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When I was in the seventh grade we had a family meeting. Turns out Jack had been seeing somebody else for the past few months and was leaving the family that had just became a family four years prior.

I remember how heavy my head felt in school that next day. It never lifted up off my desk and when a girl asked me if everything was okay, a simple "No." was all I could muster. I cannot remember crying like that before or since. It's as if my head was filled with the pressure from the tears and there was no limit to how quickly they could flow.

Mom's home cooked meals were replaced by Jack's frozen pizzas. Her time and love was gone. She was either working her second job at night so we could get by, or locked into her room crying the most awful cries you can imagine.

This wasn't the first time we went through this. When I was 5 my dad did the same exact thing but for some reason, this one hurt more. It was affirmation that me and my mom were easy to say goodbye to. That we weren't good enough to stick around for and sadly enough, this trend has continued on throughout nearly every relationship or friendship I've had. Maybe one day it'll change. Maybe one day I'll be good enough to stick around for.

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I hope that in this struggle of trying to make something of my life, I haven't completely lost myself.

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Kenny Powers is not in the Christmas spirit. 

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My heart is broken. I miss my Kayda Bear. Al Kayda. K Deezy. 

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Today reeks of Styrofoam Plates.

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Hitler perfectly summing up E&M.

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Glad today is almost over because I'm not feeling all that impressive today. Tuesday is another day!

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Run til your legs break, love til your heart leaks. Never think old.

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Just saw fun. live for the first time and to be honest, hearing "All the Pretty Girls" brought me back about 30 months. My body aches because worked a bunch, spent maybe 45 minutes at home all weekend and because I'm getting sick but hearing that live was well worth it.

I can remember walking through H&M with my friend and hearing that song and how much it crushed me. What a nice way to remind myself of how far I've come and how happy I am right now.

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Don’t we all, Kenny Powers? 

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how today feels

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Jonatas is my boooooy

Jonatas Novaes wins at the 2011 American Nationals #bjj #jiujitsu (Taken with Instagram)

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Paxson Pit

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fun. is coming to my school. What in the flying fuck. Today I heard a story about a kid who drank non alcoholic beer at a "party" and then tonight I hear this. For a lame ass school, this is pretty sweet.

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You know what? This is the best time of the year to buy underwear. They're cheapest now AND they throw two more pairs in there for ya. This is something you should know, Kyle.

My mom throwing down some life guidance

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Yes YES YES!