lauraxxed2 - Tumblr blog

[lauraxxed2]

I love that someone said ppl are abt to hop back on bc of summer . Bc i definitely did

Currently eating only lunch bc I have a wedding in the next month and I’d like to be 110 at least

But hey maybe 105!!:)

I’ve also been doing some daisy leech workouts which I think have been working rly well and I’m trying to run at least twice a week

I try to run a bit after lunch so I have the energy for it.

I’ll probably be logged on more since I have an actual deadline, and hopefully it’ll keep me more on track

[lauraxxed2]

the way i look not matching the scale drives me fucking insane.

[lauraxxed2]

Lack of scale is rly killing me here.

I’m a size 2 technically but I see no difference and my old clothes still fit me .

I’m freaking out bc maybe I rly don’t have a perception of how I look at all

Me: Scales ares scary

Also me:

Amazon- scales

[lauraxxed2]

And of course right as fall start I’m here again

Anyone else’s trigger season fall?

Like you relapse every fall harder

[lauraxxed2]

Anyone else’s trigger season fall?

Like you relapse every fall harder

[lauraxxed2]

It’s sad when I lose weight and immediately get too happy and gain it all back plus interest

[lauraxxed2]

They rly aren’t lying when they say eds are competitive

I’m over here trying to fix my sisters ed so I can be thinner than her

Like I think I rly am fucked in my head

[lauraxxed2]

No Bc why is having an intimate relationship hard if your fat

Like no idc that they say they don’t care like bitch fuck you this isn’t abt you

I find my self repulsive I can’t look at myself

You think I can’t stand for you to touch me when all I can think is I shouldn’t have eaten anything