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Courteney Cox and Matthew Perry, 1996

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Ann Marie Bone ~ “Rainbow Dreams”, 2015

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i kept your letter on my desk, afraid to read it. i walked past it day after day and felt it’s presence. i thought of tossing it out the window of my apartment building and watching it float into the busy streets of my empty town. i thought of biting the bullet  recklessly tearing the envelope apart, revealing its message. i thought of just tearing up the note itself and never letting it’s truth touch my fragile mind. i told a friend one night, tipsy, on my third glass of wine and she found it all quite silly. i insisted she leave it be. the letter is my weight and ive learned to love the way i wear it. carefully, with grace, letting it tug me towards submission then pushing it away with ugly neglect. like i did you. the way i stopped being you’re lover & i started being you’re enabler. i tip toed around your tendencies and needs oh so carefully and made pretending look like love, and staying look like sacrifice. but you can feel it, when someone stops loving you. when someone runs from your feelings and allows you to cope alone day by day with daily lies disguised as vague promises. i dressed my cowardice in good intentions and called it okay. . . i opened you’re letter today. &when i revealed the neatly folded page inside, it simply read “I forgive you”. & i cried because i never will. 

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Listen to Try And Stop Me by Kylie Ann Parkinson #np on #SoundCloud