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What pains me is that I can't fast for more than 24h because my husband will start to worry and force me to eat
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I just want to be small and dainty and to be able to sit on your lap without fear that I’m too heavy, or being uncomfortable after 5 min because I’m contorted in a way that my legs are numb or my butt is numb… and also by not having a butt I feel like I’m just poking you with my bones and it’s uncomfy.
Also I want to be able to be picked up and not almost have a panic attack because I feel so weird and just not fragile enough to be picked up… I wish I was able to stand at the front of the pictures and not always in the back because of my height.
I want to be the one that’s small enough to sit on someone’s lap in the backseat and not be folded like a croissant or have someone sit on top of me.. like.. it’s humiliating… I’d rather walk or Uber there.
Why do I have to be so tall and awkward and clumsy and I look like a troll trying to be girly, because on top of that, I’m built like a fucking brick so I cannot be tall and skinny and dainty, I’m tall and muscular and awkward and I hate it.
I hate myself everyday, but for some reason my height dysphoria is at an all time high since December.
#i hate being tall#small rant#i hate everything#i hate my existence#why do I have to be like this???#pls just make me shorter#tall girl problems#ugh#ugh i hate this#just ugh
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Is there a polite way to say “get the fuck out of here, that’s my person” because that would be fabuloussss
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if i can’t have you baby no one else in this world can <3
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I'm afraid of mom :(

dont repost, like & reblog !
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