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hi are you okay what happened?

Lmao yeah im absolutely amazing, I just wanted to pop back here and apologise cause i was honestly just a mess… sexualising idols isn’t ok. Found Jesus ���🤙

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As a former fanfic writer I would like to apologise to whoever I must’ve traumatised. I’m not mentally fucked anymore, I found faith and I definitely don’t sexualise Idols anymore. 😀

Please stop liking my posts.

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I got no mutuals anymore cuz ive been saurr inactive but anyone can join tho! Tysm @im-yn-suckers 🫶

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#19 - guys shes high again. (Im)possibly fate

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#18 - I missed you. (Im)possibly fate

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Warnings: cursing, awkwardness, boring ass convos, bad grammar

Word count: 1,2k

A/n: hello everyone! I’m trying to come back to tumblr tho it really hard because i have no ideas for stories. So help is very much appreciated! I havent proofread this (oops)

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The week had passed quicker than expected. You hadn’t had any energy or motivation the whole week because your biggest energy source wasn’t there. You were way too scared to go talk to Jungwon as a result of possibly irritating him again, so you decided it would be best if he just thought about it alone. Although it did pass your mind to go talk to him and make him feel bad about being distant, you knew it was unfair; you were in the same situation after all. You felt like he was mad because for the whole week he didn’t send a single message, not even a "gm" or gn," so you were anxious about seeing him again, especially with the same conversation. It would’ve been smarter to text him and get all of the worries out of the way, but before you knew it, it was Thursday morning, and you had to talk the whole thing over again.

Just like your everyday routine, you got ready and left the dorm with your members. The day's schedule was filled with a couple meetings, scheduling, and promotions, and later in the evening, the most important thing was an interview with Jungwon about the song.

You sighed and sat down in the meeting room. You were the first one there, which was definitely not fun. Whoever is the first person to be in the meeting room has to wait for everyone to come separately and stay quiet and awkward when there's only one or two just sitting. So you took out your phone and scrolled on it, afraid to look up when someone entered the meeting room. "Good morning, yn," said Jungwon. You looked up at him, trying to read his facial expression to match his feelings. Oh, hello, Winnie," it was so awkward. You two hadn’t spoken in a week and were a couple; the room atmosphere was so uncomfortable. Should you even call him "babe" anymore, or does he want to break up? You started to fidget with your fingers while overthinking everything until your thoughts were interrupted by him again. "look umh… Things have been a little strange between us the past week, but I just want you to know that I’m not mad or anything." He sat down across the table. "I didn’t text you because I tried to give you space. I realised that it could seem like I’m trying to pressure you to make up your mind." "I did that too." It was still strangely awkward, but you just needed to say something. "Jungwon?" He looked back up at you from his phone. "I missed you so much." Your lips formed a straight line. Jungwon got up and gave you a warm hug, and without a word, you felt so much more comfortable. "I missed you too, sweetie." Just then the meeting room doors opened and more people came in. Jungwon didn’t sit back on his original chair, but now next to you. The meeting started about 3 minutes later.

Okay, so today we have arrangements. We need to plan the meetings, interviews, promotional activities, and the rest of the week so they fit into both Jungwon’s and Yn’s schedules. But first we have the big question. Jungwon and Yn wanted to take it into consideration to let them make their relationship public. What do we do?" Your manager started

Well, um, me and Jungwon took some time thinking about our opinions on it separately." You stated this, and Jungwon nodded next to you.

Okay, so what do you two think?"

"I was thinking about pros and cons for both scenarios. I came to the conclusion that, in my opinion, It’d be better if we went public."

Jungwon finally told me which decision he ended up with.

"Don’t you think that it’s more on the bad side to go public, though? The public is spreading rumours and isn’t making things easy for either of you." His manager spoke up.

"Of course the fact that the public is suspicious and spreading rumours about us isn’t good and would hurt our case, but they have in fact spread them for a while now, meaning that they have become a little normalised, which takes away the problem, plus my fans haven’t sent anything weird to live comments or anything like that, unlike when the rumours started a little over a week ago."

You stared as Jungwon defended his decision, and you couldn’t help but admire the way he was explaining everything. His hands waving in the air made cute gestures, and his brows moved up and down, making him look more convincing. His dimple popped up on his cheek at times when he was talking, and your mind told you to boop it with your finger, but then you heard your name being called out.

O-oh, yes, what?"

"Which choice do you find more smart?"

Oh, yes, well.. I thought about how our future in our careers would go in both directions, and I have to admit that our careers would suffer a little from going public, but then I thought about our future together, which has nothing to do with our careers. I realise that we can survive a little damage, no matter if it’s with our careers or not, or even a lot of damage, when we have each other. I assume also Jungwon’s but especially my career would get a little damage from either situation since being away from Jungwon would take a lot of energy and motivation from me. I learned that this week. I would be able to get through rumours, hate, scandals, and god knows what else if I had Jungwon by my side. So going public Is definitely my choice."

You nodded at your manager after letting your thoughts out, and he gave a quick glance at Jungwon, as did you. He was smiling cutely, and he looked back at you. "Well.. i guess if we can plan the rest of the week in this meeting, i guess that’s what we will do, unless our plans clash with going public. See, we haven’t planned anything where you two would have the opportunity to announce it."

"Well, we don’t have to do some big splashy reveal. We could just go live and tell everyone, or maybe walk hand in hand somewhere and let the news spread."

Ooh, does that mean I can post the cute picture I have of myself in your hoodie?" You turned to your boyfriend, who chuckled in response. "Not the best way to announce this," he said, patting your head, and you fake pouted. "Let’s discuss the reveal when you get better ideas; we need to do a lot more."

And so the meeting ended happily, just as you wanted it to. Jungwon and you walked out of the room, and he pulled you into a big hug again. "The explanation why you wanted to go public was so cute. God, I really do love you," you smirked, looking up at him while you were squished between his arms and chest. He gave you a quick peck, and you two had to leave to do your own work for the day.

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Hello! I’m working on a comeback story:)) trash or smash ?

Warnings: love triangle, angst, smut, pregnancy, drinking, degradation, fluff (if yiu squint) and more to come <3

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how are u lovely!! 🥰🤍 sending warm hugs! ❤️‍🔥

Im doing great ! Ily guys who check up on me🫶 i’m having a hard time with coming back to tumblr☹️ i rly wanna come back but i’m pretty sure i wont be able to

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hey love!! I saw u we’re asking for writing ideas and cause I’m a losseerrrrr I have so so many in my notes but I suck at writing 🫣 I’ll send them in a like 2 separate asks cause they’re so long but I hope you like them and they give u inspo 🫶🫶

Oh my god i woke up to your ask’s and i could not be happier 😞 tysm awwhegegav youre so sweet ! You’ll help me out a lot with the asks and tysm for sending them! I am currently trying to see if a brothers best friend lovestory will work but i’m not so sure if my writers block will allow me to write it😭 i’ll try, but ilysm🫶

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SEND HARD OR SOFT HRS PLS

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Anyone pls give me a love story idea😞 i’ve tried to write so msny diff storied but i have no motivation… drop an ask plsplspls

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hey lovely!! Just checking in to say I hope u are well and even tho I don’t know u I’m thinking of u and wishing u well 🫶<3<3<3

Tysm love! That means a lot😔 I am great and u hope you are too<3 i appreciate you for checking up on me and i rly hope that i’ll be able to join back to writing☹️ i’m currently still out of ideas and unmotivated + struggling mentally a little bit but i would be able to write a new story if i just had ideas! I apologise for also not continuing impossibly fate in a while i really cannot apologise enough 😞 ty all and especially you who checked up on me i love you have an amazing day 🫶

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#17 - pls don’t be mad (Im)possibly fate

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Warnings: angst, stress

A/n: i’m taking a break. I’m sorry but if youre curious why go read my latest post before this

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HELLO LOVES!!!

I’m sad to possibly disappoint readers and moots but i have a huge writers block and i’ve been battling with my mental health recently so i haven’t been able to concentrate on my texts and the only thing i’ve kept up is my series (im)possibly fate. I promised a 500 special and started writing it but it’s still not nearly finished. I apologise for this truly and i hope you understand. I will come back but i have to gather myself and get rid of this mf writers block😟

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#16 - fuck the public (Im)possibly fate

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how many more chapters of (im)possibly fate?? Is it just the one in the masterlist cause ngl imma be sad I love this series so much 🫶 sending love 🤍🤍

Ive planned 2 chapters ahead so far but unfortunately the series is ending soon☹️🫶 tysm love<3

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EVERYONE WHO SEES THIS! SEND ME AN ASK OR COMMENT AN ENHA MEMBER I SHOULD WRITE ENEMIES TO LOVERS TYPA DRABBLE. IM HAVING TROUBLE CHOOSING KAY TYSM LOVES

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#15 - go to bed child (Im)possibly fate

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Warnings: cursing and teasing, mature themes

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