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the weylin twins

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favorite women doodles

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do you think jay ferin ever wondered if her father mourned her the same way he mourned ava?

she said it herself in ep100. you were never there after ava died. throughout my mourning, you were the only one who wasn't there. jayson ferin lost his eldest daughter, his shining star, and all that was left in her place was, in his mind, a shadow. to jayson, jay ferin was a secondary character. a shell of what ava could've been, had she been given another chance at life. we never really get any details, but we know that something died in jayson's heart when ava passed.

so does jay think about it? does she wonder, late at night, if he ever gave her that same emotion? that same grief?

after leaving him behind at the BLOCK. after yelling in his face, bloodied and crying, that he was one of the strongest men she knew, but a fucking pathetic father. after severing him from her soul like a rotting limb. after she heard him call after her - when i catch you, you will no longer be a daughter to me. just another pirate. do you think she wondered if their separation killed him just as much?

maybe the concept brought her comfort. he'd brought her through so much pain that the idea of putting him in a small semblance of it was relieving.

but in the back of her mind, there's reality. a reality where jayson ferin probably never speaks of her. where he now considers himself childless. when others ask, he speaks so highly of his late daughter, ava ferin, how she had the world at her hands, how she would've gone so far if she lived longer.

because to jayson ferin, jay is the daughter he lost, but never grieved.

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uploaded it on inprint :33

https://www.inprnt.com/gallery/lanla/waning-crescent-valentine-art/

late waning crescent happy valentine ;D

without words + an unused ver of ava’s expression i still adore,,

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late waning crescent happy valentine ;D

without words + an unused ver of ava’s expression i still adore,,

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suckening doodles

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two of my favourite frames from a waning crescent animatic that im too lazy to finish

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tried to draw without my normal art trait but obviously failed,,

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lanlas 2023 summary of art💥💥💥 BUT ITS ALL (mostly) JAY FERIN

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lanla but cookie

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been doodling my primedefensers oc killa guy non stop

(featuring: iris(p7 right)by @/sobblespoink on twt, cassini(p9 left+right)by @/Saturn_Digital_ on twt, rosa (p8 left +p9 right) by @/OrganBean on twt)

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emizel doodlessss

plus casual wear shilo and other doodles :3

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ermmm my pd oc doodle bundle

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requested by @glamjrwi for just roll with palestine!!

finished a ittle edyn doodle from before

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requested by youngandmeanace (@Waterparks0 on twt) for Just Roll With Palestine!!

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requested by Aether (loveEtherlyy) on Just Roll with Palestine !!

got so carried away with this one that it’s not even 1*1pfp size

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request by Kai from just roll with Palestine!!

i imagine it will be a tough ride on igneous’ back