#bpd fp

[worthless-mess]

[buriedbutstillhere]

Sorry if I pissed you off, I piss myself off too don’t worry

sorry i cant hang out i forgot how to mimic human like behaviour

[dollheartbadparts]

If the vibes r off I will assume you hate me and want me dead

[buriedbutstillhere]

Mom, I know you’ll always be a faded love, I’m not sure if it’s even love. It seems like responsibility to me. I’ll always be reaching for the ghost of you no matter how deep I bury you.

in a shocking turn of events repressing your emotions doesn't make them disappear

[glitchneedles]

"youre just splitting" okay, so what if i am? my feelings are still fucking valid.

[letsplaydoct0r]

i’m crying right now. i’m crying because i’m exhausted, i miss him, i hate him, i feel like he’s lying to me, i love him so much, and because i feel like he hates me. that’s why i hate having a favourite person. i’m so fucking touch starved, i want a fucking hug, a forehead kiss and to kill myself

[hisenemy]

How was your day?

[honeypleasejustkillme]

i thought i was at my lowest but holy shit it gets lower

[ritualnet]

No fancy writing.

I just need to kill you, so no one can have you.

[borderlinesthoughts]

in another life i’m normal. in another life i don’t hurt the people i love the most.

[hopel3sslydevoted]

youre perfect and im just over here waiting to die

[nofuckingideawho]

*doesn't interact with anybody* sigh, why does nobody pay attention to me?

[dollheartbadparts]

Love is a terrible, terrible delusion

[picossidehustle]

it’s genuinely pathetic how much I crave an older sibling figure or positive older figure to look to in my life. I have always been the older brother to my sibling and friends and always will be. It’s my saviour complex. I was always expected to be a therapist even to my parents and the people they brought round (all above the age of 35).

I am always the helper, even if I don’t always understand how some people can get upset over such pitiful, trivial things. I tear myself apart if I don’t have an answer to their problem because it was always expected of me. Now I expect it of myself. I cannot stand the fact that I cannot fix the evil inside of me when I get annoyed because of how stupid some peoples problems are.

I still listen though. Even if I slowly becoming more than just passively suicidal.

[jirai-dirt-2009]

My kink is forming a deep bond with someone who actually cares about me and letting them see the ugly parts of myself

But thats scaryyyyy