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“are u jealous?” (me, vibrating and covered in blood) no

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PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME PLEASE ILL DO ANYTHING FOR YOU TO STAY ILL HURT MYSELF FOR YOU ILL SHOW MY BODY FOR YOU ILL DO ANYTHING PLEASE JUST STAY!!!!!!!!

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please give me attention please give me attention please give me attention please give me attention please give me attention please give me attention please give me attention please give me attention please give me attention please give me attention please give me attention please give me attention please give me attention please give me attention please give me attention please give me attention please give me attention please give me attention please give me attention please give me attention please give me attention please give me attention please give me attention please give me attention please give me attention

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Darling, its okay to tell me about every deranged and violent thought you have about me ♡

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The “why the fuck did I eat today” moment hitting me

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I’m fucking insane I’m going to lose it

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I want to devote myself to you. I want to worship every single part of you. Am I enough for you to love me? Can I be all that you need? Please love me. I'm going insane without you. I need you. My lover, my beloved, my darling, my everything.

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You're supposed to fucking love me

WHY WON'T YOU LOVE ME?!

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gmmm! how are you two doing?

Good morning! Or afternoon, if it is now that time for you. I'm doing somewhat well,, I'm not quite sure how xx is doing, but I hope they're alright. I might check in a bit. For now I've just been lying in bed - I'm very exhausted. Thank you for asking! How are you doing, dear?

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what's going on with stalking them? —¤

Also, I'd love to hear more about them ((I read the other anonymous ask))

Ah, not much. They're just currently in love with someone else and I'm very jealous about it (I wanna die)

I'm not sure what else there is about them... they're just. They're brash. They somehow get everyone to fall in love with them? They're vulnerable sometimes, and I adore it when they are. I love when they're happy, they say "yippee" in the tiniest voice ever and it makes me giggle. Honestly in general they make me laugh, they used to joke about how their "awful" noises and laughs would always get me to giggle and it was weird. I don't know..

I could have treated them better when they were here. I could've supported them more. I think we both could've done better. We were younger, less experienced, not used to things like this. I'm not sure if we'll ever be romantically together again, and how it'd go if we were to try, but.. god. I miss them

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the urge to beg for attention from literally anyone.

i need to have a purpose. i need someone to give me attention and hopefully ill obsess and finally finally finally have a purpose.

obsession can be so painful, but id rather feel pain than nothing.

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if i went offline for good would you even care?

would you try contacting me or stalking me to find where i went?

i don't think you would.

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I'm going to go insane if I keep stalking them.

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just saw you're post about asks ummmm what's your favorite thing about them?

Ahhhh, honestly it's too hard to pinpoint. I love how brutally honest they can be. I love their jokes, and their random ass insults. I love their long hair and their mouth and their hands and how amazing they look in a turtleneck and jeans. I love their voice, their inhuman noises, their batshit insane music taste... sigh. Just. Them, you know?

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what were you referring to when you said this is not okay? sorry if that is too invasive. just want to check up on you :)

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I.. honestly don't remember. I think I meant how I felt about xx, and.. truly, my whole situation. I found a different ex just tonight that I thought disappeared and I'm so overwhelmed by it