne talks
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dragon time
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#aka i’m starting dragon repubIic im a lil scared bc it’s like#kinda close to irl events rn 😭 even just the poppy war while i was reading that#it was tough bc i was obviously thinking abt real world events#and that hasn’t stoped if anything i see more of real world in what happened in the book but also i rly want to read it so#but i’ve read like five words and i am already like thoughts bc#why is nezha here even in a past thing ong does this mean this mf is coming back#…he rly gotta do SOMETHIN to make me like care abt him lol#again i kinda wish i didn’t have like the existence of rine/zha as a thing in my awareness bc then i probably wouldn’t care as much lol#like care abt specifically looking at their relationship and thinking abt my opinion on nezha sm but whatever#and like constantly anticipating whether that means nezhas not fuckin dead lmfao 💀#jeanne talks
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