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🍁Lady Autumn🍁

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Heleniums, Queen Anne's Lace and Bellflowers 21/30

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Spoopy vibes 👻

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Take a minute to read this, please...

Hello, I apologize for my absence here. Recently I’ve been struggling a lot with a lot of things, specially my mental health. I don’t have any medication for a month now and my mind have been awful to deal with because of that. Honestly I’ve been seriously considering suicide. 

These days I didn’t had any kind of food, I starved for two days until I managed to buy bread and water. I don’t have any kind of medication that I have to take for severe depression, severe anxiety, insomnia and PTSD. If you already know my history, you know why I have to take all of this, I’m extremely sick and the last time I went to the psychiatrist I was diagnosed as autistic. 

Because of  Covid, my only source of income have been taken from me (I take care of dogs) and I tried to make Twitch livestreams, but it’s not really working. 

I have no ways of paying rent this month and I have no family, friends or contacts in the city that I live. I can’t go back to my extremely abusive family in no way, shape or form and I’m really scared that I’ll be homeless soon. 

Suicide seems like my only option right now. 

Please, I know that it’s hard for everyone at the moment, but if you can help with any amount, help me. I don’t want to die and I’m in complete despair, crying for days now.

My paypal is bangyourhair@gmail.com

If you can’t help with that, PLEASE reblog this post. it helps immensely. 

Thank you for your attention, blessed be. 

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Heleniums, Queen Anne's Lace and Bellflowers 21/30

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Hi there, I’m a nonbinary single black mom named Cece. I am making this GoFundMe today in hopes that my car can be saved. We had a bad flood about a month or two ago and as a result my entire center console doesn’t work, meaning I have no heat and cooling. It also doesn’t help as my tires are entirely bald and have no grip at all. I set my goal to 1000 for tires and the repair from the flood. My insurance says the minimum I have is $499, without pay for the actual work. And for tires it’s $120 for one brand new tire. I am hoping this GoFundMe doesn’t get lost. I can try to cut cost by getting used tires. Any excess funds I get will be going to bills, as I haven’t had income since June. I got by July by having family help but I’ve since exhausted that extra family help and now have nothing. I started a job at a grocery store but had to quarantine for a week and a half and finally have my first day tomorrow (September 10). Please share this with anyone you know, share it anywhere you can because anything (even a dollar) helps. 

I haven’t had income since June, as unemployment cut me off in some confusion with my disability status. I am supposed to be on disability for my mental help but I can’t afford to apply and wait. So I’ve gone against their orders and my doctors orders and I am trying to work to support myself and my lovely son. I don’t have family support, I have my one brother and sometimes my mother will talk to me, but besides that its just us two at home. I’d love to be able to help someone else again but right now I can only work with what I’ve got and what I’ve got is nothing at the moment.

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Stray/feral cats and dogs

Hey guys!

I wanna tell you about my day. But before that, I wanna tell you a related story.

I am sorry for the long post, I had to get it out of my chest. And I would be grateful if you read it to the end.

Keep reading

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A friend and fellow artist in my area suffered a major stroke last night and is in need of funding for her hospital bills and long-term care. She is currently stable, but this event has been life altering for her. She won’t be able to work while she recovers, so if anyone could share this post or donate towards Penny’s care and living costs, it would be greatly appreciated. 

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A YouTuber that I follow posted this from her IG… PLEASE READ IF YOU OWN A CAT AND LIVE IN THE UK. This is terrifying… This is real- the youtuber that I follow researched it, and went to the official site. Apparently it’s for certain dates and certain bar codes, so please take this seriously. 

Date Posted: Saturday, June 26, 2021

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January’s patreon print  🌸

patreon.com/pinktofuart 

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8 page short kids book class project on important/current/difficult topics! Covered the topics of change, sibling relationships and the subject of having a transgender family member (in this case an older brother!)

Was made with trans and non-binary art students!

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Moon witch 🌙⭐

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Delicate 🌸✨

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“hey now”

Painted on Procreate [2020.11] Have an amazing day!!

Art Shop / Commission / Instagram / Tip Jar

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Rainy days with Cali and Peach 🌧

It’s been raining non-stop over here the past few days and I just love hearing the calm little raindrops, smelling the earthy aroma, and feeling the windy atmosphere.

Rainy season makes me really happy + super productive ☔️

Prints | Wallpapers | Instagram | Twitter

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New ink painting 🥀🔥 🥀🔥 🥀

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First traditional piece of 2020, i think?