This is another post asking for help, as the latest has petered out. I have resigned myself that due to my severe OCD, and to the continuous and violent trauma I experience because of the way my parents assault me with emotional abuse every day, I'll be very much dependent on financial help for the next few months.
I need food on the daily, I still need clothing and that's a need that hasn't been fulfilled at all, I need to be able to buy essentials when they run out, I need storage products, and I need at least two of everything because of my OCD and my fear of (spiritual) contamination. I also need transportation money.
Once again, I would like the people that aren't drowning to be the first ones to consider helping out. I don't want to be a part of or continue the cycle of that 1$ being passed around because everybody understand the others' difficulties but only has so much to give.
When someone else breaks free of the cold, calculating villain that represents the inexorable apathy of the universe, it's called "the indomitable human spirit" and "a shining example to all mankind" but when I, G5 IGUAZU,
I have severe OCD, CPSTD and ongoing trauma from living in an exhaustingly emotionally abusive household. I haven't been self sufficient in months due to the state of my mental health and continuous trauma and won't be self-sufficient in quite some time. I need money urgently for food, as I have now run out, transportation, and clothing, which is something I've been needing to acquire for weeks (knowing that because of my symptoms, I can't do second hand). In addition to my mental health issues, I also have digestive issues I have to attend to and I have toiletry I have to buy on a regular basis just to have a proper intimate life.
I also have a wishlist of items that would make my life much, much easier.
I want to thank everybody that helped, and I know that most of us are drowning. If you feel like someone in your online/analog community is in more urgent need, feel free to help them first. And for those that can afford a little bit more, please consider helping first, so others don't give the 1$ rotating because we're community and they understand.