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update: top 5 out of 40 researches lets fucking go
research presentation tomorrow im totally not nervous
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update: research defended. awarding tomorrow. still not nervous i swear
research presentation tomorrow im totally not nervous
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research presentation tomorrow im totally not nervous
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oh and we did karaoke :D now my voice is strained. bring me to life by evanescence is really the best way to release all pent up stress
damn im spent
like i had 4 different important exams for just one week. then i had to travel from one location to another to finish our research proj. then i had to attend two birthday parties for each of my irl friends. tomorrow i have to do my fitness class then continue our research paper calculations.
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damn im spent
like i had 4 different important exams for just one week. then i had to travel from one location to another to finish our research proj. then i had to attend two birthday parties for each of my irl friends. tomorrow i have to do my fitness class then continue our research paper calculations.
#damn#random#i hate it here#i want to skip fitness class but my mother will surely not let me#its a fucking fitness class targeted for elderlies why do i need to be there#the birthday party was fun tho#almost got arrested because the bodyguards misunderstood what we were doing but lolololol it was fun#we were just staying by the fire exit to record our improvised vlog#if yall are curious lmao
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oh and also animal farm by bibi
my oc holding a sword all bloody and dirty, singlehandedly killing everyone and winning the game. then she walks out of the arena, her white dress now completely red
when i hear villain by stella jang, my mind automatically directs me to alice in borderland. multiple scenarios of the games and me being a badass mastermind character
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when i hear villain by stella jang, my mind automatically directs me to alice in borderland. multiple scenarios of the games and me being a badass mastermind character
#random#daydreaming#fake scenarios#just daydreaming#WE! ALL! PRETEND! TO BE! THE! HEROES! ON THE GOOD SIDE!
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if this gets 10k notes (which it luckily never will) i will ask my parents to go to a psychiatrist bcz i might have adhd and depression :)
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"kill them with kindness" wrong. SAW TRAP 🪚⛓️🩸⚙️⛓️꩜🔪🩸🪚⛓️🩸꩜⚙️🔪🩸🩸🪚꩜🪚⛓️⚙️⛓️🩸🔪꩜🩸⛓️⚙️🩸⚙️🪚⛓️🩸꩜🔪꩜🪚🪚⚙️🩸🩸🪚⛓️🩸⚙️⛓️꩜🔪🩸🪚⛓️🩸꩜⚙️🔪🩸🩸🪚꩜🪚⛓️⚙️⛓️🩸🔪꩜🩸⛓️⚙️🩸⚙️🪚⛓️🩸꩜🔪꩜🪚🪚⚙️🩸🩸🪚⛓️🩸⚙️⛓️꩜🔪🩸🪚⛓️🩸꩜⚙️🔪🩸🩸🪚꩜🪚⛓️⚙️⛓️🩸🔪꩜🩸⛓️⚙️🩸⚙️🪚⛓️🩸꩜🔪꩜🪚
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Panting, huffing, and wheezing. You're almost out of breath as you run through the thick snow. Your coat has long been ripped by the branches, leaving you wounded and shivering from the cold. You clutched on to your dress tightly, trying to venture through the harsh blizzard. You looked back; you must have lost him already. Hopefully. From a distance, you could see the outline of what seemed to be a gate. The hope in you rekindled, and as if you had found new strength, you ran again with determination.
But, of course, the world is never that simple.
You crash on the ground with a thud, the pain of your bloody wounds finally catching up to you. What was once a pure white dress is now soaked in red. You lay on the thick snow, lifeless and forgotten. Soon, you would be buried underneath the blizzard.
But you won't be forgotten; don't worry. You will remain a myth of the rose buried in the snow.
#woah i found inspo#this is honestly surprising like it just popped in my head lol#like poof bitch write this. WRITE IT. NOW.#maladaptive daydreaming#fake scenarios#daydreaming#fake scenes#just daydreaming
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because the og post had reblog bait and really doesnt help people with ocd:
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ngl, the kamisato siblings look so cute together. like they're both blue
#ayaka has no damn thoughts behind those big doe eyes of hers#look at their height difference#these siblings really feed my daily dose of cuteness#I WANT AN OLDER BROTHER PLS#kamisato siblings#kamisato ayaka#kamisato ayato#random
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Hyperphantasia. You may have heard of aphantasia before, the inability to visualize images in your mind (usually darkness or words instead), and hyperphantasia is the opposite. You can picture things in 3d space/hyperrealistically and manipulate them, and you may feel the effects with your other senses.
I never knew there was a word for it! I assumed it was related to my synesthesia since it's sight and sound to touch. Apparently, hyperphantasia may be linked to synesthesia, eidetic and photographic memory, but there isn't much research done on it yet.
Things I've been able to do that are linked to hyperphantasia:
Picture realistic characters, people, and objects in 3D
Rotate, manipulate, transform, move, etc. images including in animations
Consciously or subconsciously simulate the feeling of wounds and actions such as drowning, choking, gunshots, and exaggerated poisoning
Extend wings from back and "fly" with them
Pinpoint flavors based on ingredients and spices (combined and individual)
"Feel" someone touching me
Hopefully this helps anyone out there who didn't know about hyperphantasia :) feel free to share your experiences with hyper- or aphantasia
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