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𝙂𝙀𝙉𝙏𝙇𝙀 𝙋𝙍𝙊𝙈𝙋𝙏𝙎   ,   𝙿𝙰𝚁𝚃 𝙾𝙽𝙴 . (  a collection of roleplay prompts for when one muse is feeling vulnerable , or is in need of some loving ! prompts may be edited or changed to fit muses as required . ‘ my ’ muse refers to the receiver’s muse . add ‘ reverse ’ for the opposite . )

[ STROKE ]  for your muse to stroke my muse’s hair .  [ WRAP ]  for your muse to gently drape a blanket / coat over my muse’s shoulders . [ HUG ]  for your muse to draw mine in for a warm hug . [ SWEET ]  for your muse to present my muse with candy to cheer them up .  [ KISS ]  for your muse to give my muse a surprise kiss .  [ COMFORT ]  for your muse to comfort my muse after a nightmare .  [ BANDAGE ]  for your muse to provide my muse with first - aid .  [ WRITE ]  for your muse to hand my muse a handwritten love letter .  [ DATE ]  for your muse to ask my muse on a date .  [ PILLOW ]  for your muse to challenge my muse to a pillow fight . [ FORT ]  for our muses to build a pillow fort together .  [ CALM ]  for your muse to calm my muse down after a panic attack .  [ NAP ]  for our muses to take a nap together .  [ CUDDLE ]  for our muses to cuddle .  [ CARRY ]  for your muse to pick up my muse and carry them . [ NAME ]  for your muse to call my muse a pet name . [ NOSE ]  for your muse to kiss my muse on the nose . [ BUTTERFLY ]  for your muse to give mine butterfly kisses all over their face .  [ PRAISE ]  for your muse to praise my muse .  [ MOVIE ]  for your muse to suggest my muse join them for a movie night . [ LISTEN ]  for your muse to offer to listen to my muse vent .  [ SILENT ]  for your muse to simply support my muse in silence . [ STAY ]  for your muse to offer to stay with mine for the night .

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“  scorpio  sun  ???  very  mysterious  and  sexy  of  you,  “  maggie  exhaled  a  short  laugh  while  atop  her  bed.  her  green  dress  draped  across  her  lap,  knees  tucked  underneath  her  in  a  w-shape.  it  felt  like  a  game;  astrology  and  chiara,  the  complex  nature  of  both  drew  her  in.  but  she  was  still  surprised  to  be  acknowledged,  that  the  other  let  her  dive  into  her  astrology  chart.  her  mind  wandered  for  a  quick  second,  if  only  to  wonder  how  many  people  she  described  their  chart  to  before  sleeping  with  them.  “  scorpio  is  the  sign  of  truth.  hard-working,  calculating.  also  associated  with  sexuality  and  desire.  “  she  raised  her  eyebrow  and  quickly  smiled.  “  sagittarius  moon  as  well  …  a  lot  of  self  love,  some  arrogance,  recklessness,  difficulty  committing.  sounds,  like,  completely  correct.  the  planets  were  working  very  hard  the  day  you  were  born,  my  love.  “  @revclutionlvr​  . 

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say something nice about libras

born between september 23 and october 23

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normalize not having fun and being a massive buzzkill

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joan tierny / @angelic-abomination / @americansport / survival - adult mom / gillian flynn / bethany webster / maia baia / @hel7l7 / jenny holzer / kyung-sook shin

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svveetdreamer·:

“of course you think a second chance would be okay with you, maggie. you’re the one it benefits.” would a second chance benefit ash? would it even be worth it? ash brushed her thumb along maggie’s cheekbone experimentally. no tears were falling but she was watching her face closely, unsure if it would happen. now that the invisible barrier between them had been broken, she suddenly felt as though she was allowed to touch her again, but it had been so long she wasn’t even sure how. “what would a second chance even entail? you want to just go back to slumber parties and movie nights like nothing ever happened between us? we said awful things to each other. i can’t just forget and i know you won’t either. i know you.”

“  nobody’s  perfect  …  “  maggie  mumbled,  eyes  glued  to  the  cement  upon  feeling  ash’s  skin  to  hers.  her  cheek  burned  red  as  her  composure  almost  broke  in  half.  only  a  few  years  ago,  she  would’ve  glued  herself  to  her  friend,  trailed  her  all  the  way  home  until  she  gave  in,  but  those  days  were  gone.  they  might’ve  been  gone  forever.  a  sharp  inhale,  followed  by  a  slow  exhale,  blinking  the  tears  away,  and  she  was  able  to  look  up  once  again  through  misty  eyes.  “  i  was  a  bitch,  and  so  were  you,  so  it’s  even,  right  ?  like,  i  just  —  why  not  ?!  “  there  was  a  tone  shift  in  her  words,  almost  whiny,  pleading  to  ash,  and  she  couldn’t  help  but  memorize  how  close  they  stood,  the  intimacy  of  standing  on  an  empty  street.  the  impulse  control  switch  was  flipped  off  as  maggie  found  ash’s  lips  with  hers.  it  was  clumsy  at  first,  but  she  quickly  found  the  sweet  spot.  her  mouth  was  soft  and  warm  and  reminded  maggie  of  all  the  almost  moments  in  the  past.

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svveetdreamer·:

“i bet you’re a darling little witch,” minnie cooed, and she really meant it. maggie was the kind of person who could pull just about anything off, a fact she was sorely envious of, but it made her want to keep her around all the more. minnie got to work putting together a gin and tonic, taking extra care to make it good, lest she alienate her new friend. “hm, perhaps. i have been a little bored, just sitting around the house all day. scaring people could be fun. i do have rather macabre tastes sometimes.” minnie tried to think of what she did to occupy her time before norbury, brow furrowed as she came up blank. “er, well, i studied economics at oxford, and then i moved to london. i don’t know, i suppose i spent a lot of time planning my wedding?”

“  if  there’s  anywhere  in  town  to  work,  i’ve  probably  worked  there.  at  least  for  like,  a  month  or  two.  so  if  you  need  any  advice  where  to  avoid,  i’m  your  chick. ”  maggie  couldn’t  avoid  a  smile,  if  only  because  she’s  able  to  put  forward  a  first  impression  for  the  first  time  in  forever.  norbury  was  her  little  corner  of  the  world,  but  finally,  in  front  of  someone  who  hasn’t  heard  all  of  the  town  gossip,  there  was  a  glimmer  of  excitement.  “  oxford  ?  is  that  like,  a  town  ?  “  she  finally  sipped  on  her  gin  and  tonic,  almost  missing  the  second  half  of  her  statement.  “  a  wedding  ???  you’re  married  ?  oh,  wait.  —  are  getting  married  ?  i’m  jealous  …  marriage  sounds  wonderful,  but  pretty  sure  i’ve  exhausted  my  options  in  norbury  already.  “

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swectnights·:

THE BLONDE HAD ALWAYS been soft spoken, passive in her own emotions at the sake of pleasing others, she never wanted to look silly or say the wrong thing to upset anyways. so she learned to keep quiet, to nod and act like things were okay at the expense of her own heart. nodding along as he spoke, she picked at a loose thread on the sheet she was clutching to her body, nerves haywire as they bubbled in her stomach. especially when he said he’d moved on, she knew that he had, but hearing it from his lips made it hurt even more, “of course you moved on, you were the one who left.” the words slipped from her without warning as she felt something in her shrink, and she leaned over to grab her clothes, “you want me to tell you something? the day you left me here, you broke my heart, you didn’t even give me a chance to heal because you just….left like i didn’t mean anything. like i was expendable, and now you just what…wanted to have sex with me because it was covenant?” she asked, suddenly feeling angry that the one person that she thought truly had cared for her, had seemingly used her just like everyone else. “i thought out of everyone you’d never make me feel so small, but i hope you had a good time.” and she slipped her shirt over her head before shimmying her underwear up her hips in embarrassment, now searching for her skirt to try and make an exit. 

oh,  shit.  honesty  was  supposed  to  be  the  best  policy,  but  he  felt  a  heavy  shame  on  his  shoulders.  the  only  moment  he  could  recall  icing  shiloh  out  like  this  was  when  he  ended  their  relationship,  plainly  and  bluntly,  but  the  plan  didn’t  include  the  way  first  loves  never  leave  us.  “  shiloh,  shi,  i’m  ‒  sorry.  those  weren’t  my  intentions.  “  he  idled  by  the  foot  of  the  bed,  hands  finding  comfort  in  his  sweatpant  pockets.  eyes  helping  to  scan  the  room,  he  spotted  her  skirt  before  she  did.  he  stuttered  a  step  forward  and  a  moment  later,  he  offered  shiloh  the  article.  “  are  you  able  to  get  home  safe  ?  “  he  awkwardly  questioned,  wanting  to  fill  the  tense  silence.

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svveetdreamer·:

ash should have pulled away when maggie’s hand closed over hers, but she didn’t. her body reacted before her mind could, stepping into the familiar touch like they’d never separated in the first place. her fingers curled around maggie’s, holding tight. “you don’t get to be jealous anymore,” she said quietly, confusion and anger sending her mind spinning. “i don’t know, maggie. i really don’t. you hurt me. you pushed me away. you knew i didn’t have anyone else and you still–” ash stopped, teetering on the edge of tears. “do you even want that? really? or do you just not want to see me moving on with my life?”

maggie  felt  a  quick  pinch  in  her  stomach,  hand  tightly  clinging  onto  ash’s.  she  sighed  because  ash  was  completely  right.  she  was  always  aware  of  her  poor  friendship,  the  selfishness  that  sprouted  as  a  defense  mechanism.  she  held  in  tears,  locking  them  away  until  she  was  behind  private  doors,  and  she  now  held  both  of  ash’s  hands.  “  you’re  the  only  real  relationship  i’ve  ever  had.  like,  the  only  person  i’ve  told  secrets  to,  opened  up  to,  showed  who  i  actually  am.  my  life’s  been  so  much  harder  without  you.  “  she  paused,  holding  eye  contact,  and  took  a  step  closer.  “  i  just  —  i  think  a  second  chance  would  be  okay.  “

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the  october  air  kept  the  frozen  yogurt  surprisingly  solid,  but  maggie  rushed  to  prevent  the  outside  of  the  bowl  from  getting  any  softer.  she  was  never  the  dependable  one,  rarely  the  friend  to  come  when  called,  but  she  wanted  to  be  better.  especially  for  someone  as  precious  and  fragile  as  shiloh.  “  sorry,  i  literally  —  i  had  to  run  back,  but  —  “  before  even  catching  her  breath,  she  scooped  a  mouthful  of  yogurt  into  her  mouth.  shiloh  wasn’t  kidding  about  the  candles;  it  felt  as  if  something  were  to  be  summoned  in  their  apartment,  or  the  beginning  of  a  romantic  night  in.  she  handed  over  shiloh’s  froyo,  doused  in  chocolate  and  candy,  and  leaned  on  the  arm  of  the  couch.  “  what  happened  ?  who  do  i  need  to  blackmail  ?  say  the  word,  they’re  dead  meat.  “  @swectnights​ .

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swectnights·:

          SHE KEPT QUIET for a few beats, plush lips rubbing together out of nervous habit as she let her wide eyed gaze drop down to the bundle of sheets she was gripping onto. “i just….wanted to know what was going on, that’s all.” shiloh explained with a little shrug, grabbing the shirt he’d offered to tug it over her head, even though it soon felt like a bad idea at how intimate it felt to wear his clothes given the next words that left his lips. her gaze rose in time for him to find her eyes, and she felt an embarrassed tingle surge through her, “right, right, it was a silly question sorry it’s just…when you left i felt a little lost, sort of like all these questions were left unanswered and now this is happening with us, it’s just confusing, at least it is for me.”

he  couldn’t  contain  his  own  confusion,  memory  jogging  to  catch  any  missed  signals  or  ill-understood  sentiments.  it  became  a  recurring  theme,  a  pattern  of  causing  pain  without  knowledge,  but  how  would  he  know  when  the  world  deals  in  shades  of  gray  and  he’s  stuck  seeing  black  and  white  ?  he  needed  a  long  pause  to  gather  his  statement  because  his  first  thoughts  were  always  the  worst.  “  i  thought  my  actions  have  always  been  very  clear,  but  i  realize  i  must’ve  not  been.  and  that’s  my  fault.  “  he  held  eye  contact,  words  at  least  genuine.  “  you  should  ask  questions.  it’s  been  six  years,  and  i  moved  on.  i  figured  it  was  long  enough  that  you’d  get  over  it.  humans  can’t  read  minds,  i — i  can’t  know  things  that  i  haven’t  been  told,  shiloh.  “

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svveetdreamer·:

jack didn’t see the figure seated next to jenny’s stone until she was already upon him, surprised to see her younger brother sitting on the grass and looking up at her. if he was just as taken aback to run into each other at the cemetery, jax wasn’t showing it. “what are you doing here?” she asked, although it was obvious by the plastic-wrapped sushi and his comfortable seat on the ground. she hesitated for a moment, the six pack dangling from her hand sadly. it had been over a year since the remaining three heo siblings had been in town together, and the tension of feelings left unexpressed still hung heavy between them. finally, jack sighed and sat down next to her brother, crossing her legs on the grass. “sorry, i just wasn’t expecting you to be here either,” she said, placing the cans between them. she pulled out out of the plastic tabs and worked on popping it open. “do you come here a lot? is this like, a normal lunchtime occurrence for you?”

“  eating,  “  jax  offered  before  scooping  up  a  piece  of  sashimi  into  his  mouth.  he  felt  as  if  he  were  caught  red-handed,  as  if  the  depression  and  longing  and  guilt  jax  felt  in  jenny’s  absence  was  a  crime.  any  tears  that  may  have  surfaced  were  replaced  with  anxiety,  manifesting  itself  in  the  repetitive  clicking  of  his  chopsticks.  “  at  least  once  a  week.  since  i  moved  back,  at  least.  “  his  answers  were  short,  to  the  point,  and  he  would  be  reluctant  to  offer  more  if  his  adrenaline  weren’t  pumping  through  his  chest.  “  i  wish  i  had  lunch  with  her  more  often  before,  well,  you  know,  but  —  “  he  doesn’t  offer  anything  more  before  shrugging  and  pulling  open  a  midday  beer.  

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estecorczon·:

“hi, good morning!” a cheery smile crosses ines’ lips as she watches jax approach the counter, a sharpie in hand as she’s all but ready to reach for a cup to grab his order. “i didn’t think you’d show up today — i was starting to worry, i’d have to eat the entire try of chocolate croissants all by myself. we ended up using some chocolate that the owner’s got from some tiny shop in france and i feel like i’m in paris! or at least, i like to think so, it’s the closest i’ll ever get.” / @lavensder·

jax’s  cheeks  burn  pink  at  the  word  ‘worry.’  but  smiling,  he’s  quick  to  look  at  the  pastries  complimenting  the  display  case.  a  shy  moment  that  is  quickly  over,  he’s  nodding  in  approval  at  the  mention  of  french  chocolate.  “  what  an  emergency  if  i  didn’t  show  up,  then.  “  he  orders  his  regular  plain  coffee  and  chocolate  croissant.  “  paris  is  really  nice  in  spring.  a  bit  like  new  york,  though,  can  be  a  bit  dirty.  i  feel  like  any  cities  going  to  be  like  that,  though.  “  he  instantly  remembers  his  ex’s  largest  criticism:  his  honed  ability  to  direct  every  conversation  into  pessimism.  “  have  you  traveled  much  ?  “  

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text: miss maggie

shiloh: yes pls :/

shiloh: im in major meltdown mode

shiloh: i lit all the candles in our apartment.

maggie: don't set it on fire pls i cannot afford to lose the down payment on the apartment

maggie: okay i'm coming ?????????????? slowly but surely i will be home ok ?