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Some ppl just aren’t for you n that’s okay twin

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It's not your job to manage other people's feelings. You do not have to anticipate other people's responses to you or their general mood in order to establish any sort of feeling of safety for yourself.

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[said with increasing amount of distress] i got this i got this i got this i got this i got this i got this i got this i got this i got this i got this i got this i got this i got this i got this i got this i got this i got this i got this i got this

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needed this so i can just go and start writing my scripts. who cares if i wrote it the wrong way or if it’s ugly. i can always make it better.

perfectionism is a liar and a hater. write your messy little heart out.

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my summer plans consist of unclenching my jaw + forgiving myself

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remembering the beauty i see in everything is a reflection of who i am

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i hope we all get kissed by the luck and whimsy of april this year

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embarrassment has good bones

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megan lynne

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my life rn

sometimes life puts you in the same situation again to see if you’re still a dumbass

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I need to pull myself together in a very very very kind way

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Maria Gray, from “Bad Nostalgia”

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It’s April again. I want to leave it all.

Which isn’t fair. Neither am I.

— Colleen O’Connor, from “Spring Poem,” published in Pinwheel

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baka sakaling sandali

— a maricious fic i wrote on ao3

https://archiveofourown.org/works/43146820/chapters/108436330

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i wonder if you think about me even for a second or maybe even the way my mind subconsciously thinks of you, wondering how you’re doing, if you’re ever feeling sad. are you happy right now? are you satisfied with your days? how are you doing with your hobbies? are you not getting nauseous so often now with your aerial classes? do you miss going to drag shows? how was solo leveling? were you able to finish it? i hope you’re still considering watching the bear for me. are you watching any other anime right now? i really want to take dancing classes you know but of course i wouldn’t want to take classes with you that would be embarrassing. i hope you’re eating well. how’s your laptop? has it been fixed? i hope your cats won’t destroy it again. i really miss you, every day. i know it sounds weird, maybe even borderline creepy. but i can’t control my mind and my heart sometimes. it does long for you, to get to know you more. i always yearn for the day i’d be seeing you again, talk to you again, maybe even get a hug from you again. and i hope you don’t feel weird or awkward about seeing me again. i promise i would get over these silly feelings of mine. but i can’t promise i won’t get butterflies in my stomach if you ever message me again or if i ever lay my eyes on you again. but promise i would keep it a secret. i won’t even tweet about it. so you won’t know. so you won’t have to worry about hurting my feelings because you don’t feel the same way.