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7 Tips for Overcoming Feelings of Inadequacy

1. Remind yourself that you are not who other people think or say you are.

2. Remind yourself that everybody makes mistakes at times, has areas of weakness, and things they want to change.

3. Remind yourself of ways in which you’ve grown and changed with time. You’re not who you once were - so celebrate how far you’ve come.

4. Also, the ending isn’t written and the future isn’t fixed. You’re free to change your image, and an old identity.

5. Identify the lies you have believed about yourself – and work on changing them so they’re more accurate and true. Also, don’t reinforce those lies by acting like you think they’re true.

6. Remember that your feelings are not the same as facts. Don’t live based on your feelings … as that will keep you trapped.

7. Hang out with those who see, and who appreciate, your worth. And take their words to heart, and let them help to build you up.

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I find myself more often sad than happy. Desperate to fill up the longing and passion I have towards you. You're raping me with a sense of resentment and hate towards you. Tell me my love, am I deserving to not be happy?

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Remembering all the moments I'm riding with you to this song. 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

.......dedicates this song to me.

..................she sings along for me.

....................................holds my hand.

...................................................🖤 drops.

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LGBT PRIDE MONTH, lgbt pride, bisexual pride, bisexual women pride!

June is national lgbt month, it’s for all lgbt+ community, as well as who support LGBT, no matter you are gay, lesbian, bisexual women, bisexual men, trans, pansexual, asexual, queer, and other lgbtqia+, we are pride!@bisexual threesome dating 

Trump is not celebrating June as “LGBT Pride Month”, but we will celebrate ourselves, because we are all LGBT and we are all SUPPORT LGBT COMMUNITY.

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Life: What are you going to do today??

Me: Self care...masturbate, smoke weed and watch videos of abandoned mansions on YouTube alll day. 

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Defective...

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What was once a beautiful bond wrapped around with love and care, now it is a constant stabbing in the heart. Blood purges out from every argument, every mean word, every insult and every disagreement. The heart then becomes afraid. It seeks shelter in staying away and avoids sharing the little tiny bit of love and care that is left. How we once were one rhythm, one of a kind, now we are opposites. 

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These are the solutions we need to policing right now. Remember: the problem cannot be solved by technocratic solutions (i.e. body cams, further trainings, etc.) The problem is policing itself.

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Blisters

Little tiny blisters of fluid build up. When they are popped by a surface, an object or by my fingers, the fluid escapes out of my skin. Its clear and the taste depends on how much sweet or salty foods I’ve consumed. My skin will feel a slight pain from where the fluid went out. Then an urge to scratch til my skin cuts open begins. Some areas of my skin are more thin than other places because of the ointment steroids.

It started off on top of my fingers but now its around 25% of my body. My skin becomes very dry and itchy. I have random red blisters around my body. In my worst days, it becomes so unbearable that I cannot even wash my hands because my epidermis from my fingers are cut open. My skin cannot heal properly and it cannot tolerate the fluid build up.

On my horrible days, I build blisters under my bottom lip, eyelids, forehead and in between my toes.

After 6 months, 5 doctors, spending over $500 in medicine and consultations I finally found out I had eczema. Never heard of it and still don’t understand it. There is no full understanding of what causes it and there is no cure for it. Some people live with this skin condition for years. It is more common with nurses, household wives and children.

What I noticed is that my body begins to form blisters when I am experiencing a stressful day or unpleasant times. It can trigger it because of an argument with my partner or a long traffic drive to and from work. My body doesn’t know what to do with so much stress. In very stressful moments, my stomach begins to hurt. My body is attacking itself.

Unfortunately, those who do not have this skin condition are indifferent. Eczema does not only affect my skin but it affects my self esteem, my body image, my confidence and my over all health.

It is difficult to manage when there is certain factors that require time or money to make them less of a stressful idea in our lives. For example work, traffic, illnesses, school, bills, and children are factors that we all have to deal with but some of us more than others. It doesn’t mean we are weak or not good at managing our stress. It just means some of us have reached an unbalanced level that is not healthy anymore.

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I have never believed in religion. Religions are all limited because they concentrate only on one aspect of truth. That is why they are always fighting among one another, because they all think they are in sole possession of the truth. But I say there is no end to knowledge, so there is no use in trying to confine it to one scripture or one holy book or one experience. This is what I say, when people ask what religion I follow. Burn down everything which is getting in the way of your perception of truth.

Robert Svoboda (via liberatingreality)

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You’re scared of the way I make you feel because you don’t want to feel anything.

Maya Banks, Sweet Temptation (via adderalldust)