laneletsyouspeak

[laneletsyouspeak]

im genuinely so tired of having to deal with so much bullshit all the time. literally just today i went to the bathroom at school and a group of girls came in and banged on the stall door until it broke open and then also im just so fucking tired of one of my teachers. he literally sent me to the dean for drawing in class. which is so stupid. literally just stepping into his classroom makes me want to rip my skin off and my parents are like "we get it!! we have hated our teachers before too its not that deep" it is when even the mention of the subject makes you genuinely want to kill yourself!!!!!!!! i want to kms so they will all realize that i was actually important and that they are nothing without me and that i was all they really ever needed by their side and that without me there they wont be able to do anything. i was the only one they needed and they were the ones that screwed everything up. but nooooo thats selfish so im actually a horrible person who only cares about myself and how dare i say that about someone else i deserve the worst for that. and its literally always back and forth between "they would be nothing without you" and "they would thrive without you" and we cant make up our mind and i hate it i hate it so much

anyways yeah. sorry this was long

woah woah lets not end it okay?

listen I know things are hard and it seems really bad right now, but I'm here okay? your parents may know but at the same time they don't because this teacher makes you wanna die which is bad

and people can't live without you because even if you make mistakes you can't let that define you cause there are people that need you alive and would be horribly sad, they wouldn't be able to live without you I promise even if you don't see it

also it's not selfish, and even if it is, this can hurt people. so if you were to do, don't do it! because people care they may say it's selfish but that's because there either hurt or heartless

again I'm right here dear <3

[laneletsyouspeak]

I hate hurting myself for others sake

woah woah deary listen,

you don't have to hurt yourself for others unless it's too safe there life, but still real friends would help you as much as you help them if not more.

you seem like a wonderful person!! you really do but harming yourself for others is not right if they are hurting you i think you need to tall them how they are making you feel

if they ignor you and continiue then cut them, they should know what there doing, im not blmaing them but it's npt your fault

ilysm nonny! have agreat day alr? ily stay safe

[laneletsyouspeak]

sometimes I lowk think abt what would happen if i kms

woah woah woah lets not

you know you can tell me i love you so much, and so dose the rest of the gang

if you feel left out im so so sorry im here for you yknow that but please don't take those measures please it would hurt alot so do not i love you so much dude you mean the world

[laneletsyouspeak]

blog for you all to vent

be graphic say horrible things

dont vent on others vent

please im here 4 u