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PSA: IF WE’RE IN A MUTUAL AND YOU WANT TO THROW A STARTER AT ME BECAUSE YOUR MUSE WANTS MINE OR YOU JUST WANT TO ROLEPLAY IN GENERAL —- JUST DO IT. I PROMISE, I’LL SCREAM WITH HAPPINESS IF YOU DO. YOU’RE NOT BOTHERING ME ; I WANT TO ROLEPLAY WITH ALL OF THE PEOPLE I FOLLOW. OKAY, YOU’RE ALL WONDERFUL. PCE.

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oh, and you wanna know why i’m really in therapy? it is because i have spent my entire life feeling like a constant disappointment.

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911 // Evan Buckley through the years 1996 - 2021

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Buck + textposts (4/?)

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favorite character meme » 2/2 colors » blue

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#when your husband and son are arguing over a video game

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Is there anything you used to like but can’t stand now?*

Salty Ask List

not really? if anything i've grown to like things that i wasn't a big fan of in the past.

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Unpopular opinion about your fandom?

Salty Ask List

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I guess this is more about twitter. i just don't understand why people can't just ship and let ship. harassing fans that disagree with them about ships is honestly childish and i see people going out of their way to do it ALL the time.

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incorrect 9-1-1  20/?

insp x

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Most disliked arc? Why?

Honestly I really didn't like the lawsuit. I understand why it happened and why it went down the way it did, but I'm really glad it didn't last long. Even if it did give us some buddie angst.

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Salty Ask List

What OTPs in your fandom(s) do you just not get?*

Are there any popular fandom OTPs you only BroTP?*

Have you ever unfollowed someone over a fandom opinion?

Do you have a NoTP in your fandom? Are they a popular OTP?*

Has fandom ever ruined a pairing for you?*

Has fandom ever made you enjoy a pairing you previously hated?*

Is there anything you used to like but can’t stand now?*

Have you received anon hate? What about?*

Most disliked character(s)? Why?

Most disliked arc? Why?

Is there an unpopular character you like that the fandom doesn’t? Why?

Is there an unpopular arc that you like that the fandom doesn’t? Why?

Unpopular opinion about XXX character?

Unpopular opinion about your fandom?

Unpopular opinion about the manga/show?

If you could change anything in the show, what would you change?

Instead of XYZ happening, I would have made ABC happen…

Does not shipping something ‘popular’ mean you’re in denial and/or biased?

What is the one thing you hate most about your fandom?

What is the purest ship in the fandom?

What are your thoughts on crack ships?

Popular character you hate?

Unpopular character you love?

Would you recommend XXX to a friend? Why or why not?

How would you end XXX/Would you change the ending of XXX?

Most shippable character?

Least shippable character?

*several of these questions are taken from a list that was not rebloggable

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@firemedics​ sent  “How come I always end up calling you when I can’t fall asleep?”

Buck grows quiet at Eddie's question, teeth sinking into his lower lip, biting back his first response, the one that always seems to be on the tip of his tongue these days. It would be easy to shrug it off as them being each other's best friend. It's true, they are, but at some point, they'd crossed a line, something that went beyond just simple friendship. They're family. Again, an easy explanation, given how much time Buck spent with Eddie, it wasn't a stretch. But why did he have the same impulse to call Eddie? If something good happened, he was the first person he wanted to tell. And at the end of the night, when Buck headed back to his empty apartment, it was getting harder and harder to leave. Let alone all the other things he's thought about that he won't let his mind wander to at the moment. "I don't know." Buck answers after the silence stretched on, his breath catching a little before he prods. "Why do you think you call me?"

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a sigh, and caroline holds out her arms with a soft roll of her eyes.  ❝ c’mere. ❞          /          for all you soft mofos reblogging that post .

Buck's not sure if it's the way she reaches out her arms or the gentle words, but something inside him breaks. She's much smaller than him, but, somehow, he feels little in her arms, eyes glassy with tears as he rests his brow against her shoulder. "I'm sorry." He whispers, unsure of whether he's apologizing for breaking down like this or for getting her cardigan wet with his tears.

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It’d been his suggestion, impulsive for sure, but ultimately, this was all Buck’s idea. He thought, maybe foolishly, it might help Eddie relax. The thundering heartbeat under his hand begged to differ. “Just breathe,” Buck instructs him in a soft voice, ignoring the comment for now. It is nice; Buck’s thought about this moment before in an abstract sort of sense, never let his imagination get too far ahead of him. “There you go,” Feeling Eddie’s chest expand is profound and wonderful, he’s just not sure he’s allowed to think, to feel that way. 

He knows it should feel strange laying with Buck like this, that this isn't something friends typically did together. A few years ago, Eddie wouldn't have allowed anyone to hold him like this. It doesn't feel that strange. Does Buck feel the way his heart is still pounding? Can he hear the hitch in his breathing when Buck whispers soothingly to him? He glances down at their hands, resisting the urge to brushing his fingers along Buck's skin. It's warm against him, as is his best friend's chest, his own body relaxing under his grip. "Never been the little spoon before." Eddie tries to joke, his voice tentative as he glances back at him. The corner of his lip twitches in a nervous smile.

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nightmares  were  not  uncommon  for  leia  ,  they  happened  frequently  .  however  they  were  worse  than  normal  lately  .  the  bags  underneath  tired  eyes  heavy  from  the  lack  of  sleep  .  out  of  desperation  she  had  left  her  own  apartment  .  the  key  to  his  apartment  in  hand  ,  which  she  to  herself  had  sworn  would  never  be  used  ,  she  had  driven  to  his  apartment  .  let  herself  in  ,  and  crawled  into  his  empty  bed  .  knowing  sooner  or  later  he  would  come  home  .  comforted  by  the  scent  of  him  she  had  passed  out  .  she  stirs  in  her  sleep  when  he  pulls  the  covers  off  ,  groaning  due  to  the  cold  before  she  tiredly  explains  why  she  is  suddenly  in  his  bed  .

a  soft  smile  tugs  at  the  corners  of  her  lips  ,  warmth  instantly  radiating  from  him  once  her  back  it  pressed  against  his  firm  chest  .  a  tired  yawn  escapes  her  ,  as  she  finds  her  hand  in  the  dark  .  lacing  her  fingers  with  his  before  their  entwined  hands  rests  against  her  chest  .          ❝  are  you  alright  ?  ❞          her  voice  raspy  from  finally  sleeping  peacefully  .  she  tilts  her  head  to  look  past  her  shoulder  at  him  .  she  has  no  wish  to  keep  him  awake  for  long  ,  knowing  how  tiring  a  twenty-four  hour  shift  can  be  .  but  she  at  least  has  to  make  sure  he  is  okay  before  she  lets  lets  herself  sleep  again  .  

Buck's more exhausted than usual, thanks to the never-ending calls that the 118 had gotten today. With the bell going off at such frequent intervals, he'd barely been able to sneak in a cat nap here and there during his twenty-four-hour shift. Still, he doesn't doze just yet, instead, he enjoys the feel of Leia in his arms, lips pressed to her neck as he breathes her in. "I'm okay," Buck murmurs back, squeezing her hand with a sigh. "Few tough calls. Mostly just exhausted, though. Someone used the Q word." He adds, releasing a soft huff. "Apparently, not everyone believes in curses." If they didn't before, they certainly do now. "What about you? Couldn't sleep?"

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despite   the   fact   she   feels   like   utter   garbage   ,   clarke   bursts   into   laughter.         it’s   probably   all   the   alcohol   in   her   system.         ❝         i   think   i   know   at   least   five   people   who   would   disagree   with   you.         ❞         she   responds   once   she’s   stopped   laughing   ,   leaning   her   head   on   his   shoulders   when   the   room   starts   to   spin   uncomfortably.         maybe   that   fourth   shot   of   tequila   hadn’t   been   such   a   good   idea.         especially   when   she   was   supposed   to   work   tomorrow.         a   groan   flies   past   clarke’s   lips   and   she   squeezes   her   eyes   shut   ,   resisting   the   urge   to   stick   her   tongue   out   at   buck   because   she’s   a   freaking   grown   woman   ,   thank   you   very   much.         ❝         first   of   all   ,   i   am   not   moping.         ❞         she   asks   ,   slowly   reopening   her   eyes   and   tipping   her   head   back   to   look   at   him.         ❝         second   of   all   ,   i   thought   we   had   an   unspoken   agreement   not   to   mention   bellamy   tonight.            ❞         clarke   reaches   for   her   glass   of   water   ,   taking   a   long   sip   before   finishing   ,         ❝         and   lastly   —   you   have   no   leg   to   stand   on   ,   buck.         i   know   you   were   sulking   because   eddie   said   he   and   ana   were   gonna   go   on   a   date   tonight.         why   do   you   think   i   texted   you?         ❞         

He has to admit he'd been one of those people when they first met. Clarke was not the easiest person to get along with, but once you got past the snark, she was fiercely loyal and one of the best friends he has. Even in her drunken state, he wouldn't want to be hanging out with anyone else. Well, almost anyone. Buck makes a face at the mention of Eddie, shaking his head before he finishes off his beer. He's not nearly as toasted as her, but the mention of Ana nearly makes Buck head into the kitchen for another beer. "Okay, in my defense, you actually have a shot with Bellamy." He hates to play this card, but she'd brought it on herself. "He looks at you like he wants to rip your clothes off with his teeth." He points out, giving Clarke a knowing look. How their many arguments haven't led to incredibly hot sex yet, he'll never know. "Meanwhile, Eddie is in a relationship. Oh, and he's straight."